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🌿💦🌶🍋 ✨🔮METABOLISM SPELL🔮✨🍋🌶💦🌿

Reblog to boost your metabolism!

Remember to eat things like spicy foods, citrus fruits, and spices to ensure your metabolism is working as hard as it can. Fluids like green tea and cold water are also amazing boosters.

TIP: I try to drink a glass of water every hour. I started to add lemon to get two birds with one stone. You can also use lemon to spice up your green tea! 🍵

Stay safe lovelies! Remember to eat and drink water if you feel faint. 💗

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lil update

soooo now i moved out to study math at university near Paris, i am on my own, i kinda like what i am studying and my new life here. i have much less pressure and i made a lot of new friends, i really enjoy having a social life (finally)

i have also been eating way less than usually since the beginning of school, as i am cooking just for me, and i don’t have any store close to my home now and i’m often too lazy to go and buy food. i went back home to my parents a month ago, and so i could weigh myself, and i was 59kg (130) which is 6kg less than this summer i think. so i am kinda happy :) a lot of my clothes are way more comfortable now, and i know i didn’t gain weight since as the new jeans i bought with my mom at this time is getting more loose. i really feel more confident now, my hair has grown pretty much and is healthy and soft, and recently i looked at pictures of me from two years ago and i am definitely noticing that i don’t have such a baby face now :)

i have been struggling to attend classes for the mast month bc of logkdown, but it is getting better. i often break down and cry for hours bc i feel like i am not strong enough, but i realised recently that there is a point to keep up with studying and all that stuff bc i really dream of becoming a math teacher and this is the only way

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it’s been more than 1 year that i’ve had an ed and no one knows about it

i am just the weird girl that is almost never hungry for lunch and only takes potatoes and a cappuccino at mc donalds

my bf lives with me and i share with him when i feel disgusting and that i don’t want to eat much from now but i don’t think he links this with “anorexia” or “disordered eating”

i kinda reunited with my ex best friend and she does have an ed from a long time ago, she gained some weight and she seems to be wanting to recover, she doesn’t know that since we stopped talking, i developed an ed in the meantime lmao

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im at 143 i am a disgusting fat bitch i gained weight, now i will do my best to get sicker than i have never been and be no longer fat

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weightloss curse

oh no! a curse to lose 3 lbs!

like to recharge, reblog to activate

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back on mfp :))) bc i am 64kg (141) and i am a fat bitch and i want to be sick again

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today’s thinspo mix is focused on fashion. *my* skinny fashion lol. stay safe babes ꨄ

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i have been every day for the last 10 days bc the school year is finally over

I really wanna go back to starving/restricting... I think I will do it progressively

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tw : surprise pregnancy, abortion, nausea, blood.......

it has been a real complicated couple of months to me

i found out i was pregnant two months ago, even with the copper coil i’ve had for the past two years, in the middle of a pandemic, having all the symptoms (nauseous LITERALLY all day, feeling like my throat was always full, struggling to find something i could eat without feeling like throwing up but also unable to skip a lunch without passing out, and so tired i couldn’t make it through the day without a two-hour nap) but still having to study for my exams...

i found out when i was 5-6 weeks pregnant, and so i spent all quarantine pregnant. not only i was struggling to focus bc of how “sick” i was, but i couldn’t attend classes bc i would fall asleep. i was already feeling really unwell before i found out.

i couldn’t work for two weeks then bc i didn’t care anymore and needed some time off. so 10 days later i had my surgical abortion, and that day was as painful as possible : i woke up in the night because i had lost a whole lot of blood bc of the medication to prepare surgery, and it kept on from 4 a.m. to 10 a.m., then when i got ready to go to the hospital (while losing liters of blood) i couldn’t stand up without passing out and vomiting, up till i got to the hospital in the ambulance and got examined. so yea i was also late to my surgery. anyway i just vomited for the fifth time in the day bc of the anaesthesia but i recovered well the next few days

i hadn’t really problems with terminating my pregnancy because i obviously don’t want a child right now. the worse thing was how i felt violated, that my body would do this to me, and i didn’t know that an unwanted pregnancy would be so unbearable. also, it was only two months from my exams that i have been preparing for the past three years and i was so fucking scared that i was gonna screw everything bc of this

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I satisfied a craving today.

One thing I learned is that if you're really craving something and eat something else with lower cals instead, you'll most likely binge eventually looking for that fix.

So I had my 300 cals of cup noodles instead of who knows how many cals of random stuff I find in the kitchen. And they were tasty as shit.

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I have the exact same body I had in January. I am a failure

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i’m seeing a lot of people reblogging suicide hotlines and this is just a reminder that this is a suicide help line that works like a text-based instant messenger for people who may need to talk to someone but have trouble/are uncomfortable making phone calls

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low cal muffins 🧁🥰

here’s another low cal recipe that nobody asked for 🤧

mini muffins. vs. normal sized muffin

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Ingredients:

2 eggs (155 calories or u can use 4 egg whites for 69 calories)

2 medium-big bananas (242 calories)

150g of self rising flour (mine was 507 calories but check yours)

a tsp of vanilla extract (12 calories)

a tsp of baking powder ( 0 calories or 2 calories, depens on the brand)

6 packets stevia or any artificial sweetener that you like (0 calories)

Step by step:

In a bowl, mash the bananas with a fork

Add the eggs and the vanilla extract and mix them with the bananas

Add the flour and the baking powder

Mix until the bater is smooth

Put the mixture in mini muffin molds and cook at low temperature for 15 minutes, or until they’re a lil golden at the top

Repeat until you run out of mixture

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🧁 info:

each mini muffins is: 46 calories each

if you make 12 normal sized muffins they would be around: 76.5 calories each

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edit: i just tried the big muffin and i can’t explain how good it was!! so fluffly and filling it reminded me of the blueberry muffin from starbucks 🤧

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let me know if you try this and how it turns out 🥰🧁

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feel free to ask me any questions if i didn’t make myself clear~