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thank you ryan guzman for weaponizing those big brown doe eyes every chance you get

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Buck sacrificing Eddie to the bees will never not be funny because he really was just like ‘well if I can’t be your husband I guess I’ll be your widow, good luck babe you’ve got this’

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“you’re the fastest runner” do you guys need the room or

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Because of this post and @screaming-universe endorsement here you go, little spoon Eddie

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buddie mornings☀️💕

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Big Sur, California by Kristin Castenschiold

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Incorrect 9-1-1 + text posts (part 22/??) prev || next

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s05e09 » past is prologue

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BRING HIM BACK TO US!!!

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eddie and chris giving buck a st. christopher medallion for @meepmoopdraws2 (they are proposing in their pajamas 🥰)

this is a prompt fill with the @911actions gotcha for gaza—the submission period has come to an end, but you can still check out the event and donate to a good cause!

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Style swap with @iinryer!! It was so fun working so differently than I normally do…. Solid lines?? Precise coloring??? Never heard of her!!!

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Chapters: 2/2 Fandom: 9-1-1 (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Characters: Evan "Buck" Buckley, Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Bobby Nash, Henrietta "Hen" Wilson, Howie "Chimney" Han, Athena Grant, Ravi Panikkar, Maddie Buckley, Jee-Yun Buckley Han, Karen Wilson, Denny Wilson, Mara Driskell, Josephina "Pepa" Diaz Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Slow Burn, Eventual Relationships, POV Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Getting Together, Not Actually Unrequited Love, Eddie Diaz Loves Evan "Buck" Buckley, First Kiss, Love Confessions, Car Accidents, Major Character Injury, Tommy Kinard Bashing, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Panic Attacks, Mentioned Shannon Diaz, Christopher Diaz Has Two Dads, Marriage Proposal, Eloping, Road Trips, Kind Of, Christopher Diaz is a National Treasure, this fic is basically diverging from canon after 7x06, Eddie getting therapy really changes everything tbh, Firehouse 118 Crew as Family (9-1-1 TV), mentions of depression and ptsd, Kim jumpscare, implied infidelity by Tommy, Evan "Buck" Buckley/Tommy Kinard Break Up, Eddie Diaz/Marisol Break Up (9-1-1 TV), Implied/Referenced Homophobia, Catholic Guilt, Not Beta Read, Jealous Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Nightmares, spoilers for Andor 1x10, yes seriously Summary:

“Looking back on everything, it really shouldn’t have taken Eddie that long to realize he was in love with his best friend. They’d been stumbling toward each other in the dark for as long as he could remember, and then one day it was like someone had finally turned on the lights so he could see who he was really reaching for all this time.”

(A 7b canon-divergence in which Eddie heals from old wounds and Buck finds the something he’s been looking for, and these two things are absolutely connected)

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what a shame doctors don’t prescribe vacation to secluded seaside towns like they used to

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I feel everyone either forgot or missed this

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just watched this tiktok and was like !!! upset that i don’t post 911 tiktoks anymore because i would have stitched right away but i need to speak on it anyway,

if you don’t have tiktok the video basically just notes that bucks loft has no personal touch and feels like a tv set more than a place someone lives

because like it’s ON PURPOSE !!!! she talks about how there’s no trinkets, how there’s nothing on his fridge, there’s no post cards. you know when there was those things in the loft? COMA DREAM. he had the little toys that gave him hints of real life, the cards from his school kids, a fully furnished living room, and just overall the framing and lighting of the scene made it feel much homier than the loft has ever felt before. when buck comes “home” in the coma dream the setting, in my opinion, has the same comfy vibes as any time the 118 and co has a big get together and is hanging out in someone’s house, it feels good!

and i think (i swear im not projecting my loft ashes hopes here) the loft has always supposed to have been a place devoid of emotion. when buck comes home to find taylor no where to be found they put extra emphasis on the high ceilings of the loft to show that when he’s alone there he’s alone there. they still don’t have a fucking couch in the damn thing for WHO KNOWS why (i know why but this isn’t the time or place, ill come back around at a different date).

if they wanted to make the loft personal and *buck* they would, we saw them gradually make the diaz house more lived in and real throughout the seasons so we know they can do it. the stagnancy of the loft (especially after the couch saga but again not the time) shows to me that it’s not where he’s supposed to land. regardless of what or how he gets out of the loft TRUST me when i say the character who’s entire life storyline and being is rooted in finding home— will find himself a home not in that dumbass stupid fucking loft

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There's something slightly poetic that Buck looks more like Bobby, his found dad, then his actual biological father

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idk what's going to happen in season 8 but i kind of hope eddie punches gerrard so hard his mustache flies off