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The Smith-Stone Family  [Left to right] 

Matthew Smith-Stone 

Everett Smith-Stone {Husband} 

Romeo Smith-Stone {Son}

Evan Smith-Stone {Son} 

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everettsmithstone:

Everett placed his hand gently on the side of his husband’s face, letting out a sigh as he did so. He hated coming home wounded, he knew that they had enough going on, and there was always a risk of one of the boys seeing it. “I’m sorry I wasn’t there. I should’ve been there with you today, instead of in Berlin.” Everett had really been thinking about leaving his unit, especially now that they were married, and now it seemed like he was getting more and more signs he needed a job where he could be home more. “Stop. Don’t apologize,” Everett stopped him softly. “I just wanted you to know that telling me, instead of shutting down, is what I need you to do. Okay? That’s why I was mad.” He sighed, looking into his husband’s eyes hoping Matthew would know Everett wasn’t upset with him. “Yeah. I can do that.” Everett got a bandage out of the drawer beside where he was standing, putting it over his side. He could take a shower to better clean it later, but right now he was worried about his husband. “Come here.” He hovered over Matt, kissing his husband softly before moving down to lay his head on Matt’s chest as he had asked for. 

   Matthew was slowly opening up and not shutting himself down as much. He was glad to know that his husband was not mad at him but was mad that he did not tell Ev what was wrong and he could understand. “you were working...” he replied softly and quietly, “I know...am learning and trying i promise. I have never had someone like you before Ev but i promise i will not shot down” he added as he nodded. Matt just wanted his husband; Matt kissed Ev as he laid on the bed and Ev laid his head on his chest. Matt could not help but shake as tears still came, he was letting all the emotions as he held Ev’s hand tighly to remind himself that he was not alone and going to break. 

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naomideluca:

“I knew it!” The blonde exclaimed, nearly yelling in his ear. “I knew it! I knew you two got married!” Happiness flooded the blonde’s face before she hit his arm playfully. “You made me plan this perfect wedding just to go and elope before it!?” She was just teasing him, she was so happy it was official. “Let me see your new ID! With your new name.” Naomi requested as she dug into the bag of snacks.

   Matt chuckled, “Ev surprised me last minute” he replied smiling as he got into his wallet and showed her his new name that read, “Matthew Owen Smith-Stone” 

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everettsmithstone:

Everett truly hadn’t gotten home from work mentally. Usually he was good at it, completely letting go of work when he got home, but hearing that this woman said these things to his husband was making him think of ways he could take care of it - and Matt probably knew him well enough to know that. “You know that’s not true, Matt. You know that she’s just a bitch.” Everett hoped Matt would listen to him, but he didn’t know if it would work. He felt like the worst husband in the world because he hadn’t been there with Matt when this had happened, he’d been working. After getting a wash cloth and wetting it with alcohol, he walked back out to Matt, and slowly wiped underneath one of his eyes with his thumb. “You know she’s wrong. You had a bad day, and I’m sorry.” He held the washcloth with alcohol up to his side, knowing the cut was pretty deep. When Matt reached for the cloth to help him, he didn’t fight his husband this time.

   Matthew was still silent, he was still thinking about what the woman said. Some part of him believed her words but a bigger part of him believe his husband words. “I...had to stop myself from breaking down in public Ev. It hurt and...” he said very quietly as his husband wipe away one of his tears with his thumb. “I am sorry that i did not realize you were in pain...sorry i was selfish. I need you Ev, i never want to lose you because of a fight. I love you” he said as he gently cleaned his husband wound. “Can...you hold me or just lay on my chest because i just need you, and i need you to hold me after we get your wound cleaned”

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naomideluca:

Naomi was thrilled to have an old fashioned sleep over with Matt. It reminded her of the ones they had when they were younger, but they both had so much going on lately that they hadn’t been able to have one. She was in school, he was a lawyer and a parent. His wedding was only a week away. Naomi knew Matt and Everett had talked about eloping, but if they had done it she didn’t know. The blonde got Matt’s favorite blankets out of the closet and set them on the edge of her bed. She would leave it up to Matt whether he wanted to sleep in there with her or in SJ’s old room/the guest room. She preferred them being together just because Naomi never liked being alone, and Matt was her best friend before her cousin. Matt had a key, as did Sawyer. So when the door opened, she knew it was him.

She was in bed sitting against the wall when she heard her cousin come in her apartment. “I’m in here,” she called, although he already knew that. As much as she loved Romeo and Evan, it was so nice to have a night with just her and Matt, like old times. “Hi Matty,” she smiled, getting up on her knees on the bed to reach up and give him a hug. Afterwards she pulled Matt down on the bed with her, going back to the episode of Friends she was watching. “Do you realize this is the first night in weeks I haven’t done anything wedding related? Fuck, Matty…you’re getting married next weekend. Where has time gone? We were teenagers yesterday.” ( @mattowens )

   “Hey” Matt smiled carrying a bag of their favorite sweets, he hugged her back before finding a good spot and laying next to her, “I know, it’s crazy. even after the fact that Ev and i did elope” he replied with a smile on his face, “so look what i brought. What will go better with watching friends than with our favorite sweets”

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everettsmithstone:

Everett was trying something he had never done before. He was pretending like he was still working, like this was a case. The number one rule of a case was to never make it personal, and by not making it personal, it was the only way he knew how to have a somewhat rational discussion. “When did this happen?” He asked, eyes glued to the ground. “When did you run into her? You were fine last night, so I’m assuming it was today.” It sounded like he was interrogating Matt because of the mode he’d gone into, so maybe it wasn’t helping the way he meant for it to. “There’s no one in the entire fucking world who understands the way that I do, Matt. For God’s sake, I had people come up to me for months and told me it was my fault my daughter died. I should’ve taken her to the doctor sooner…I should’ve watched her diet more carefully,” he listed off the first things that came to mind that people often said to him. He was just trying to get Matt to understand that Everett knew, he knew how hard it was, and that all it took was one bad day to snap. What had pissed him off was that Matt shut down about it. As Matt stretched out his hand, Everett didn’t take it. “Please just…don’t touch me right now.” He needed a minute to calm down, he needed a minute to calm himself down before he did or said something he regretted. Everett paced back and forth in their room, not saying anything for a minute. It didn’t help that he was in pain. Everett had a high pain tolerance, but he’d been stabbed very pretty deeply, and without saying anything he took his shirt off. He walked to the bathroom to get a wash cloth, not saying anything even though he knew his husband wouldn’t be happy about the wound.

   Matt moved his hand away when Ev did not take and listened to his husband as he spoke. Matt voice was filled with tears and pain, “earlier this evening when i was getting some things for dinner...” he answered in a very quiet and timid voice that Matt rarely uses, “I...know..” he added. Matt knew Ev understand but he was still could not help it. He was so used to shutting down when he was hurting but he was trying honestly. “She...said that i should have died that night and he never saved me...and that reminded me of the hash words my step mother used to tell me all the time Ev....I am sorry” he added this time the tears where falling and Matt could not make them stop. Matt took a seat on the bed as Ev walked into the bathroom. 

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everettsmithstone:

For once in their relationship, Everett didn’t know how to react. Part of him felt like Matt wasn’t happy he’d come home early. Like maybe Matt wanted to be alone. “Erik? What the fuck does Erik have to do anything?” Everett asked, almost immediately after he heard that name come out of Matt’s mouth. Now he was angry. “There’s a difference between having a ‘fucking bad day’ and something that has to do with Erik.” Don’t yell, Everett. Don’t be your dad, don’t let the kids hear you yelling, he thought to himself. “What is this? Is this some way of you trying to tell me you don’t want to get married because you thought you were over him and you’re not?” Everett honestly didn’t know, he had to ask. “Oh, and what the fuck would I know about being blamed for someone’s death, right?” You could hear the sarcasm in his voice like venom with every word, and the look in his eyes was scary. They were so dark, like the look he had when he was filled with nothing but anger. 

   Matt finally looked at his husband and listened to Ev. Matt was trying so hard to keep the tears in, the reason he was silent was because he knew if he tried talking, all the emotions will come out and so will the tears; he knew that he would not be able to stop the tears. “It just added to things....” he said in a quiet voice, “I ran into his mother who blamed me for her son’s death, my best friend who saved my life when i tried to...” he added stopping himself from saying the rest of it. “Plus the insults hurt Ev, it fucking hurt. Normally i am used to those type of insults but i could not handle them today” he sighed as he got up and walked toward his husband and stretched out his hand. “You have my heart and i am already married to you. Nothing is going to change my mind about that” he added tears starting to slowly fall. “Please, I don’t want to cause a fight because i can’t handle tonight without you and you being pissed at me. The bed has been empty and cold without you....”

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everettsmithstone:

Everett was so confused. What was wrong? The first thing that came to mind was the wedding. Had something gone wrong? Was Matt suddenly changing his mind about going through with it? That made no sense because the two of them were legally already married…this was just the party to celebrate it. When his husband kissed him and disappeared, he let out a sigh. He was a husband, but being a father always came first and Matt also knew that. Everett quickly walked to make sure the boys had their pajamas on, watching as Romeo brushed his teeth and helping Evan brush his. He put the boys in bed, telling them he’d be back to tuck them in with daddy in a few minutes.  As he walked into their bedroom, he felt himself freeze. Everett wasn’t good with emotions, nor had he ever been. He used to be good with them…until he lost his daughter. It desensitized him, as did his job. “What’s wrong? I can’t read your mind.” He wasn’t trying to sound harsh, but he was confused when they had just talked last night and everything was fine. Now Matt was upset, and instead of telling him why, he had ran into their bedroom. Everett sat in the chair at his desk across from the bed, waiting a minute before looking at his husband. “Is this about the wedding? Just tell me if you want to call it off.” 

   Matt sighed and was silent for a moment before saying anything. He could not look at his husband because if he did, then he would break because he could not keep the tears from Ev. Matt ran his hand through his hair before replying, “I am just having fucking bad day Ev. Everything is hurting and why can’t the fucking past stay in the past. I thought i was over all this fucking stuff, i thought i was done with Erik’s...family and being blamed for his death.” There was pain, hurt and sadness in his voice. Matt still did not look at his husband. 

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everettsmithstone:

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Everett’s plane from Berlin home to London had actually been on time. As much as he travelled last minute for ops, he was used to getting on the next plane available, getting on planes that were delayed or had layovers. After this mission in Berlin, all he wanted was to be home with his husband and his sons. Their wedding was a week away now, even though no one knew that they had already eloped in secret. Well, no one but Naomi and SJ, at least Everett was sure one of them knew. As per usual with his missions, Everett had been injured. However, compared to most, it was nothing too bad. Just a rough wound on his side, one that could be bandaged up and taken care of. It was nothing he was going to worry Matt with. He didn’t text his husband because he wanted to surprise him, especially since he had gotten home early which didn’t happen often. The sun was still up, this meant there was a chance Everett would get to see his sons or even have dinner with them. He had his carry on bag, he had no luggage so he went straight to get a taxi to their condo. His heart was racing a little…Matt had that effect on him. Making him nervous, in a good way, especially after their talk over text about another kid. Everett got his key out of his pocket to open the door to their condo, and as he walked in he heard the sound of dishes being put into the sink. He had missed dinner…but at least he hadn’t missed putting the boys to bed, right? “Daddy?” Romeo yelled enthusiastically from the living room, the blonde curly haired boy running to greet Everett. “Daddy…you missed dinner.” He frowned, leaning his chin against Everett’s leg as he held onto it, looking up to his father. “I know I did, baby. I’m sorry…but tomorrow morning, we’re going to read and have pancakes. Didn’t daddy tell you about our new tradition?” He asked, leaning down to pick hug his son, referring to Romeo’s other father who hadn’t come to greet Everett. Maybe he was too deep in doing the dishes.”Go put your pajamas on, help Van get his on, too.” Romeo nodded, listening to his father before going to get his younger brother, walking down the hallway to their rooms. “Did you not hear me come in?” Or did you just not care? He was practicing not being so bitter, for the sake of their relationship, so he kept that thought to himself. There was a safe for his gun and other weapons that was way too high for either of the boys to reach, and his work things went in there, too. He could physically feel that something was off with Matt, and he noticed the broken glass in the kitchen as he was putting his stuff away. “What’s going on?” Everett didn’t know if he’d done something wrong, if Matt was mad he didn’t announce he’d be home early, but he was getting nervous in a bad way now.

  Matt got little sleep because of nightmares and thoughts that played in his head over and over. Matt knew that today was one of those days, days where he had to fight and power through to get through the day. He had ran into Erik’s monther who blamed him for Erik’s death and said some things that truly hurt him and open some old wounds that were finally starting to heal and on top of that, he was dealing with a difficult client and case. Matt managed to keep a brave face through out the day and make dinner for the boys. 

   He was not expecting Ev to come back home early and deep down he felt bad that he did not jump and welcome his husband home with a kiss. Matt cleaned the glass as Romeo and Ev talked; he finally looked at Ev after cleaning the broken glass. There was tears in his eyes and he sighed softly opening his mouth but no words came out. He gave Ev a kiss on the check and walked toward their bedroom, seating and breaking down as he sat on the bed. 

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text → Matt Smith-Stone💍

Everett: You still make my heart race the way you did when I met you on our first date. You have this hold over me, Matt...one no one's had over me in a while. And knowing that you're the father of my kids, and seeing what a good father you are just turns me on even that much more. I'm nervous because I'm completely and one hundred percent in love with you, and I've never needed anyone the way I need you. You know I'm 100% independent. And then I met you, and suddenly the idea of losing you...I can't think about it.

Everett: I love it when you talk law to me. It's so sexy. I forgot being married to a lawyer can have upsides. ;)

Everett: I just wanted to get the idea out there and see how you'd feel about it. Maybe I'm thinking about it because the anniversary of losing Evie is coming up...but i just remember how much I loved being a dad to a little girl. And I think you'd love it, too.

Everett: I'm already thinking about what I'm going to do to you when I get home tomorrow night. Do you feel like letting me be the dominant one? Because I want to fuck you so hard you're screaming my name.

Matt: You're making blush. Like seriously. I have never felt like this for someone else. The thoughts of losing you scares me and i never want to lose you. You have my heart honestly and am glad you do. I have never met someone that has loved me the way you do and....meeting you made me believe in love and i am glad i am married to the most amazing man ever even if he does not think he is

Matt: Then when you get home, i can talk more law to you. I want to have another child with you handsome

Matt: Sure. I like it when you're dominant and it's so sexy. Just thinking about it is making me horny.

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text → Matt Smith-Stone💍

Everett: Oh god I always laugh. You're so good at it, but it's also just funny and you know I laugh when you make me nervous.

Everett: Really...? You'd be open to it? I mean, there's one major problem. You and I can't make a baby. So we'd have to look into surrogates and as a lawyer you know how much of a pain in the ass it is to do it through a company...

Everett: Yeah, yeah. Of course. I'm sorry for bringing up having another baby over text, but I was just...so nervous and this was the only way I could find the confidence. We'll talk more about it when I'm fucking you tomorrow night. Sound good?

Matt: I know. Just like i smile and grin when i get nervous. I sometimes don't get why you get nervous during my dace handsome

Matt: Of course. Surrogates and legal document can be hard work and a nightmare if not done correctly. Since you know all the steps and stuff and i have the legal background...it should not be bad

Matt: I understand. I remember it over text i told you my feeling for you lol Sounds good. We will talk to it more after sex handsome and after i fuck you and you can't move for hours

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text → Matt Smith-Stone💍

Everett: I agree. Once Evan is old enough to read, we can start more traditions.

Everett: When I get home tomorrow night we can have all the sex you want babe, and I’ll make it worth the wait.

Everett: I guess what I want to ask is....would you ever want another baby?

Everett: I love our sons with all my heart, but I mean....a baby that’s ours, both of ours. You know what I mean. A baby where we’d both be there for everything we missed out on with each other for Meo and Van. I never thought I’d ever have another kid after I lost Evie, and now we have two beautiful sons, but part of me.....part of me misses having a daughter. No one could replace her, but...I don’t know. Am I making any sense? And seeing how happy SJ is brought it up again.

Matt: :)

Matt: Sounds like a plan and i can give you my special dance

Matt: We can try for another child and daughter hopefully. I know i want another child in the future and i understand. I love our boys and i will like them to have a little sister

Matt: So...we can talk more about it when you get back? To be honest i am kinda surprise (in a good way) I would love to have any child with you Mr. Everett Smith-Stone

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text → Matt Smith-Stone💍

Everett: The only traditions I ever had were with my mom before she died or with Ellie. So I need new ones with my new family, and pancakes on Sundays with the boys sounds like the perfect Smith-Stone tradition start.

Everett: The minute I get home, I’m going to suck you off so well that you go numb. You have no idea how badly I want you. I hate this job, I need to be able to fuck my husband when I want to.

Everett: I have to admit something before I lose the confidence. I texted you to ask you something...and it kind of involves sex. Just...differently. Something has been on my mind for a while now.

Matt: Sunday pancakes and morning reading will be a great tradition and a good start

Matt: I want you so badly too and am glad that you will always have me to yourself. When you get home, you can and i can't wait

Matt: Oh? I don't follow but okay. What is it you want to ask me handsome?

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text → Fratello Preferito 🇮🇹

SJ: There’s literally a fucking living, breathing human baby girl inside of Ro right now. Who’s going to need us 24 hours a day. Its starting to set in and I feel like I’m going to faint. Did you feel like this with Romeo?

SJ: Yeah, I do remember.

SJ: I know. And I know Ro will be a fantastic mother and I’m not alone...I know she and I can do this together. But fuck, I’m still scared, Matt.

SJ: I hope I’ll be a good dad. I’m going to do everything I can to try. I already love her, I know I’ll love her in a way I’ve never felt before. Ro and I made her. Out of love...and I know you’ll help me...but God, Jesus I’m scared. Even though I wanted this. I still do. I want to be a father, a good one. As good as you are to your sons.

Matt: That's similar to how i felt. I think i maybe passed out. Ask Naomi, she will tell you. I panicked but it took a while for the panic to go away

Matt: I know. That's normal little bro

Matt: You will because i see how amazing you are with Romeo and Evan. I know you will love her with every fiber of your being. I have confidence in you that you will be a great dad

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text → Fratello💚⚪️♥️

Naomi: Oh, for sure. They’ll be like we were and still are. De Luca relationships are stronger than anything else in the world. The shit we’ve made it through proves it.

Naomi: Aw, Matty! He’s going to love it. Jesus. You two make me so jealous. I’m so single and no ones even interested. I just want to get laid, is that too much to ask for?

Matt: I know right. Romeo is already defending him, he has gotten along with Evan the first they met

Matt: Hey, don't worry. You will find someone, it will happen when you least expect it. Ev just randomly happened and it was because SJ set us up

Matt: You have your two favorite cousins (brothers) to help you find someone

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text → Matt Smith-Stone💍

Everett: You know I’m here if you want to vent about work. But Saywer knows more about law than in depth than I do. I try to be an amazing husband...because I love you and I want to show you in every way I can what our family means to me.

Everett: In the morning tell him Daddy will read to him as soon as I get home tomorrow morning. Saturday morning reading before pancakes can become a Smith-Stone tradition if he wants. I know, we’ve put enough stress on Nomi. I hope she took the weekend off.

Everett: What else turns me on? Right now what turns me on is the thought of flipping you around and sliding into you, holding your hips while you hold onto the counter and just fucking you senseless until you’re screaming my name. I know I’m not usually the dominant one...but that’s what I want right now. You’re wearing those boxers?

Everett: Send me a picture. Let me at least pretend I’m fucking you senseless.

Matt: I will. I know he would love that and he loves pancakes. We should do that for the boys honestly, a Smith-Stone tradition. Growing up i never had a tradition and so i want to have one with the boys.

Matt: Sounds hot. You're turning me on right now that these boxers can not contain ;) Yes i am wearing it.

Matt: Afterwards, i will give you the night of your life that you will lose your voice screaming my name and so much pleasure.

Matt: *Sends a picture of himself with his boxers almost fully down*

Matt: I so want to fuck and suck you right now.