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Starry night

Sean Diaz x GN!Reader

warnings: none

words: 418

Sean stared up at the sky, the stars were scattered across the airspace, shining brightly against the surface of the water. It was really quiet, the silence only interrupted by waves crashing against the land. It was your first night in Mexico. You were both sitting at the beach in Puerto Lobos. Neither of you was in a rush to break the silence. Just taking it all in.

Daniel had already fallen asleep in the ruined building of the land sean’s dad once owned.

Your peace wavered, when your mind wandered to your plans. After a long time you didn’t have a plan. Before, everything you thought about was reaching Puerto Lobos, but what were you gonna do now, when you finally made it here?

„Sean?” You furrowed your brows. „What are we gonna do now?” you hugged your legs to your chest.

He shifted a little „I don’t know.” he stayed quiet for a moment. „Maybe we should just live and see what happens. No plan. No nothing.”

You both stayed quiet and when you thought he wasn’t gonna say anything more, he broke the silence.

„Back in Nevada,” his voice was distant. „Karen told me that dad and she used to sit like us a lot.” You looked at him, wondering where he is going.

„She said,” he continued. „You know someone’s good for you when you can just look up at the sky in silence and let the universe do its own thing.” his gaze was fixed on the sky, his expression was unreadable.

„Yeah?”

„I think she was right.” he admitted. „I didn’t give much thought about it then, but now I get it.” he shifted his gaze at you.

Your heart skipped a beat. You didn’t know what to say, but Sean didn’t seem to expect a response. He just smiled at you before turning his gaze back to the starry sky. You leaned your head on his shoulder and closed your eyes, letting the sound of beach waves and his presence ground you.

You let his words settle down. For the first time in months, you didn’t feel like you need to figure it all out. Maybe that’s all you need. You’ve been trying to survive for so long, maybe it was time to just breath.

Maybe you didn’t have all the answers. Maybe you didn’t need them. With Sean by your side, you knew you’d be alright.

[mavdz]

Cozy night

Sean Diaz x fem!reader

warnings: NSFW, smut, p in v, cursing

description: The night at the camp gets heated.

Hey! It's my first fic ever, English is not my first language, so I apologize for any mistakes. Let me know what you think!! :))

words: 2192

The fire crackled softly in the camp, the warm light illuminated the trees, casting a long shadows on the ground. Most of the crew wandered to their tents, but Finn, Cassidy and Penny decided to swim in the lake nearby. Daniel was more than eager to join them leaving you and Sean alone by the campfire.

He glanced over at you, the dim light casting soft shadows across your face. The firelight reflected in your eyes making them sparkle with light that matched with the flickering flames. Sean couldn’t help but stare, admiring your features while the familiar, warm feeling spread in his chest.

The silence between you wasn’t awkward. Sure, it was heavy but you couldn’t tell it was uncomfortable. You saw Sean taking out his sketchbook. He furrowed his brows as he focused on the page. He looked from time to time in your direction, making you wonder if he drew you. A soft flutter stirred in your chest. You shifted closer to him, trying to take a peek over his shoulder.

„What are you drawing?” 

Sean looked at you as if pulled back from a trance. He eyes flickered from you to his sketchbook before he angled it towards you.

„Just… you know, everything around me.” your cheeks bloomed when you saw yourself on the page. You were sitting on the log, he caught the way the shadows played against your features. A few loose strands of hair framed your face, making you look softer in firelight. the can of soda, you were drinking earlier, was laying near your leg. Your hands cupped your cheeks, while your gaze was focused on the fire in front of you. You liked the way he draw your eyes. They had a spark in them, making them full of life. Vibrant. It seemed like he managed to capture something you didn’t even know was there.

„Woah, Sean…it’s really beautiful. You made me look so pretty.” you stared in awe.

„That’s just how I see you.” he eyes lingered on you, something in his eyes flickered as he did.

Your heart skipped a bit, a warmth creeping up your cheeks. You leaned your head on his shoulder, when he began adding more details to the background of his drawing.

The night grow cooler as you two were sitting and chatting. 

„I think I’m gonna head to the tent.” you shivered slightly when cold breeze hit your skin.

„I’ll go with you.” he packed his sketchbook and followed you into your shared tent.

The tent was small, making it a little tricky to move around at night, but after months of sleeping in all kinds of uncomfortable places, neither of you minded. It felt almost normal now.

Sean shifted trying to get comfortable as he was too tall to sit straight.

„Man, I swear these tents were made for hobbits.” he whined as his head again bumped into fabric above him.

You smirked. „Or maybe you just have a big head?”

He scoffed, his hand grabbed his chest, where his heart was.

„Wow. Okay.” he smiled mischievously before leaning in, tickling your sides.

„No! Sean—” you gasped between your laugher.  „Sean! Come on!”  you squirmed under his touch, your hands trying to push him away, unsuccessfully.

„Are you sorry?” he leaned towards your face, his hands resting on your waist.

„Yes! I’m sorry! i’m sorry! Please stop!” you pleaded.

„That’s what i thought.” he grinned. You were breathing heavily trying to steady your breath. He was now hyper aware of how close your face was to his. He felt your hot breath against him.

His gaze lingered on your lips before shifting to your eyes again. Something heavy hung between you, undeniably.

Almost instinctively, your hand found its place on his cheek. Your eyes admired his face as your thumb brushed his cheekbone. He couldn’t help but nuzzle into your hand, craving your touch. He leaned a bit closer to your face, but paused, letting you decide.

You closed the distance between you, your lips gently brushed against his. You felt him stiffening for a moment before he gave in and brought his hand up to your cheek. The kiss gentle at first, soon became more heated when Sean’s other hand tightened on your waist. His tongue swiped against your bottom lip in an invitation for something more. Your tongues tangled with each other and his grip tightened when your hands gripped his shoulders. A quiet hum escaped his lips when he pulled you on his lap. You felt his growing bulge and couldn’t help but rub against it. With a whimper, Sean’s lips wandered, leaving a trail of kisses along your jaw. You tilted your head back, giving him more space, which he took advantage of, pressing his lips to your neck. 

Your breath hitched, when he found a sensitive spot, that he sucked gently, making you gasp in response. Sean’s hand began to play with the hem of your shirt, then he pulled back slightly, his touch leaving a tingling sensation on your skin.

“Is that okay?” his voice was barely above the whisper. “I don’t want to rush you.” he looked into your eyes searching for any sign of discomfort.

„I want this.” your hands cupped his face.

„I’ll tell you if something’s wrong.” you pecked his kiss, playfully biting his bottom lip when he tried to deepen the kiss. With a grin, you pulled away, hands grabbed your shirt, taking it off, leaving you in just your bra.

Sean gazed in awe at your exposed skin. his thumbs hesitantly brushed your ribs, just beneath the fabric of your bra. His mouth closed on your collarbone, pressing soft kisses when you tangled your hand in his head pressing him even closer. He moved to your breasts while his hands roamed your back to undo your bra, which took him a moment, leaving your chest bare. His gaze glued to your upper body, before with a trembling hand he caressed your breast, at first very hesitant, observing your reaction. Your spine arched onto him, craving more of his touch. He got bolder seeing how responsive you were and took the other one in his mouth. 

You gasped softly as his tongue flicked around your nipple. 

„Don’t tease me.” you pleaded „I need more.” your hips rubbed against his hardness, making him groan. he grabbed your waist tightly, keeping you in place.

„Fuck, you’re killing me.” 

the corners of your mouth twitched upwards. „Then don’t tease me.” you grabbed his hoodie and took it off. You glided your hands down his chest, leaving a goosebumps on his body.

He helped you take off your pants, his hands moved to your thighs, caressing them before moving forward to your panties. He tugged them down and you felt your cheeks getting warmer when you saw a damp spot on them. Sean just smiled cheekily at this

„Glad you enjoy this.” he teased and when you hit his shoulder, blushing even more, he just pecked your lips, then his fingers slid up and down your folds before he began circling your clit. You inhaled deeply at sensation of his cold fingers against your heat. He looked like in a trance with his slightly open mouth and his sheen eye looking into yours. 

„Can I try something?” he asked, wanting to make you feel more pleasure.

You nodded and he shoved one finger inside you. he pumped it in and out before he curled his finger when he found your G-spot. It made you grasp his forearm and let out a soft moan. He for sure did some research, you thought. Seeing your reaction, he smiled proudly and began repeating the motion. When you felt your orgasm building up, you grabbed his hand. 

„Did I hurt you?” his eyes wandered on your face, looking for any discomfort.

No, no… I just wanted to come with you.” you reassured him.

He chuckled, relaxing before he leaned in, pressing a lingering kiss to your collarbone before he reached for his backpack and took out a condom.

„Finally came in handy.” he smiled stupidly and you rolled your eyes, a smile curling on your mouth despite yourself. 

He put the condom on his cock before he positioned himself to your entrance, his eyes searched yours. You slowly let him inside, your eyes squinted as he stretched you, stopping halfway to adjust to his length.

You bit into his shoulder, muffling your moan. Sean’s hand was gliding up and down on your back in a soothing motion while he was pressing soft kisses to your temple.

When your hips connected your breath hitched at the fullness inside you. You slowly rocked your body, still feeling a little sting. Sean let out a low growl, his hands gripping your hips, helping you find a steady rhythm. You felt a knot in your stomach slowly build up. Your nails dug into his shoulders making Sean hiss.

„Oh fuck.” he grunted when you quickened the pace. He watched his cock disappear in your pussy. You muffled your moans in his shoulder when he tightened his grip on your hips and began thrusting into you. An especially loud moan pulled from your lips when his hips found your sweet spot. With every thrust you felt getting closer to the edge.

„Sean.” you gasped, words barely making it past your mouth. „I… I can’t—i’m gonna—” Your words hitched when he slipped his hand between your bodies, adding more friction. A curse fell from your lips when you reached your climax making your mind go blank.

„Shit, shit, shit.” He groaned and squished your hips so hard you were sure it’ll leave bruises. The way your pussy clenched around his cock pushed him over the edge. He leaned forward, capturing your lips in a sloppy kiss.

Sean held you close when you collapsed on him. He was whispering sweet words to your ear, while his hand was caressing your back when you were catching your breath. Some time passed before he pulled away. His eyes were misty and his lips swollen. He carefully pulled himself out of you. He helped you get dressed and gave you water while he put on his shorts and shirt. He laid down next to you and smiled at you. Without a word he pulled you into his arms. You felt your eyelids grow heavier when he was brushing your hair with his fingers.

bonus

The next morning you woke up squished under Sean. He buried his head against your chest, his hands wrapped around you tightly. You turned your head to the side to check the time, sighing when you saw that it was getting late. You should really get up - Big Joe will pick you up in an hour and you hadn’t seen Daniel yet. But you didn’t worry about him, Cassidy told you last night she’ll look after him. You couldn’t help but stay for a moment, admiring Sean’s face in his sleep. On the road it was a rather rare sight to see him so relaxed. His face was peaceful, free of the usual tension he carried. You ran your fingers through his hair softly. A quiet hum rumbled from his chest at your touch.

„We have to get up.” you whispered, your fingers still caressing his hair.

He groaned in response. „Do we have to?” his eyes remained close.

„We have an hour and we need to check on Danny.”

He seemed convinced. He turned on his back releasing you from his grip and stretched before sitting up.

You both changed and went to get some coffee. 

Sean took two cups from your hands, his fingers brushed yours for a second before he turned around to make coffee. You sat by the table, watching him.

„A busy night, huh?” Cassidy’s voice came out of nowhere, making you jump in your seat.

„What do you mean?” you asked, confused. Sean placed your full cup in front of you, before sitting across the table, sipping his coffee.

„Tents aren’t exactly soundproof, sis” she bumped your shoulder. „Ingrid told me you got cozy last night.”

Sean nearly chocked on his drink, his eyes widening as he looked at you. You were opening and closing your mouth like a fish out of water, struggling to find the right words.

„Um…yeah, actually we did.” your eyes flickered to Sean’s.

You changed the topic, the three of you chatted a bit, sipping your coffee before Sean looked over your shoulder, spotting Daniel coming back with Finn.

„Gonna check on Daniel.” he got up, took all of the cups from the table and placed them in the sink before he walked off towards them.

You looked at your watch, only 10 minutes before Big Joe comes.

„Spill the tea later?” Cassidy asked standing up when Big joe showed up.

„you’ve got it” you winked at her.