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I heard that Hunk cleans Keith’s suit?? ;O;

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Paladins Of Voltron

Hunk/Lance ★ Pidge/Keith

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this is literally the cutest thing i’ve ever seen

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hello…i love this mother-son combo so much…

but keith took waay too long to realize she’s his mother, i mean, all the hints just flew right over his head lol

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LET THEM HUG

the height difference is killing me lmao

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Waterbender Allura

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Haven't watch it yet but I will soon. Still trying to figure out how colours work and other stuffs.

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The real hero.

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Reblog if you ship shallura.

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strong gf

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Portrait study, still has this cartoony looks though.

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Self Reflect #1

Starting today I’ll write any worry that I have. If you (any random strangers on the net) found this and read it and you become depressed after that, I apologize in advance.

Reasons:

1. There’s no way I would talk to other people irl about this because I don’t share my vulnerabilities with them. They viewed me as someone with an iron heart ( i have a resting bitch face) and)I don’t know and decide to keep it.

2. They see me as a cold person because we have different views (most of the times) and I always put the first priorities on logic before feelings. When I do share my worry, they’ll gave me this you-are-weird look. 

3. I have a tiny degree of trust toward people. It’s hard to explain that I don’t hate you but I just don’t trust you yet. 

So today I uninstalled my instagram because I found it depressing. The feeds that came from my friends are the biggest source of my worries compared to any stranger that I followed on instagram mostly for art purpose. Maybe because deep inside I afraid that I might not keep up with them.

The things that I posted were just my drawings. Whenever I did anything, go to a new place, have a good day I just don’t post it because I don’t want people to know what I do with my personal life and I don’t want to spend time too much on social media. Also I don’t want to think about who might like/comment on it. I do mute the notification though.

But when I compared our posts, I just feel like I never grew up as a person. Sure my drawing improved but it looks like I’m a person who never go out of home.

I know this sounds stupid/dumb and it is something that I should not worry about. I hope by typing/post it here, it will stop lingering in my head.

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“I want to show you the new world, Carl. I want to make it a reality for you.”

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Y’know… That’s a good idea. Talking about the happiest day of my life will surely get my mind off all the messed up shit I’ve seen recently… I had just gone to work that morning. I was sitting at the station drinking my second cup of coffee for the day. Gilroy was telling me about the drunk they brought in the night before… Then the call came. It was my wife Lori. Her water had broken not ten minutes after I left. I grabbed my coat and ran home to get her. I got Gilroy to call Doc Stevens so he could meet us at the hospital. I got her to the hospital without a hitch. One of the only times I got to use the sirens on my car… It was a small town we lived in. I held her hand the whole time. There were some complications and she had to get a cesarean. I was really worried, but everything went okay. The first time I laid eyes on little Carl… I– Y’know… On second thought, thinking about the good times makes all this seem so much worse.

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if I could spare his life, if I could trade his life for mine.

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When you send him the selfies

Based on this

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mollywog asked: I’ve been wanting to improve my art and achieve a better grasp on color theory, so I was wondering if you still have/remember that tutorial you made to explain some color theory and if you could maybe post it? ;-; I used to reference it all the time. Or if you know if any great websites that cover it, that would be great!

Sure, here you go! Sorry it’s so… old…

Here are the pictures full size: one two three