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This post is tinhatting to the nth degree, and it includes speculation about the current State of the Union of Cockles that is undoubtedly unpopular. If you're sensitive about this subject, turn back now.

(For the sake of context: I adore Cockles and want them to last forever.)

Someone mentioned that Jensen was asked at a recent con to name a favorite band or song. He answered that he had just learned to sing and to play a song called "Wondering Why" on guitar.

I read the lyrics to the song, which I am including here. Clearly he means this song to be a tribute to Danneel:

"She comes from silver spoon, golden rule, private school Never missed Sunday church And I come from blue collar, low dollar Out here where concrete meets old red dirt

And I don't know what happened But it sure don't add up on paper But when I close my eyes late at night You can bet I thank my maker

She keeps on loving me Loves me the way I am She's not just along for the ride She's my biggest fan Lord, it's a little old piece of heaven When we lay down at night She keeps on loving me And I keep on wondering why

She's got a wicked smile, angel eyes Every guy wanting to hold her close She's as pretty as sin Like the sun sinking down on the California coast

She keeps on loving me Loves me the way I am She's not just along for the ride She's my biggest fan Lord, it's a little old piece of heaven When we lay down at night She keeps on loving me And I keep on wondering why

Alright, alright, alright

I don't know what happened But it sure don't add up on paper And as long as she lets me I'll take her wherever she wants me to take her, oh

She keeps on loving me Loves me the way I am She's not just along for the ride She's my biggest fan And it's a little old piece of heaven When we lay down at night She keeps on loving me And I keep on wondering why."

My first reaction was, "That's really interesting, Jensen doesn't typically sing love songs that clearly reference the 'she/her' pronouns, so he is experiencing a renewed appreciation for Danneel." Wonder why...?

The lyrics are also taking a dig at a certain kind of person, the kind who is only "along for the ride." I wondered if that particular line was a dig at Misha, as I believe Jensen might have distanced himself from Misha due to the whole girlfriend debacle. I attended Burcon and the Jenmish panel, and I felt very strongly that Jensen had changed toward Misha, most likely due to Misha's inviting a new woman into his life, and also most likely without asking anyone else's consent to do so (except maybe from his kids). Judging by the cold (as in Arctic) mood of the panel, as well as a few mean-spirited swipes at Misha, something was definitely off between the two.

The song says she has "angel eyes" ?

Also: "It's a little old piece of heaven/When we lay down at night." Jensen has sung Bryan Adams' song "Heaven," which is thought by many to be a song he sings for Misha. ("When I'm lying here in your arms/I'm finding it hard to believe/We're in heaven.")

And I kept thinking about that line--"along for the ride." Could that be what a hurt and jealous Jensen thinks about Misha? That Misha was really just along for the ride, as opposed to Danneel, who has remained loyal and committed to him through thick and thin?

And then I saw a poem Alma posted on their story today. It's titled "Along for the Ride."

(I have no proof of anything. I know nothing. Just a mind that tends to see connections. And yes, possibly where there aren't any.)

If folks come at me for this, I guess I'll do what I always end up doing these days- -I'll have to delete it.

Oh well.

POSTSCRIPT: SInce the posting of "I'm going I'm gone," Alma really went. Not even posting their daily favorite verses on their Instagram story, which have been a staple of their account for several years. Alma, please come back. We weren't just along for the ride.

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I'm an Angel, you ass. I don't have a soul to sell.

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cas sees dean mowing a lawn incorrect and is so overcome with lust he needs to sit down. dean sees cas talking to another man and breaks his hand on a concrete wall. they are the most pathetic losers alive.

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A most holy man indeed.

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you are in a car with a beautiful boy, and he won't Say It With You, "werepire," even when You Know He Wanna Say It. and you feel like nobody treasures your sense of humor, but when you're killing the said werepire he will say "Okay, fine, I'll say it. Maybe it is your so-called werepire,"

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they should've let dean say this when they met the vampire alpha

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JenMish 2024 Con Moments

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RIP Lazurus Rising Cas. You would have loved beating the shit out of Dean winchester in season 15

He would have destroyed that old man (sexual) (also violent)

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it's so annoying how supernatural invented dumb plots to get rid of cas to keep him from being in every episode especially since they know he's a fan favorite and it's always more fun the more characters are involved because the Just Sam And Dean dynamic gets boring and repetitive after a decade. they'd literally be like cas is doing angel things but it will never be mentioned again because it's not important.. oh cas has to be homeless now because we need a reason for him to be away from the winchesters. like just admit you don't want to pay the extra money for him to be in the entire season and also you don't want dean and cas to be around each other for an entire season because they'd end up getting together and god forbid that happens. they did this for twelve years

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HELLO? please link

i love love love human!cas destiel fics but have you considered that the perfect endgame for dean is having a superpowered boyfriend who can give him twenty orgasms in a row and never die

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oh so fic about cas going back in time to meet stanford era dean and dick some self-esteem into him is fine but when EYE say i want more fic about early 40s dean meeting s5 cas and immediately blowing his back out i'm the bad guy?

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1 minute later…

jensen was out for blood that weekend

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stop so you're telling me that jensen ackles literally asked rob benedict, richard speight, ruth connell, jim beaver and alexander calvert to do cameos in the prequel........and he didn't even tell jared he was making it. this is the funniest possible outcome

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for those who have not seen it….the biggest plot twist of 2019…..

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I actually think about this scene so much bc Cas’s reaction is just too good

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This is how that scene in 4.22 went right?

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i was doing some ao3 research (don’t ask) and i have never seen supernatural but i don’t understand how destiel has such a chokehold on fandom. this is genuinely insane.

LOOK AT THEM. everyone else is so close in numbers of works and destiel is 40,629 works ahead is crazy. and it just keeps growing as well. in 2023 they had only 102,783 and were 39,397 works ahead. nobody is ever catching up to them. no ship will ever compare to the chokehold destiel has on ao3