maya-blake

[maya-blake]

goodbye my fantastic friends

So sadly I don’t think I will get to say a real goodbye since I was gonna go on a semi hiatus this week anyway due to family being in town. I just want to say goodbye to everyone, you have all be such fantastic friends and people to write and RP with and I can say that I will miss you all from the bottom of my heart. Maya will always hold a very very special place in my heart as one of my favorite characters I have ever played and Souls on Fire was honestly the best RP I have ever been part of. 

PLEASE KEEP IN TOUCH my here is my personal/writing blog that you can simply follow to keep in touch or if you want to 1x1 a plot. My Skype is also RenF-R and anyone who isn’t my contact already can shoot me a request and I will be all to happy to accept it. 

I love you all, Ren

[maya-blake]

goodbye my fantastic friends

So sadly I don't think I will get to say a real goodbye since I was gonna go on a semi hiatus this week anyway due to family being in town. I just want to say goodbye to everyone, you have all be such fantastic friends and people to write and RP with and I can say that I will miss you all from the bottom of my heart. Maya will always hold a very very special place in my heart as one of my favorite characters I have ever played and Souls on Fire was honestly the best RP I have ever been part of. 

PLEASE KEEP IN TOUCH my here is my personal/writing blog that you can simply follow to keep in touch or if you want to 1x1 a plot. My Skype is also RenF-R and anyone who isn't my contact already can shoot me a request and I will be all to happy to accept it. 

I love you all, Ren

[maya-blake]

Are you following me?

[maya-blake]

[maya-blake]

Good to know that I got my point across, that was easier than I thought it would be.

"No, I’ll leave you alone now. Because you can handle everything on your own."

[maya-blake]

You could never tell...Well maybe a little, not going to lie.

I seriously haven’t ridden on this in forever.

[maya-blake]

I loved my the twins, but I didn't always like them and they sure as hell didn't pull through for me nine time out of ten so yes for the most part I was on my own. Well I can tie my own shoes now so yes I can do everything on my own. I do have a cat for emotional support if that counts. So what are you going to do until than? Stand outside of my house until I get a friend? I do have friends.

"Don’t flatter yourself. I didn’t literally mean you were my child, though with recent events i wouldn’t be surprised if you were. Oh, so when you had your brothers, you were alone? You didn’t need anyone? not a single thing? Not an ounce of help? If you can honestly tell me yes that when you had people to love and rely on and protect in return, then I’ll leave you alone for good."

[maya-blake]

Alright, enough with this mushy stuff I might cry.

It’s fine, Maya. Just know I’m here for you.

[maya-blake]

I'm not you child. I'm not anyones fucking child. Thats the whole point, that I've never had anyone and I've done perfectly well on my own. I don't need a pack, I'm fine with being alone and I don't need anyone despite what you may think. I have 18 years to prove that I don't need anyone fucking caring about me.

"I can tell. You’re alone, you have no pack. I’ve been in that position and it was not a fun one. No I don’t. You, my child, do."

[maya-blake]

Thank you Aria. Seriously. 

You weren’t dragging me into anything. There’s no need to be sorry, you were going through a lot at the time, and I know what you were going through.

[maya-blake]

And what exactly would that be? You hardly know anything about me. I don't. 

"Call it care for a kindred spirit. I see a bit of myself in you. And doesn’t everyone need someone to care?"

[maya-blake]

I just wanted to say sorry, I was really fucked up after I found Aiden and Ethan...And I mean I still am, the fact that I've barely even left my bed since I found them makes that obvious enough but I shouldn't have tried to drag you into my fucked upness. 

Do you want to talk about it now? You don’t have to if you don’t want to, Maya.

[maya-blake]

Are you now? Hmm, I think you remember it slightly different than I do. I don't remember even asking you to check in on me let alone beg. I don't expect people to check in on me. Overwhelming...Good thats what I was going for. Feel better that I'm out of the house? Why do you even care?

"I am a caring, concerned citizen and the door was always unlocked. you practically begged me to check in on you daily. The sass within you is almost overwhelming, but let’s be frank when I say that I do it better."

[maya-blake]

Well I did find my brothers dead bodies so I think I had the right to be a little bit depressed if you ask me. It's amazing what a lot of caffeine can do to someones mood. Yeah must be nice not to have to break into my house.

"Quite the opposite. You were starting to be a depressing display. Dare I say that it is nice to see you out and about."

[maya-blake]

Yeah totally, I've missed you and I've should have talked to you about what happened after my brothers died a long time ago.

You sure?

[maya-blake]

It was a upbeat song and I've had a lot of coffee today. What is it a bad thing?

"Out, about, and smiling? Is the apocalypse coming?"