mayimkjs
mayimkjs
Mayim Kaijoshi
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This is mainly a place to openly talk about my current projects. He/They (Noa)I'm currently just posting stuff from FOOL's MATE.Side Blog: @mayim-kaijoshi
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mayimkjs ยท 1 day ago
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Transparent T2 OTOIRO Keychains
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mayimkjs ยท 2 days ago
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I've been using "โ€œIโ€ will save โ€œmeโ€" as a placeholder on things that require it.
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mayimkjs ยท 11 days ago
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FOOL's MATE Update Post #11
Master Postใ€€ใ€€Last Update
Pre-Release Trailer
I've started to work on the pre-release trailer. This is also for a class. This time, it's for my Commercial Production class. It's based off of the first PV that was released for MILGRAM. A lot of the information is just a placeholder until I have the correct information.
Other Stuff
The past month I've been sorta burnt out on and off. So I haven't done as much work as I wanted to. I've worked on some music and the poster a little. I recorded like, 10 lines of the voice over. The VO edit is progressing nicely. I've gotten the first 2 batches back from my guy.
Estimated Release Date Correction
In my last update, I said that I was pushing back the release date due to technical issues, and in the research doc, the release was set as summer 2025. What I forgot to mention in the last update was that I've decided to turn what was originally a project for my documentary class into my capstone because of its size. What that means is that it's pretty much going to be my final project now. So now I'm fixing the estimated release to the fall since that is what I meant for it to be. Sorry for any confusion!
General Life Updates
This was going to be its own post, but I guess I'll put it here. I don't wanna be that person, but due to the scale of this project and the fact that I will be continuing to do stuff like this, I've opened a Patreon. Join it if you want. I won't force anyone. There's already some stuff up there for some tiers.
Changes
Added
Harukaโ€™s crime
Yuno T3 โ€œlifeโ€
Links
Research Doc (Comments on like always)
Milanote
Reddit Post
Patreon
Commission Form
Volunteer Form
Limited DVD Drop Input Form
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mayimkjs ยท 1 month ago
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FOOL's MATE Update Post #10
Master Postใ€€ใ€€Last Update
Voiceover
I started to record the voiceover, and while I was doing that, I made a post on Reddit asking for a plugin that could remove my inhales to an extent so editing would be easier. Through that, a guy reached out to me and offered his services. So the VO will be edited by a professional!
Promo Cut
Since this is also for a class, I'm making a shorter version that I'm calling the "Promo Cut" because of how much is going to be missing from this version. It'll be uploaded as promotional material at most a month before the release and will also act like a reference edit if I decide to hire an assistant editor.
Some Changes w/ The Production Schedual
So, originally, I was planning for the Spring/Early Summer release. But with the amount of footage I have and the fact that there were a few small issues with the cameras, I'll be pushing the release back to the second half of the year. It would be cool if I could release this on August 13th, but I won't promise any date yet until this is about 90% done.
Changes
Added
Info released on 2/12
Mikotoโ€™s mental state throughout MILGRAM
Links
Research Doc (Comments on like always)
Milanote
Reddit Post
Commission Form
Volunteer Form
Limeted DVD Drop Input Form
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mayimkjs ยท 2 months ago
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The web version of the portal is being discontinued on April 4th. The app version will be unaffected.
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mayimkjs ยท 2 months ago
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Crying B Japanese Transcription
Feel free to use this how you like with no credit to me required. Credit should go to Yamanaka.
ใ‚จใ‚น: Es
ใƒ ใ‚ฆ: Muu
1|ใƒŸใƒซใ‚ฐใƒฉใƒ ็›ฃ็„ๅ†…ๅฐ‹ๅ•ๅฎค
่–„ๆš—ใ„ๅฐ‹ๅ•ๅฎคใฎไธญใ€‚
ใ•ใ‚ใ–ใ‚ใจๆณฃใใƒ ใ‚ฆใฎๅฃฐใŒ้Ÿฟใ„ใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใ€‚
ๆค…ๅญใซๅบงใฃใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใ‚จใ‚นใŒใ‚คใƒฉใคใ่ฒงไนใ‚†ใ™ใ‚Šใ‚’ใ—ใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใ€‚
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œ......ใฃ......ใฒใฃใ......ใฒใฃใ......ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œใฏใ......ใ€
ๅ‘†ใ‚ŒใŸๆง˜ๅญใง่ฆ‹ใชใŒใ‚‰ใ€ใŸใ‚๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝใ‚’ใคใใ‚จใ‚นใ€‚
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใใ™......ใฃ......ใ†ใ†......ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€ŒใŠใ„ใ€ใ„ใคใพใงๆณฃใ„ใฆใ„ใ‚‹ๅ›šไบบ็•ชๅท4็•ชใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€‚ๅฐ‹ๅ•ใŒๅง‹ใ‚ใ‚‰ใ‚Œใชใ„ใ ใ‚ใ†ใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œ......ๅฐ‹ๅ•ใฃใฆไฝ•็ตถๅฏพใฒใฉใ„็›ฎใซๅˆใ†ใ‚“ใ ......ใ‚„ใ ......ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œใใ‚“ใชใ“ใจใฏใ—ใชใ„ใ€ใจไฝ•ๅบฆใ‚‚่จ€ใฃใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใ ใ‚ใ†ใ€‚ใ‚‚ใ†5ๅˆ†็ตŒใฃใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใ€ๆ™‚้–“ใฏๆœ‰้™ใชใ‚“ใ ใžใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใใ™ใฃใ€ไฟกใ˜ใ‚‰ใ‚Œใ‚‹ใ‚ใ‘ใชใ„ใ‚‚ใ‚“......ใ“ใ‚“ใชๅค‰ใชใจใ“ใ‚ใซ้€ฃใ‚Œใฆใใ‚‹ไบบใŒ......ๅค‰ใชใ“ใจใ—ใชใ„ใ‚ใ‘ใชใ„ใ‚‚ใ‚“ใ€
้ ‘ใจใ—ใฆ่žใ‹ใชใ„ใƒ ใ‚ฆใซ้ ญใ‚’ๆ‚ฉใพใ™ใ‚จใ‚นใ€‚
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œๆฐ—ๆŒใกใฏใ‚ใ‹ใ‚‰ใ‚“ใงใ‚‚ใชใ„ใŒ......่ฉฑใ‚’่žใใ ใ‘ใ ใ€‚ใŠๅ‰ใฎ็ฝชใ‚’ๅˆคๆ–ญใ™ใ‚‹ใŸใ‚ใฎๅ‚่€ƒใซใชใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œ......ๆœฌๅฝ“ใซ่ฉฑใ ใ‘๏ผŸใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œใ‚ใใ€‚ใใ‚ŒใŒๅƒ•ใฎๆ–น้‡ใ ใ€‚ๆšดๅŠ›ใ‚’็”จใ„ใฆใฎๆ‹ทๅ•ใ‚„่„…่ฟซใชใฉใฏใ™ใ‚‹ใคใ‚‚ใ‚Šใฏใชใ„ใ€‚ๅƒ•ใชใ‚Šใซใใกใ‚“ใจใŠๅ‰ใ‚‰ใฎใ“ใจใ‚’็Ÿฅใ‚ŠใŸใ„ใ‹ใ‚‰ใชใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œ......ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œ......ใ„ใ„ใชใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใฎ็žณใ‚’่ฆ‹ใฆใ€ใ‚†ใฃใใ‚Šใจๅฃใ‚’้–‹ใใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€‚
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œ......ๆฅ :ๅคข็พฝใ€‚15ๆญณใ€‚ใ‚ใจไฝ•ใ‚’่จ€ใˆใฐใ„ใ„ใฎ......ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œใตใ‚€ใ€‚......ๅฐ‘ใ—ๆฐ—ใซใชใฃใฆใ„ใŸใ‚“ใ ใŒใ€ใใฎ้ก”ใ ใกใ€ใƒใƒผใƒ•ใจใ„ใ†ใ‚„ใคใ‹๏ผŸใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใ†ใ‚“......ใƒ€ใƒ–ใƒซใ€‚ใƒžใƒžใŒใƒ•ใƒฉใƒณใ‚นใฎไบบใ€‚ๆ—ฅๆœฌ็”Ÿใพใ‚Œๆ—ฅๆœฌ่‚ฒใกใ ใ‘ใฉใญ......ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œใตใ‚€ใ€‚ใใฎๅฎนๅงฟใ ใจใ€ใ•ใž็›ฎ็ซ‹ใฃใŸใ“ใจใ ใ‚ใ†ใชใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใ†ใ‚“......ใใ†ใ ใญ......ใŠใ†ใกใ‚‚ใŠ้‡‘ๆŒใ‚‰ใ€ใ‚„ใฃใ‹ใฟใจใ‹ใ€ใŸใใ•ใ‚“......ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œใตใ…ใ‚“......ใใ†ใ„ใ†ใ‚‚ใฎใ‹ใ€
ใƒŠใƒใƒฅใƒฉใƒซใซ่‡ชๆ…ขใ‚’ๆททใœใ‚‹ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€‚่ˆˆๅ‘ณใชใ•ใ’ใชใ‚จใ‚นใ€‚
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€ŒใƒŸใƒซใ‚ฐใƒฉใƒ ใฎ็”Ÿๆดปใฏใฉใ†ใ ๏ผŸใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œ......ใฉใ†ใ‚‚ใ“ใ†ใ‚‚ใชใ„ใ‚ˆใ€‚ๆ—ฉใๅธฐใ‚ŠใŸใ„ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œใปใ†๏ผŸใชใœใ ใ€‚ใŠๅ‰ใŸใกใซใฏใใ‚Œใชใ‚Šใซ่‡ช็”ฑใ‚‚ไธŽใˆใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใ€‚ๅ—œๅฅฝๅ“ใฎ้กžใ‚‚ๆœ€ไฝŽ้™ๆ”ฏ็ตฆใ—ใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใ€‚ไบ‹ๅฎŸใ€ใŠๅ‰ใ‹ใ‚‰ใ‚‚ใƒŸใƒซใ‚ฏใƒฌใƒผใƒ—ใฎ็”ณ่ซ‹ใŒใ‚ใฃใŸใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใใฃใ€ใใ‚Œใฏใใ†ใชใ‚“ใ ใ‘ใฉใƒŸใƒซใ‚ฏใƒฌใƒผใƒ—ใฏ้ฃŸในใŸใ‘ใฉ......ใŠใ†ใกใ€ๅธฐใ‚ŠใŸใ„ใ‚ˆ......ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œ......ใตใ‚€ใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œ็ตถๅฏพใซใƒ‘ใƒ‘ใจใƒžใƒžใŒๅฟƒ้…ใ—ใฆใ‚‹ใ‚‚ใ‚“......ใใ™ใฃ......ใ€
ใ•ใฟใ—ใ’ใชใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€‚ๅ†ใณๆถ™ใใฟใฏใ˜ใ‚ใ‚‹ใ€‚
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใ ใ„ใŸใ„ใชใ‚“ใชใฎใ€ใ“ใ“ใ€‚ใชใ‚“ใงใƒ ใ‚ฆใŒใ“ใ‚“ใชใจใ“ใซ้€ฃใ‚Œใฆใ“ใ‚‰ใ‚Œใชใใ‚ƒใ„ใ‘ใชใ„ใฎ......ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œ็ฐกๅ˜ใช่ฉฑใ ใ€‚ใƒ’ใƒˆใ‚ดใƒญใ‚ทใ ใ‹ใ‚‰ใ ใ‚ใ†ใ€
ๆถ™ใพใ˜ใ‚Šใฎใƒ ใ‚ฆใ‚’ๆ„ใซไป‹ใ•ใš็ถšใ‘ใ‚‹ใ‚จใ‚นใ€‚
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€ŒใƒŸใƒซใ‚ฐใƒฉใƒ ใฏใƒ’ใƒˆใ‚ดใƒญใ‚ทใ‚’้›†ใ‚ใฆใใ‚‹ใ€‚ใใ“ใฏ้–“้•ใ„ใชใ„ใ‚ˆใ†ใ ใ€
ใƒ’ใƒˆใ‚ดใƒญใ‚ทใฎ่จ€่‘‰ใซๅๅฟœใ—ใฆๅ‰ใฎใ‚ใ‚Šใซใชใ‚‹ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€‚
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใƒ’ใƒˆใ‚ดใƒญใ‚ทใ€ใฃใฆ......ใชใ‚“ใงใใ‚“ใชใฒใฉใ„ใ“ใจใ„ใ†ใฎ๏ผใƒ ใ‚ฆๆ‚ชใใชใ„ใ‚‚ใ‚“๏ผใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œใตใ…ใ‚“......ๆฎบใ—ใฆใชใ„ใ€ใจใฏ่จ€ใ‚ใชใ„ใ‚“ใ ใชใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใใ€ใใ‚Œใฏ......ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œใใ‚Œใฏ๏ผŸใ€
ใ‚‚ใ˜ใ‚‚ใ˜ใจ่จ€ใ„ใ‚ˆใฉใ‚€ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€‚
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œ......ใ‚“ใ‚“ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œใฉใ†ใ—ใŸ๏ผŸใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œ......ๆฎบใ—ใŸใ‚ˆใ€‚ใงใ‚‚ใ‚ใฃใกใŒๆ‚ชใ„ใ‚“ใ ใ‚ˆใ€‚ๆฎบใ•ใชใใ‚ƒใ„ใ‘ใชใ„ใใ‚‰ใ„ใ€ใƒ ใ‚ฆ่พ›ใ‹ใฃใŸใ‚“ใ ใ‚‚ใ‚“ใ€
ไธ‹ใ‚’ๅ‘ใ„ใŸใพใพๅฃใ‚’ใจใŒใ‚‰ใ›ใ‚‹ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€‚
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œๅ ฑๅพฉใ€ใจใ„ใ†ใ“ใจใ‹......ใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€ŒใŸใ—ใ‹ใซๆฎบใ—ใŸใ‹ใ‚‚ใ—ใ‚Œใชใ„ใ‘ใฉใ€ใใ†ใ˜ใ‚ƒใชใใ‚ƒ้€ƒใ’ใ‚‰ใ‚Œใชใ‹ใฃใŸใ‚“ใ ใ—ใ€ใƒ ใซใฒใฉใ„ใ“ใจใ™ใปใ†ใŒๆ‚ชใ„ใ‚‚ใ‚“......ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œใตใ‚€......็ถšใ‘ใ‚ใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œๆฎบใ—ใกใ‚ƒ้ง„็›ฎใฃใฆ่จ€ใ†ใชใ‚‰ใ€ใƒ ใ‚ฆใฏใšใฃใจใคใ‚‰ใ„ๆ€ใ„ใ‚’ใ—ใจใ‘ใฐใ‚ˆใ‹ใฃใŸใฃใฆใ“ใจใชใฎ๏ผŸใ€
้–‹ใ็›ดใ‚‹ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€‚
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œใตใ‚€ใ€‚็†็”ฑใฏใฉใ†ใ‚ใ‚Œใ€ใŠๅ‰ใฏๆ˜Ž็ขบใซๆฎบๆ„ใ‚’ใ‚‚ใฃใฆไบบใ‚’ใ€€ใ€Œๆฎบใ—ใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใชใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใชใซ......ใใ‚ŒใŒใฉใ†ใ—ใŸใฎ......๏ผŸใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œใ€Žใ†ใกใธๅธฐใ—ใฆใ€ใจ่จ€ใฃใฆใ„ใŸใชใ€‚ไปฎใซ......ใ ใŒใ€ใ“ใ“ใ‚’ๅ‡บใ‚‰ใ‚Œใฆใ‚‚ใ€่ญฆๅฏŸใฎไธ–่ฉฑใซใชใ‚‹ใ“ใจใซใชใ‚‹ใ ใ‚ใ†๏ผŸใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใฎใใกใถใ‚Šใซ่บซไฝ“ใ‚’ใ“ใ‚ใฐใ‚‰ใ›ใ‚‹ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€‚
ใ‚จใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œ......๏ผใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œใใ‚‚ใใ‚‚ใƒ ใ‚ฆใŒไบบใ‚’ๆฎบใ—ใŸใ“ใจใซใคใ„ใฆใ€่ญฆๅฏŸใฏๅ‹•ใ„ใฆใ„ใชใ„ใฎใ‹๏ผŸใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œ็Ÿฅใ‚‰ใชใ„ใ‚ˆ......ใ‚„ใฃใกใ‚ƒใฃใŸๅพŒใ‹ใ‚‰ใ—ใฐใ‚‰ใ่จ˜ๆ†ถใŒใƒใƒƒใ‚ญใƒชใ—ใชใ„ใ‚‚ใ‚“ใ€‚ๆฐ—ไป˜ใ„ใŸใ‚‰ใ“ใ“ใซใ„ใŸใ—......ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œใใ†ใ€ใชใฎใ‹......ใ€
ๅˆใ‚ใฆ็Ÿฅใ‚‹ไบ‹ๅฎŸใซๅฐ‘ใ—้ฉšใใ‚จใ‚นใ€‚ใใฎๆง˜ๅญใซ้ ฌใ‚’่†จใ‚‰ใพใ›ใ‚‹ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€‚
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œ่‡ชๅˆ†ใŸใกใŒ้€ฃใ‚ŒใฆใใŸใใ›ใซ......ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œใตใ‚€......ใƒŸใƒซใ‚ฐใƒฉใƒ ใซ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ10ไบบใฎใ€Žใƒ’ใƒˆใ‚ดใƒญใ‚ทใ€ใŒๅŽ็›ฃใ•ใ‚Œใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใ€‚ใฉใ†ใ‚‚ใ“ใ‚Œใฏๆ—ฅๆœฌใฎๆณ•ๅพ‹ใซ็…งใ‚‰ใ—ใŸๆฎบไบบ็Šฏใ‚„็Šฏ็ฝช่€…ใซ้™ใฃใŸ่ฉฑใงใฏใชใ„ใ‚ˆใ†ใ ใ€‚ใƒŸใƒซใ‚ฐใƒฉใƒ ็‹ฌ่‡ชใฎๅบƒ็พฉใฎใƒ’ใƒˆใ‚ดใƒญใ‚ทใฎใ‚ˆใ†ใ ใ€‚ใใ‚Œใฏไฝ•ไบบใ‹ใซ่ฉฑใ‚’่žใใ€ใ‚ใ‹ใฃใฆใใŸใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใใ†......ใชใฎ๏ผŸใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€ŒใŸใ ใ€ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€‚ใ‚ชใƒžใ‚จใฏๆฎบๆ„ใ‚‚ๆ˜Ž็ขบใ€‚ใ‚ทใƒณใƒ—ใƒซใ ใ€‚ใ‚ชใƒžใ‚จใŸใกใŒใ„ใ†ใจใ“ใ‚ใฎๅˆ‘ๆณ•119ๆกๆฎบไบบ็ฝชใจใ„ใ†ใ‚‚ใฎใซๅฝ“ใฆใฏใพใ‚‹ใ ใ‚ใ†ใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œ็Ÿฅใ‚‰ใชใ„ใƒ ใ‚ฆใใ‚“ใชใฎ่ฉณใ—ใใชใ„......ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œ่จ€ใฃใจใใŒๅƒ•ใ‚‚ๅˆฅใซ่ฉณใ—ใใชใ„ใ€‚ๅ‚่€ƒใพใงใซๆ›ธๅบซใซใ‚ใ‚‹่ณ‡ๆ–™ใง่ชฟในใŸใ ใ‘ใ ใ€‚โ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขใ“ใ“ใง้‡่ฆใชใฎใฏใŠๅ‰ใŸใกใฎๆณ•ๅพ‹ใซ็…งใ‚‰ใ›ใฐใ‚ขใ‚ฆใƒˆใ ใจใ„ใ†ไบ‹ๅฎŸใ ใ€
ใƒใƒƒใ‚ตใƒชๅˆ‡ใ‚Šๆจใฆใ‚‹ใ‚จใ‚นใซไธๆบ€ใ’ใชใƒ ใ‚ซ
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใ—ใ‚‡ใ€ๅฐ‘ๅนดๆณ•ใฃใฆใ„ใ†ใฎใŒใ‚ใ‚‹ใ‚“ใ˜ใ‚ƒใชใ„ใฎ......ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œใ‚ใ‚‹ใ€‚ใ ใŒใ€16ๆญณไปฅไธŠใงใ‚ใ‚Œใฐๅˆ‘ไบ‹่ฃๅˆคใ‚’ๅ—ใ‘ใ€ๆ‡ฒๅฝนใ :ๆญปๅˆ‘ใ“ใๅ…ใ‚Œใ‚‹ใ‚ˆใ†ใ ใŒใชใ€‚ใƒ ใ‚ฆใŒๆœ›ใ‚€ใ‚ˆใ†ใชใƒžใƒˆใƒขใช็”Ÿๆดปใฏ้€ใ‚Œใชใ„ใ ใ‚ใ†ใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใกใ‚‡ใ€ๆ‡ฒๅฝน......ใ‚„ใ ใ€ใใ‚“ใชใฎ......ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œใ‚„ใ ใจใ„ใฃใฆ่žใ„ใฆใใ‚Œใ‚‹ใ‚‚ใฎใ‹ใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใ‚„ใ ใชใฎ๏ผ๏ผใ€
ๅญไพ›ใฎใ‚ˆใ†ใซ้ง„ใ€…ใ‚’ใ“ใญใ‚‹ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€‚ใใ‚Œใ‚’่ฆ‹ใฆๅฐ‘ใ—ใŠใ‹ใ—ใใชใ‚‹ใ‚จใ‚นใ€‚
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€ŒใใฃใใฃใใƒŸใƒซใ‚ฐใƒฉใƒ ใฏๅƒ•ใฎๆ–น้‡ใงๅ›šไบบใŸใกใซ็›ธๅฝ“่‡ช็”ฑใ‚’ไธŽใˆใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใŒใ€ๅฎŸ้š›ใฎๅˆ‘ๅ‹™ๆ‰€ใฏใใ†ใฏใ„ใ‹ใชใ„ใ ใ‚ใ†ใชใ€‚ใ‚‚ใกใ‚ใ‚“ใƒŸใƒซใ‚ฏใƒฌใƒผใƒ—ใ‚‚ใชใ—ใ ใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใ‚„ใ ใ€ใ‚„ใ ใ‚ˆ......ใŠใ‹ใ—ใ„ใ‚ˆใ€ใƒ ใ‚ฆๆ‚ชใใชใ„ใฎใซๆ‡ฒๅฝนใชใ‚“ใฆ......ใใ‚“ใชใฎใŠใ‹ใ—ใ„ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œใใ†ใ ใช......ใ˜ใ‚ƒใ‚ใ€ใ“ใ†่€ƒใˆใฆใฟใ‚ใ€‚..ใƒŸใƒซใ‚ฐใƒฉใƒ ใฏๆณ•ๅพ‹ใ‹ใ‚‰ใ‚ชใƒžใ‚จใ‚’ๅฎˆใฃใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใจใ€
ๆ€ใ„ใŒใ‘ใชใ„่จ€่‘‰ใซใใ‚‡ใจใ‚“ใจใ™ใ‚‹ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€‚
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใพใ€ๅฎˆใฃใฆใ‚‹๏ผŸใƒ ใ‚ฆใ‚’๏ผŸใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œใใ†ใ ใ€‚ใƒŸใƒซใ‚ฐใƒฉใƒ ใฏ็พ็Šถใ€ใ‚ใใพใง็พ็Šถใ ใŒใ€ๆณ•ๅพ‹ใ‚’ๅ–„ๆ‚ชใฎๅŸบๆบ–ใจใ—ใฆใ„ใชใ„ใ€‚ๆœ€็ต‚็š„ใซๅƒ•ใŒใฉใ†ๆ€ใ†ใ‹ใงใ—ใ‹ใชใ„ใ€
้ ฌใ‚’่†จใ‚‰ใพใ›ใ‚‹ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€‚
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œ็œ‹ๅฎˆใ•ใ‚“ใฎ่จ€ใฃใฆใ‚‹ใ“ใจ้›ฃใ—ใใฆใ‚ใ‹ใ‚‰ใชใ„......ใ‚‚ใฃใจใ‚ใ‹ใ‚Šใ‚„ใ™ใ่จ€ใฃใฆใปใ—ใ„ใ‚ˆใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ็งใฏๆ‚ชใใชใ„ใ€ใšใฃใจใ€ใ‚ชใƒžใ‚จใฏใใ†่จ€ใฃใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใ ใ‚ใ†......ใใฎใจใŠใ‚Šใ ใ€‚ๆฎบไบบใใ‚Œ่‡ชไฝ“ใฏใƒŸใƒซใ‚ฐใƒฉใƒ ใงใฏ็ฝชใงใฏใชใ„ใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œ......ใใ†ใ ใ‚ˆใญ๏ผŸๆ‚ชใใชใ„ใ‚ˆใญ๏ผŸใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œใใ†ใ ใ€‚ๆœ€็ต‚็š„ใซๅƒ•ใ‚‚ใŠๅ‰ใฏๆ‚ชใใชใ„ใจๆ€ใ†ใ‹ใ‚‚ใ—ใ‚Œใชใ„ใ€‚ๅƒ•ใŒใƒ ใ‚ฆใฎใ“ใจใ‚’็Ÿฅใ‚Šใ€ใƒ ใ‚ฆใจๅŒใ˜ๆ„Ÿ่ฆšใงใ‚ใ‚Œใฐใ€ใ‚ชใƒžใ‚จใฏ่ตฆใ•ใ‚Œใ‚‹ใ ใ‚ใ†ใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œ......็œ‹ๅฎˆใ•ใ‚“......ใ€
่จ€่‘‰ๅฐปใ ใ‘ใงใ€ใ‚จใ‚นใ‚’ๅ‘ณๆ–นใ ใจๆ„Ÿใ˜ๅฎ‰ๅ ตใ™ใ‚‹ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€‚
ๆ„ๅœฐๆ‚ชใใ†ใซ็ฌ‘ใ‚€ใƒ‹ใ‚นใ€‚
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œ่ตฆใ•ใ‚ŒใŸใ‘ใ‚Œใฐ......ใใ“ใซ่ณญใ‘ใ‚‹ใ—ใ‹ใชใ„ใ‚“ใ ใ‚ˆใ€‚ใ‚ชใƒžใ‚จใฏใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใฉใ€ใฉใ†ใ™ใ‚Œใฐใ„ใ„ใฎ๏ผŸใฉใ†ใ™ใ‚Œใฐ็œ‹ๅฎˆใ•ใ‚“ใฏ่ตฆใ—ใฆใใ‚Œใ‚‹ใฎ๏ผŸใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€ใชใ‚“ใงใ‚‚ใ™ใ‚‹ใ‚ˆ๏ผŸใ‚ใฃใ€็—›ใ„ใ“ใจใจใ‹ๆฅใšใ‹ใ—ใ„ใ“ใจใฏใ‚„ใ ใ‘ใฉ......ใ‚ใจใ€ๆ€–ใ„ใฎใ‚‚ใ‚„ใ ......ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€ŒใŠๅ‰ใช......ใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใ ใฃใฆใใ†ใงใ—ใ‚‡๏ผŸใคใพใ‚Š็œ‹ๅฎˆใ•ใ‚“ใซๆฐ—ใซๅ…ฅใ‚‰ใ‚Œใ‚Œใฐใ„ใ„ใ‚“ใงใ—ใ‚‡๏ผŸใƒ ใ‚ฆ่จ€ใ†ใ“ใจ่žใใ€‚ไฝ•ใ™ใ‚Œใฐใ„ใ„ใฎ๏ผŸใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œ......ใ•ใใชใ€‚ๆฎŠๅ‹ใชๆ…‹ๅบฆใ ใŒใ€ๅƒ•ใŒใฉใ†่€ƒใˆใ‚‹ใ‹ใฏๅƒ•ใ‚‚ใ‚ใ‹ใ‚‰ใชใ„ใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใˆ......๏ผŸใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใฎ่จ€่‘‰ใซ้•ๅ’Œๆ„Ÿใ‚’่ฆšใˆใ€้ก”ใŒ้™บใ—ใใชใ‚‹ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ‚‹ใ‚จใ‚นใ€‚
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œใตใตใ€‚ใใ‚Œใ“ใใ€ใ‚ชใƒžใ‚จใŒ็พŽไบบใ ใ‹ใ‚‰่ตฆใ™ใ€‚็พŽไบบใ ใ‹ใ‚‰่ตฆใ•ใชใ„ใ‚‚ใ‚ใ‚Šๅพ—ใ‚‹ใจใ„ใ†่ฉฑใ ใ€‚ใใ‚Œใ‚’ๆฑบใ‚ใ‚‹ใฎใŒใƒŸใƒซใ‚ฐใƒฉใƒ ใ ใ‹ใ‚‰ใชใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใกใ‚‡ใ€ใกใ‚‡ใฃใจๅพ…ใฃใฆ็œ‹ๅฎˆใ•ใ‚“ใ€‚......ใ‚ใฎ......ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œใชใซใ€ใกใ‚‡ใฃใจใ—ใŸใ‚ธใƒงใƒผใ‚ฏใ ใ€‚ๅƒ•ๆฌก็ฌฌใงใฏใใ†ใชใ‚‹ๅฏ่ƒฝๆ€งใ‚‚......ใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใ„ใ‚„ใ€ใใ†ใ˜ใ‚ƒใชใใฆ......ๆฐ—ใซใชใ‚‹ใ‚“ใ ใ‘ใฉ......ใ€
่จ€ใ„ใ‚ˆใฉใ‚€ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€‚ใใฎๆง˜ๅญใซใ‚ˆใ†ใ‚„ใๆฐ—ใฅใใ‚จใ‚นใ€‚
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œ......๏ผŸใฉใ†ใ—ใŸ๏ผŸ่จ€ใฃใฆใฟใ‚ใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œ็œ‹ๅฎˆใ•ใ‚“ใ€‚ใชใ‚“ใงๅ…จ้ƒจไป–ไบบไบ‹ใฟใŸใ„ใชใฎ๏ผŸใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œ......ใˆ๏ผŸใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใฉใ†ใชใ‚‹ใ‹ใ‚ใ‹ใ‚‰ใชใ„........ใฃใฆใ€‚่‡ชๅˆ†ใฎ่ฉฑใชใฎใซ......ใชใ‚“ใงใใ‚“ใชไป–ไบบไบ‹ใฟใŸใ„ใชใฎ......ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œไฝ•ใ‚’......่จ€ใฃใฆใ„ใ‚‹......ใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใˆ๏ผŸใ ใฃใฆใ€ใŠใ€ใŠใ‹ใ—ใ„ใ‚ˆใ€‚็œ‹ๅฎˆใ•ใ‚“ใฎๆ„ๆ€ใงๆฑบใ‚ใ‚‹ใ‚“ใงใ—ใ‚‡ใ€‚็œ‹ๅฎˆใ•ใ‚“ใŒไปŠใฉใ†ๆ€ใฃใฆใ‚‹ใฎใ‹่žใ„ใฆใ‚‹ใฎใซ......ใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใฎ่จ€่‘‰ใ‚’้ ญใŒ็†่งฃใ™ใ‚‹ใฎใ‚’ๆ‹’ใฟใ€่จ€่‘‰ใŒๅ‡บใชใ„ใ€‚
ๆฏใŒๅธใ„่พผใ‚ใชใ„ใ‚จใ‚นใ€‚
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใญใ‡ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œ......ใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œ็œ‹ๅฎˆใ•ใ‚“ใฎ่จ€ใ†ๅƒ•ใฃใฆ......่ชฐ๏ผŸใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œ......ใƒƒ......ใ......ใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œ็œ‹ๅฎˆใ•ใ‚“......๏ผŸใ€
ๆง˜ๅญใฎใŠใ‹ใ—ใ„ใ‚จใ‚นใซๆฐ—ใฅใใ€ๅฟƒ้…ใใ†ใชใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€‚
ๆค…ๅญใ‚’ๅ€’ใ—ใ€ๅบŠใซๆ‰‹ใ‚’ใคใใ‚จใ‚นใ€‚
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œ......ใƒƒ......ใ‚ก......ใƒใ‚ก๏ผใƒใ‚ก๏ผใƒใ‚ก๏ผใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œ็œ‹ๅฎˆใ•ใ‚“๏ผใฉใ†ใ—ใŸใฎ๏ผ๏ผ็œ‹ๅฎˆใ•ใ‚“๏ผ๏ผใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใซ้ง†ใ‘ๅฏ„ใ‚Šใ€่ƒŒไธญใ‚’ใ•ใ™ใ‚‹ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€‚
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใญใ‡ใ€็œ‹ๅฎˆใ•ใ‚“๏ผ๏ผ๏ผใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œใ†ใ‚‹ใ•ใ„๏ผ๏ผใ•ใ‚ใ‚‹ใช๏ผ๏ผใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใฒใฃ๏ผใ€
ใใฎๆ‰‹ใ‚’ๆ€ใ„ใฃใใ‚ŠๆŒฏใ‚Šๆ‰•ใ†ใ‚จใ‚นใ€‚
ๆ„Ÿๆƒ…ใ‚’็ˆ†็™บใ•ใ›ใŸใ‚จใ‚นใซใ€ๆ‚ฒ้ณดใ‚’ใ‚ใ’ใ‚‹ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€‚
ไฝ•ใŒ่ตทใใŸใ‹ใ‚ใ‹ใ‚‰ใšใ€็›ฎใ‚’ไธธใใ™ใ‚‹ใŒใ€็ŠถๆณใŒใ‚
ใ‹ใ‚Šใ€ๅพใ€…ใซ็›ฎใ‹ใ‚‰ๆถ™ใŒๆบขใ‚Œๅ‡บใ™ใ€‚
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œใƒใ‚ก......ใƒใ‚ก......ใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใฒ......ใฒ............ใฒใฉใ„ใƒใƒ......ใƒ ใ‚ฆๅฟƒ้…ใ—ใŸใ ใ‘ใชใฎใซใƒ......ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œ......ใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใใ™......ใใ™............ใ‚‚ใ†ใ‚„ใ ใ......็œ‹ๅฎˆใ•ใ‚“ๅซŒใ„ใƒใ€œ......ใ€
็ช็„ถใฉใ“ใ‹ใ‚‰ใจใ‚‚ใชใใƒ‰ใ‚นใƒƒใจๆœบใฎไธŠใซไน—ใฃใ‹ใฃใฆใใ‚‹ใ‚ธใƒฃใƒƒใ‚ซใƒญใƒผใƒ—ใ€‚้ฉšใใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€‚
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใ‚ญใƒฃใƒƒ......ใใ™......ใ†ใ•ใ€ใ‚ธใƒฃใƒƒใ‚ซใƒญใƒผใƒ—......ใฉใ“ใ‹ใ‚‰......๏ผŸใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œ......ใ‚ธใƒฃใƒƒใ‚ซใƒญใƒผใƒ—......๏ผŸใ€
ใ‚ธใƒฃใƒƒใ‚ซใƒญใƒผใƒ—ใฏใ‚จใ‚นใซไฝ•ใ‹ใ‚’่ฉฑใ—ใ‹ใ‘ใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใ€‚ใŸใ ใใฎๅฃฐใฏใƒ ใ‚ฆใซใฏ่žใ“ใˆใชใ„ใ€‚ใใฎใŸใ‚่ฆ‹ใฆใฏใ„ใ‘ใชใ„ใ‚‚ใฎใ‚’่ฆ‹ใ‚‹ใ‚ˆใ†ใช่กจๆƒ…ใฎใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€‚
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œใ‚ใ......ใ‚ใ‹ใฃใฆใ‚‹......ใ‚ใ‹ใฃใฆใ‚‹ใ‚ˆ......ใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใ†ใ€ใ†ใ•ใŽใจๅ–‹ใฃใฆใ‚‹......๏ผŸใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œ......่จ€ใ‚ใ‚Œใ‚‹ใพใงใ‚‚ใชใ„ๅƒ•ใซใ‚‚ใ‚ใ‹ใ‚‰ใชใ„ใŒใ€ใ‚‚ใ†ๅคงไธˆๅคซใ ใ€‚่กŒใฃใฆใใ‚Œใ€‚ๅƒ•ใฎไป•ไบ‹ใ ใ‹ใ‚‰......ใ‚ใ‚ใ‚‚ใ†......ใ†ใ‚‹ใ•ใ„ใชใ€‚ไฟ่ญท่€…ใ˜ใ‚ƒใชใ„ใ‚“ใ ใ‹ใ‚‰ใ€ๅฐ่จ€ใฏใ‚‚ใ†ใ„ใ„......่กŒใ‘๏ผใ€
ๆบ€่ถณๆฐ—ใซใ‚ธใƒฃใƒƒใ‚ซใƒญใƒผใƒ—ใŒๅŽปใฃใฆใ„ใใ€‚่ฆ‹้€ใ‚‹ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€‚
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œ......ใ‚ธใƒฃใƒƒใ‚ซใƒญใƒผใƒ—ใ€่กŒใฃใกใ‚ƒใฃใŸ......ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œ......ใฏใใ€ใ™ใพใชใ„ใ€ๅ–ใ‚Šไนฑใ—ใŸใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œ......ใŠใ‹ใ—ใใชใฃใกใ‚ƒใฃใŸใฎ......๏ผŸ็œ‹ๅฎˆใ•ใ‚“......ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œใ„ใ‚„ใ€ใ‚ธใƒฃใƒƒใ‚ซใƒญใƒผใƒ—ใฎๅฃฐใฏๅƒ•ใซใ—ใ‹่žใ“ใˆใชใ„ใ‚“ใ ใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใ‚ใ......ๅฎŒๅ…จใซใŠใ‹ใ—ใใชใฃใกใ‚ƒใฃใฆใ‚‹ใ‚“ใ ......ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œ้•ใ†ใ€‚ๆ†ใ‚Œใฟใฎ็›ฎใง่ฆ‹ใ‚‹ใชใ€
ๆ†ใ‚Œใฟใฎ็›ฎใง่ฆ‹ใฆใ„ใŸใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€‚ใทใฃใจๅนใๅ‡บใ™ใ€‚
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใทใฃ......ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œใ‚ใ‚“๏ผŸใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใตใฃ......ใ†ใตใตใตใ€ๅค‰ใชใฎ......ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œ......ใชใ‚“ใ ใ€‚ใ•ใฃใใพใงๆณฃใ„ใฆใ„ใŸใใ›ใซใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใชใ‚“ใ‹ใ‚‚ใ†......ใƒฏใ‚ฑใ‚ใ‹ใ‚‰ใชใ„ใ“ใจใŒ็ถšใ„ใฆใ€ไธ€ๅ‘จๅ›žใฃใกใ‚ƒใฃใŸ......้›ฃใ—ใ„ใ“ใจ่จ€ใฃใฆใŸใจๆ€ใฃใŸใ‚‰ใ€ใ†ใ•ใŽใจ่ฉฑใ—ใ ใ™ใ—......ใตใตใตใ€
ใซใ‚„ใ‘ใ‚‹ใฎใŒๆญขใพใ‚‰ใชใ„ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€‚ๅฐ‘ใ—้ฆฌ้นฟใซใ•ใ‚Œใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใ‚ˆใ†ใงไธๆœใชใ‚จใ‚นใ€‚
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œ......ใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใชใ‚“ใ ใฃใ‘......ไฝ•ใ‚’่žใ“ใ†ใจใ—ใฆใŸใ‹ใ‚‚ๅฟ˜ใ‚Œใกใ‚ƒใฃใŸใ„ใ„ใ‚„ใ€ๆ€–ใใชใใชใฃใŸใ—......ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œใฏใใ€ใใ‚Œใฏใชใซใ‚ˆใ‚Šใ ใ€
ใ™ในใใ“ใจใŒใ‚ใ‹ใ‚Šใ€ๅฃฐใซๆ˜Žใ‚‹ใ•ใŒๅ‡บใฆใใ‚‹ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€‚
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใคใพใ‚Šใ€็œ‹ๅฎˆใ•ใ‚“ๅฅฝใฟใฎไบบใซใชใ‚Œใฐใ„ใ„ใ‚“ใ ใ‚ˆใญใ€‚ใใ—ใŸใ‚‰่ตฆใ—ใฆใ‚‚ใ‚‰ใˆใ‚‹ใ‚“ใ ......ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œ......ใใ†ใ„ใ†ใ“ใจใซใชใ‚‹ใ‹๏ผŸใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใใ†ใ ใ‚ˆใ€‚็œ‹ๅฎˆใ•ใ‚“ใ‚‚ไบบ้–“ใ ใ—ใ€‚ใƒ ใ‚ฆใŒใ‚“ใฐใ‚‹ใ€‚็œ‹ๅฎˆใ•ใ‚“ใฎๅฅฝใฟใ‚’็Ÿฅใ‚‹ใ‚ˆ......ใ†ใ•ใŽใจ่ฉฑใ™ๅฏๅ“€ๆƒณใชไบบใ ใ‘ใฉใ€‚ใถใตใค......]
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œใ‚‚ใ†ใใ‚Œใงใ„ใ„ใ€‚ใŠๅ‰ใจใฎ่ฉฑใฏใƒ†ใƒณใƒใŒๆ‚ชใใฆใ‹ใชใ‚ใ‚“ใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€็ตถๅฏพๅธฐใ‚‹ใ‹ใ‚‰......ใƒ‘ใƒ‘ใจใƒžใƒžใฎๅ…ƒใธๅธฐใ‚‹ใ‚“ใ ใ‚‚ใ‚“......่ตฆใ—ใฆใ‚‚ใ‚‰ใˆใ‚Œใฐใใฃใจๅธฐใ‚Œใ‚‹ใ‚ˆใญ๏ผŸใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œ......็Ÿฅใ‚‰ใชใ„ใ‘ใฉใช......ใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใฎๅธŒๆœ›็š„่ฆณๆธฌใซๅฏพใ—ใฆใ€่žใ“ใˆใชใ„ใ‚ˆใ†ใซๅ‘Ÿใใ‚จใ‚นใ€‚
่žใ“ใˆใชใ„ใƒ ใ‚ฆใฏ็ฌ‘้ก”ใ‚’่ฆ‹ใ›ๅง‹ใ‚ใ‚‹ใ€‚
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใ†ใ‚“ใ€ใ‚„ใฃใฑใ‚Š......่€ƒใˆใฆใฟใ‚Œใฐๅ…จ็„ถๆ‚ชใใชใ„ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ‚’ๆ•ใพใˆใ‚ˆใ†ใจใ™ใ‚‹้ง„็›ฎใช่ญฆๅฏŸใ‚ˆใ‚Šใ‚‚ใ€ใƒŸใƒซใ‚ฐใƒฉใƒ ใฎๆ–นใŒใ„ใ„ใ‹ใ‚‚ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œใฏใ......ใพใใ€ใใ‚Œใฏใใ‚Œใงใ„ใ„ใ‹......ๅคงไบบใ—ใๅฐ‹ๅ•ใ‚’ๅ—ใ‘ใฆใใ‚Œใ‚‹ใชใ‚‰......ใ€
็ชๅฆ‚้ƒจๅฑ‹ใซใ‚ใ‚‹ๆ™‚่จˆใ‹ใ‚‰้˜ใฎ้ŸณใŒใชใ‚Šใ€้ƒจๅฑ‹ใฎๆง‹้€ ใŒๅค‰ๅŒ–ใ—ใฆใ„ใใ€‚
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใใ‚ƒใ‚......ไฝ•๏ผŸๅฃใŒๅ‹•ใ„ใฆใ‚‹......ไฝ•ใŒ่ตทใใฆใ‚‹ใฎ๏ผŸใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œใฏใ......ใ‚‚ใ†ๆ™‚้–“ใ‹ยทยทยท......ใ‚ใพใ‚Š่ฉฑใ›ใŸๆฐ—ใŒใ—ใชใ„ใŒใ€ใพใใ„ใ„ใ€‚ใŠๅ‰ใฎๅฟƒใฎไธญใ€่ฆ—ใ‹ใ›ใฆใ‚‚ใ‚‰ใ†ใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œ......ๆญŒใซใ™ใ‚‹ใฃใฆใ‚„ใคใ„ใ€็—›ใใชใ„๏ผŸใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œๅคšๅˆ†ใชใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œ......็—›ใ„ใชใ‚‰ใ‚„ใ ใ€‚ใ‚„ใ‚‰ใชใ„......ใ€
ใ‚จใ‚นใ€€ใ€Œ้ง„็›ฎใซๆฑบใพใฃใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใ ใ‚ใ†ใ€‚็—›ใใชใ„ใ‹ใ‚‰ๅฎ‰ๅฟƒ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝใ‚๏ผใ€
ใƒ ใ‚ฆใ€€ใ€Œใ˜ใ‚ƒใ‚ใ‚„ใฃใฆใ‚‚ใ„ใ„ใ‚ˆ......ใ€
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mayimkjs ยท 3 months ago
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FOOL's MATE Update Post #9
Master Postใ€€ใ€€Last Update
School Date: Winter, Term 10, Week 5
It has officially been over a year since I started this shit. The past month has been productive in a lot of ways (see reddit post history).
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Filming & Recording
I got the intro/interum/outro filmed. My school has a courtroom for the criminal justice students, so I was originally going to film these parts there. But when me and Chris went there when we had the room booked, it was a ghost town and the door was locked when it wasn't supposed to be. So we decided to come back another day instead of dealing with the school's awful security, who only has an office on the main campus. I sat on it and decided to switch to the conference room on the main campus. It was the same sort of asthetic, just more corparate.
I'm still having issues finding someone for the tarot interview. So if it doesn't happen, it doesn't happen.
I also finaly filmed the main portion of the docu. I had to split the shoot into 2 parts and I also decided a lot of parts would be better as voiceovers. In total, I have 7-8 hours of footage and all of the footage and audio takes up 368GB.
I would like to give a massive shout-out to my classmates and coworkers, as well as my best friend, for helping with props and filming. I know it's clichรฉ, but FOOL's MATE would not be of the quality that it is without them. Below is a full list of everyone who helped and what they did.
Chris Tebo: Support, Production Assistant
Zachary Perretty: Support, Set Layout, Lighting Plan, Tech Support
Spencer Peck: Prop Assistant
Mason Boyd: Prop Assistant, Miku Fan
Kyle Egan: Camera & Audio
ChickenSteve: Support, My Best Friend
The only thing I would change (other than my voice, but what can you do), is have Chicken there. He was busy, so he couldn't make it. Go follow him on Twitch. He deserves it. I've been friends with the dude since we were 10 and he fully supports (and endorses) my insanity.
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(Left to right) Matthew, Rebecca, Zac, Shane, Nate, Kyle
Promo
The Boston behind the scenes vlog was released as well as bloopers from that shoot.
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I won't be publicly releasing the bloopers for the main portion for a bit because... I'M GOING TO BE DOING A PHYSICAL RELEASE! It will be limited and made to order. I'll have more details when I have them. But currently, some things I'm thinking of including with it are:
A DVD with bonus content like outtakes, cut content and more
A production handbook with all sorts of BTS content
Some small goods like button badges, stickers and/or acrylic charms
Movie poster
I've also thought of releasing the soundtrack physically as well in the same way, at the same time. I'm also planning on doing some bundles if I do this.
DVD Only
CD Only
Merch Only
DVD + CD
DVD + Merch
CD + Merch
Everything
If anyone has any advice, comments or recommendations, I've made a form that you can fill out.
Another thing I'm planning on doing is a small giveaway of some duplicate goods I've gotten plus some after FOOL's MATE has been released.
Changes
Added
Info from T3 teaser trailer
Links
Research Doc (Comments on like always)
Milanote
Reddit Post
Commission Form
Volunteer Form
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mayimkjs ยท 3 months ago
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Filmed half of the main segment today. Went well. I am sore now. There's a lot of bits that I decided to skip because they'd be better as VOs.
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mayimkjs ยท 3 months ago
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I tried to brute force the capitals through a bunch of cyphers and decryptors and got nothing. There would be no way to decrypt it without a key and there's no way to know what the correct order of the letters is.
I honestly just think that it's a stylistic thing :/
THE TRIAL 3 TEASER ...... everything in these pics intrigues me
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mayimkjs ยท 3 months ago
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BTS Vlog from when I was filming in Boston is out now!
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mayimkjs ยท 3 months ago
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FOOL's MATE Update Post #8
Master Postใ€€ใ€€Last Update
School Date: Winter, Term 10, Week 2
A lot has happened in the past 2 weeks. FOOL's MATE has officially entered production, I finished my research and we are on the cusp of T3.
Research
I am finally done with my research. If anything else comes out this month, I'll add it though. That's essentially what already happened. I finished the day before Your Curtain Call came out. So then I had to add things from that.
I've also gone through and corrected any type of issue. Another thing I've done is make backups of my sources to have proof that all of my sources exist. Some of my sources have already been removed from whatever platform they were on. So there's nothing I can do about those.
Filming & Recording
I recently was reminded that my cousin was a criminal justice major, so I thought about interviewing her. So I did that as well as recording a voiceover for the beginning of that part.
This next week, I'm hoping to film the intro and outro as well as release the behind the scenes vlog from when we were filming in Boston last month. My set filming date for the main portion is on the 1st.
I'm STILL having issues finding someone to interview about the tarot spreads. I have emailed around 50 people and haven't gotten a single response. If you know any mediums or psychics in the Rhode Island, Connecticut, Massachusetts area that you know would say yes, please give me their contact info.
Props & Set
I'm finally done gathering all of the props and have started to put together the images for the corkboard. I basically have all of the images printed out. Then I'm glueing them to some thicker paper. So far, I've gone through 3 glue sticks and am about halfway done. I technically stayed at work late today to get a lot done because I don't wanna bring everything back to my dorm. I've also started to move all of my props to work so it'll be easier to set up the set later.
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Poster
I finally finished the sketch for the poster. There might be a few small changes here and there, but this is pretty much how it will look. The colors are just place holders though. I might inch Mikoto's left shoulder closer to him. Feel free to critique it.
Also I'm starting to think of a tagline to put on the poster. So if you have any idea, share away!
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Costume
I decided to just go with an "Es" costume. It's not exactly Es, but it does look like their uniform. Here's a WIP picture. I have all of the parts. I just need to make some modifications.
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Teaser Trailer
Here's a teaser trailer. It's just something small to get people interested.
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Changes
Fixedย 
Various errors
Grammar
Chapter 7-9 Numberingย 
Now 8-10
Expanded
Character intros
Id, Ego and Superego
MeMe Inst Dissection
Removed
Double color schemesย 
Placeholders
Repetitive slides
FAQ (See here)
Added
Info from manga vol 3
Kotoko T2 cards that reference the Novels
Chapter 7 - Your (Curtain) Callย 
dedicated T3 Chapter
Transcript for the end of โ€œReport on the end of Second Trialโ€
Mikotoโ€™s T3 relationships
Info from โ€œUndercover [Route: Your (Curtain) Call]
Disclaimer about T3 info
Finished
Connections to Jekyll and Hyde
Double inst Dissection
Moved
Info about the Id, Ego and Superego to its own section
โ€œSo whatโ€™s next for Mikoto?โ€ and โ€œWhat will happen to Es in the third trial?โ€ into dedicated T3 Chapterย 
Links
Research Doc (Comments on like always)
Milanote
Reddit Post
Commission Form
Volunteer Form
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mayimkjs ยท 4 months ago
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Here's another thing. I just got this reply to an old comment on a Reddit post about the 4th anniversary art.
My original comment
---Cindrawhisp โ€ข 10mo ago I have a bad feeling about this. Why do they look like theyโ€™re at a funeral.
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---Applezjackz There's no way they had this all planned out months even a year out right?
---Cindrawhisp For Haruka, yes. They would only need to have his and Muโ€™s verdicts to write him for the most part. Kototoโ€™s verdict would have been able to change some things, but I have a feeling that Yamanaka knew that she was going to be guilty. Kotoko was presented in an extremely poor light in T2 after all. Mahiru, maybe. Her health did not improve in T2 and it could have worsened during the intermission. If that did happen and she actually is dead, then that could have had a major negative impact on Shidou as it could have reminded him of what happened with his wife and/or kids.
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mayimkjs ยท 4 months ago
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Ok, just an observation I made on my first listen of Your Call. Mikoto's voice is higher then it normally is during his solo line and closer to what it normally is in his shared line with Kotoko.
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mayimkjs ยท 4 months ago
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SO THIS IS A THING IN THE MANGA
This is from the end of chapter 15.
Spoilers under the cut.
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TR by u/Disastrous_Resist495
The translator was not familiar w/ MILGRAM at the time of translating it for me
I have no idea what the second panel is talking about, so if someone who read the original could elaborate, that would be nice
So, that is most likely our Jackalope.
This jackalope also acts the same as ours. He also uses Ore-sama. Jackalope thinks that the current system is the perfect system. This one in the manga did propose the current system after all.
Based on the manga, he seems to be high-ranking amongst admin. He had the ability to detain Jackie, who also reported directly to him, and take over the trial.
This scene also further confirms that the jackalopes in MILGRAM have a human form, as we can see Jackalopeโ€™s foot and the top of his head. Since the character in the last panel has a speech bubble associated with them, it's safe to assume that its Jackalope.ย Since the jackalopes have influence over Es, it would make sense that they can choose their uniform.
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mayimkjs ยท 4 months ago
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The 3rd volume of the Manga stealth dropped
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mayimkjs ยท 4 months ago
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I uploaded MeMe and Double to archive.org
These are the lossless versions from the CDs. They're higher quality then on streaming services. I think Spotify and Apple almost match the quality, but they have some level of compression. The difference is miniscule unless your trained to hear the difference.
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mayimkjs ยท 4 months ago
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I uploaded the LINE Stickers to archive.org if anyone wanted them.
It's actually really easy to just pull these from the site if you know what your doing. But it's easier to just have these somewhere.
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