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"choices made in anger cannot be undone" well i have regrets and nothing to lose. so we'll just see about that.

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posted this on twitter and deeply regret it . anyway have fun tumblr. love u. okbye

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Sorry I'm going to be more normal about him

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Watching Outsiders SMP from Owen's POV for the first time bc I'm sick and stuck at home, so:

ARGH there are things that intrinsically frustrate me about c!Owen's view on the Maze but at the same time I see perfectly how they are good thoughts to have. The consideration that nobody should go in? Wonderful. Hate it because I personally am a curious person and I want to know things but I understand the reason, there could be danger that becomes danger to not just you, but everyone you know? The later consideration that everybody can go in? Yeah, sure, but maybe have a sort of standard for who can. If anybody can go in, you'll lose any control over what happens while inside the Maze. I fundamentally disagree with c!Owen on his viewpoints but at the same time I wholeheartedly understand them.

Also something to be said about his unwavering, undying loyalty up until the point where it is broken by the other person. He is so trusting but he makes so many assumptions. He believes his friends and wants to look at the evidence but at the same time he is absolutely biased towards the people he has stronger bonds with, even if he never is worse to people he's indifferent towards. He is a beautiful example of confirmation bias.

I want to take c!Owen and stick him to a wall like a butterfly and examine all the little ticking bits and figure him out.

I'm enjoying this series immensely (only on 'I Quit' so no big spoilers pls)

[mazeowen]

Reddoons 😭😭 dude😭😭😭😭 Reddoons 😭 Reddooons😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Get fkn o!reded!!!!!!!!!💥🔨

You just say i drink too much (I've been listening to this song... A lot... And every time i hear this line i point and scream o!red)

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for drawing request: an owenge? perhaps a little rat owenge if it is useful for me to specify server, but really any owenge that strikes your fancy will do

the owenrat took like 2 seconds so i added in a bonus outsiders owenge... i do think his hair is greasy and long and BAD because he refuses to let anyone come near his head with a sharp object. heart. the owenrat is wearing his goggles and its making his eyes do a bobble tinkerbell thing

[mazeowen]

love characters who are like "this is how the world works. this is how it has to be (because if i'm wrong i have to face what i've done // if i'm wrong i have to face whats been done to me) "

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outsiders owen my beautiful girl whos never done anything wrong

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you know, I've been thinking, after this trail of carnage, I might just hang my sword up. just gotta slay these last few villains and I'll have evil solved, and there will be a place for me in this peaceful world I've created. with the sword.

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Oh I gave a great idea! *breaks character's psyche into a million unsalvageable pieces with a baseball bat*

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owengejuicetv titles will be like I made a mistake on the insertname SMP?!?! and then be the most devastating thing youve seen in your life

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I can't bring myself to finish watching Outsiders SMP (at least from Owen's POV). I enjoyed the first season, don't get me wrong. But the day after I finished watching it I had to go to the hospital for reasons I won't specify. Season 2 might do something worse to me, it might make me an American. I'm scared.

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owen owengejuice try not to make the most devastating heartbreaking characters CHALLENGE LEVEL IMPOSSIPLE I GUESS

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hi outsidersblr :] have some c!graecie because im so normal about her

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cant believe i never posted this but uhh new years post?

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Gaze

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owen agarci my beloved owne agarciis soooo…….

sorry I don’t want ur touch it’s not thatch I don’t wanr u it’s just that I fell in love w a war nobody told me it ended it left a Pearl in my head I go there every night just 2 watch it roll and lucky is she who lives unaware doesn’t get bothered by those who don’t care unlucky me who knows way 2 much and fights to make changes and music and such and bc in my head I’ve been wondering how she kept up the pace to live in a lie for so long to string her husband along how in the hell could she think that was okay; yes of all the people who all haven’t hurt me the way that u hurt me the only person I’d have over for dinner is u and I could go off the deep end I could kill all my best friends I could follow trend and god knows I can make amends but I got an angry heart and so I looked into ur eyes and I saw the reflection of a coward u and I both hate very much oh if I don’t go to hell when I die I might go to heaven but probably not and I might be flying home tonight but I’m not going home bc everything I thought I knew has proven to be wrong and I’m feeling like I dodged a bullet but I walked into another line of fire and and literally that entire multiple paragraph post I made about him and hand me my shovel I’m going in

Can u tells I haven then sleeping well