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Wait. They aren’t jokes. You guys really keep dozens of tabs open on your browser forever.

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goots

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concept: Breen gets on the Breencast and starts shaming the citizens for their filthy disgusting ships

Animals, all of you. Now let me read a PWP slowburn I recently received in the mail

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I’m so much more productive after the sun goes down. While the sun is up I feel the weight of having to do things and it just overwhelms me.

But when the sun has gone to bed suddenly my time is my own. I can do with it what I will and oftentimes that means the cleaning I’ve been meaning to do, the projects I’ve been putting off. They suddenly don’t seem overwhelming to me.

I like it when the sun goes down.

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that “if youre over 24 and still on tumblr it means mental illness has won” post is so funny. rip to you all but i’ll still have hobbies and interests when im in my 30s

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cant stop thinking abt ursula k. le guin’s essay abt the carrier bag theory….. she’s like, maybe the first human tool was not a weapon, but rather something that holds, a bag, a pouch, a vessel, something for gathering and storing and sharing. let’s shift the narrative of humanity from that of violence to that of safekeeping. and i’m like

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I often struggle with finding the good in being disabled and chronically ill. But one of the best things that has come out of this is a better understanding of humanity:

I better understand the need for equity, equality, fairness, and accessibility in society.

I am more aware of problematic health care, insurance, and governmental regulations for disadvantaged groups.

I understand the feelings that come with being isolated, discriminated against, excluded, and ridiculed.

I understand the pain, loss, helplessness, courage, and, determination that comes with physical and mental illnesses.

I understand humanity a lot better than before.

With so much being taken away from me, I've gained in compassion for the complexities of people's struggles.

Thank you all for raising awareness about the injustices we face and for being so supportive of each other. You are the good that makes this journey easier ❤.

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my dad taught me history in high school (all girls, private, catholic school) and one of my absolute favorite things about him was that, unlike every other teacher I had, he was never calm when a bee or, more accurately, a hornet or yellowjacket, flew in the window. he would stop whatever he was doing, reach for a book or rolled up piece of paper, and say with great dramatic flair, “ladies, the enemy is here.”

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me, sitting upright in bed 3 months after posting a portal fanfiction: oh my god i forgot the portals

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Weaponized incompetence my ass just weaponize it back. Once my dad tries to pull the “but I don’t know how to clean the counters as well as you” on my mom and she said “ok honey I’ll show you” and she made him stand in the kitchen and watch her clean the counters. Then she pulled out a bottle of chocolate syrup and proceeded to spray the entire kitchen in chocolate, hand him the sponge and said “okay now it’s your turn”

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long-term nuclear waste warning messages + rich people's indoor swimming pools

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[attempting to flirt] if i was stuck in a timeloop id desperately explain my situation to you every single reset

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[Gordon & trying new brushes :D!]

I found some new funky brushes and I like them a lot,, but yeah I’ve been experimenting with them with a couple of days and it’s been really fun Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ !!

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Actual review

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You guys just have to trust me on this one and click here okay?