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YOU DONT DESERVE ME

YOU DONT DESERVE ME

I always believe that if you want to kill someone, kill them with kindness. Let them realize that despite their attitude towards you, you are still kind to them. Let their conscience eat them whole but now I realize that not all people deserve my kindness. Not all people deserve my generosity. I have noticed that people treat me low because I allow them to. I tried to be friendly and put down my…

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Silence is better than Kindness

I always believe that if you want to kill someone, kill them with kindness. Let them realize that despite of their attitude towards you, you are still kind to them. Let their conscience eat them alive but now I realize that not all people deserve my kindness. Not all people deserve my generosity. I have noticed that people treat me bad because I allow them to; the made fun.of me Andy looks…

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YOHN (As Always)

As always I’m at the roof Watching clouds move letting the rain fall And leave me cold

As always Im alone my smiles were blown My heart is doomed because you’re gone

As always I caress me Smoking free Thinking thee leaving me

As always Here’s my heart Breaking apart No one starts Making me laugh!

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YOHN (Why?)

I had love you The way you wanted to I respected you The way you told me so

I did almost everything To made you feel something I keep on visualizing All things missing

You’ve said you love me I made you happy I’m all you see No breaking free

But now, why? how? Did this beast show? He’s strange you know. This broken vow!

You! Why word hurts? Words why heart? Hearts why love? And love why hurts? –…

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YOHN (My Loving Secret)

YOHN (My Loving Secret)

I don’t get this poem.. halatang pinilit ung mga salita..

I knew that if you knew, you’d be so much disgraced I knew that if I told you, you’d be at loss of ace Which is why, you see, I have to tell you ‘though its a craze And which is why you have to know to decide the race

No grace is so worthy and no sound is so blessed That doesn’t need to be quelled once in a whole mess So this is what I have…

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YOHN (Chance To Love You)

YOHN (Chance To Love You)

***When you remember the boy – but you cant remember the feeling…. How intense was this love I have for him that my notebook is full of poem for him.

Why is it that when you love someone really bad You can’t be with them or them to love you back Why is it hard to tell your heart to fight back When things go wrong and it hurts your heart

Is love supposed to make you feel good Or is it supposed to…

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YOHN (Just One)

honestly – di ko maintindihan ung ibang linya.. Saog at aako nung ginawa ko to.. But I can still feel the pain while writing this poem. Yung umaasa ka na sana ikaw ung araw at bwan niya pero bago mo pa malaman na dalawa kayo sa buhay niya eh nauupos na pala ang liwanag na dala mo sa buhay niya.. If only people can be honest.. Eh di sana nagging madali ang lahat.. Eh di sana hindi na ako mukhang…

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YOHN (Between Our Souls)

YOHN (Between Our Souls)

When you dream of being with him forever… plan forever together… and then woke up one day that all you have is the ring in your finger – but the person who gave it was with someone else.

No skies will ever be bluer that the depths of your looks No wind will ever caress my skin as your breath does No words will ever be clearer that your talk Nothing will ever have the sweetest taste that your lips

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YOHN (I LOVE YOU)

YOHN (I LOVE YOU)

10 years ago – when you only care for the a-b-a-b thing to express your love….

You left and I know you’ll be gone for three weeks But the truth is I missed you before you even left I mean, should I only be o busy streets Or join the crowd in doing some creeps

I’ve always prided myself on my independence Ive always prided myself on detachment senses But when I say your eyedl ays non me And I thank…

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YOHN (Hero)

Like a li’l girl, I always dream about my hero Strong loving, beautiful and fairy tale echo But I never dreamed that I would met my hero Until such time that I set my eyes on you.

You are my everything I always dreamed about Im still half waiting to wake up aloud From the most beautiful fantacy I could ever live without This once in a million chance of love- bound

You’re a living proof that…

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YOHN (Physical Separation)

Expressing is very important for me Of how much you really mean to me Of how much I value things of thee And of how much I love to be with thee

I wish I could do this in person While holding your arms and prison All your thoughts and expressions And gaze into your eyes with every reason

But since we are physically separated And these miles of emptiness makes me dead This expression must be written…

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YOHN (Missing Piece)

This is my favorite… Eto ung naiyak ako habang binabasa ko…

I’m not a romantic person of thee So writing this poem is really hard for me But let me get one thing straight honey Writing is hard but loving you is easy.

I’m not real good with fancy words and gestures I’m not even better in giving practical lectures But I do know one thing, it’s for sure I feel differently about you than I’ve ever…

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YOHN (Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow)

YOHN (Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow)

Ung biglang ang labo na naming dalawa noon. Tapos wala kang makausap…. Sa tula nalang isigaw ang lahat…

P.S. — Tumatambling grammar ko dito but I don’t want to change anything.

Yesterday was a dream come true I was there and I was there with you We smiled and laughed, we had a little argue But when we reconcile, we’re sweetly true

Today is a piece of nightmare We simply cannot show how to care We’…

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YOHN (Dream)

“10 years ago, this man is my life.”

Last night I had a beautiful dream, revisiting our walk In that dream, we were walking in a group Every once in a while we would run out together Leaving them behind, we had things to show to each other I would pick you up in my arms and run with you You would do the same with me and say I love you In my dream, the impossible becomes real and true.

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YOHN (YOU)

Minsan sa buhay natin – maiinlove tayo ng sobra sobra. Yung pagmamahal na alam mong hindi mo na kayang ibigay sa iba. Yung pagmamahal na alam mong para sa kanya lang. Pagmamahal na gusto mo ulit maramdaman o ibigay sa iba pero sadyang ayaw ng puso mong magbigay ng higit pa sa ibinigay mo sa kanya.

I wrote all these poems with title YOHN about 10 years ago…

You light up the lifeless me You turn my…

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Sa Bawat Oras

Minsa’y may isang Viv akong hinangaan.. At nahabi ko ang mfa salitang ito noong panahon na sa kanya akoy nagkakagusto –

Pagmulat ng mata, liwanag ang bumubungad Para bang nung nakilala kita – nagkailaw ang lahat Tumatagos ang sinag sa madilim kong mundo Tila nanghihikayat kang bumangon ako sa kinasasadlakang kalungkutan.

Kapagdaka’y kakapain ko ang telepono Na tulad ng pagkapa ko sa damdamin ko…

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TAWAG NG LAMAN

Ang dugo ko’y buhay at Malaya Ang tibok ng puso ko’y kabado sa init ng baga Ang laman ko’y nanginginig sa mapanlinlang mong halik At ang katawan ko’y nangngangalit sa indayog ng pag niig

Isang gabing pinagsaluhan Isang apoy na pinaglaruan Mga salitang nilimbang upang manlinlang Mga pusong nagkasundo lang sa tawag ng laman

At sa bukas na darating Paano ka haharap sa salamin Paano ka ngingiti at…