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gun hands us the most vague, bare-minimum outline of a character and i snatch it out of their grubby fists to craft up an entire oc out of the total of like 20 words / 3 entire traits, if that, that they give us about any of their own characters

gun vaguely mentions june over lore stream:

me, rolling up my sleeves: get over here ma chérie ill give you some depth,

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BELLY CONKLIN and JEREMIAH FISHER THE SUMMER I TURNED PRETTY (2023)

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hi awake yet again but this time im crafting a maria x npc gaines rocky-relationship playlist and it only seems fitting for whyd u only call me when ur high - a.rcticmonkeys to make an appearance for the weedmans

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i have a couple of my old multi carrds still up on my acct and now and then i open them and skim them over and it just never ceases to make my chuckle a bit at how overwhelming each is with women like jfc i will just not Write A Man close to ever huh,

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i did get some of this handled and a few drafts with notes in them but i also did pass tf out for like 9 hours-

we'll get em next time

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ive got some anxiety wringing me out today but i think im going to do another gentle inbox/drafts/follow clean and then see about working on a couple short, soft drafts c; i think part of the anxietys from feeling a tad overwhelmed on here + irl things so think its just time to downsize a lil bit ♡

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ive got some anxiety wringing me out today but i think im going to do another gentle inbox/drafts/follow clean and then see about working on a couple short, soft drafts c; i think part of the anxietys from feeling a tad overwhelmed on here + irl things so think its just time to downsize a lil bit ♡

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do you ever laugh with your friends and think oh this is the point. this is the point of everything

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i've been a lil quiet lately esp, even with ooc / yapping kinda posts, and

i believe its mostly due to may/june being a bit of a rough time with my moms bday then mothers day in may & then it being two years since shes passed in june, and i think the impending triple-hits is just bleeding in a little sooner.

im good though! but ive noticed that ive been quieting down / not engaging too much lately and just wanted to set this gently down so its nothing too concerning or anything <3

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i am definitely likely adding carla soon but i wanted to share that carla is a biker in tcsm au and having a biker cosmetic already is so funny to me,

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thinking about just like. early on cc / nosy, where the additional victim is brought into the basement. before realization really settled in, became ingrained.

how maria, since her restraints were almost always purposely left loose just enough for her to be able to wriggle out of them, how she'd get out of her cell and try to run, but would always feel so bad for possibly leaving another soul alone down there and so, she'd always try to figure out where the door keys were to their cell, how to get their restraints off, tried to escape together.

and it was always a failed attempt. everything set up, left out in the open, by johnny. all so very calculated. and how those handful of times, maria thought she was doing good - by not leaving them behind, for giving them some kind of a shot with her, for them to get out.

and yet every single time, they get caught. and the other gets killed in front of her. and its the realization that doing so is getting them killed - that she is getting them killed. every single time. harsh lesson to be learned - that sitting still, shutting up, not engaging with them is infinitely better than directly playing a hand into them getting killed.

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there's moments where i miss my silly lil space crew ocs bc they had a SOMA au even tho theres literally zero interest really in it at all on tumby and also because they had a silent sea type au too but like,

soma au : absolute existential crises inbound at the bottom of the absolutely-fuck-this-shit ocean is such a funny interesting au

danny would be in his element. maria would be horrified at whats happened but trying to stay sunshine optimist of the remaining pathos-II crews. nancy would've been corrupt evil scientist on board that got one of the other entire crews at a different site killed. mama ginny would be super sweet doting dr who's just trying to hold everything and everyone together. etcetcetc

just always holding the scrapped site mu existence in my hands like: this could be crafted so nice,

also just? for those familiar with soma like

imagine how sad it'd be going up to some random robot and hearing maria's voice/sentience coming through it bc her chips' been placed in it, and theres a component from that robot that is needed to progress but doing so means you have to "kill" it - kill her. and in current time of game canon - kill what remains of her, arguably. you're welcome.

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renee, ceo of too many characters: mama ginnys full name is actually virginia "ginny" lynn jones, thanks! (:

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the brain for zero reason: nancy would love the murder of crows vigor from b.ioshock infinite and also she'd probably also love using whatever s.pider trap or ghost touch were meant to be, and then dead ringer which would've re-animated dead people/animals. but i would also craft all of that into being something more spooky/gruesome probably.

no im not elaborating further,

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maria when evil momther isnt at home for a few days getting to scurry around in the front garden: omg yay enrichment time :D

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also just genuinely looking forward to the potential of them giving us maria to play as because truly i will find it equally silly with two likely scenarios:

a.) every single johnny i come across will see my name ( johnnysbabygirl ) and will be cute with me and let me out / spin with me / whatever

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b.) they'll be absolutely fucking feral unhinged creatures who make it their Personal Mission to hunt me down and kill me and ill be panicking the entire round but if i manage to get out it'd be So Fucking Funny

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doing research lite for writing is funny sometimes.

u may look up like, 'what did coolers look like in the 70s' vs 'ok so hypothetically, can u survive a direct blow to the skull with a mallet that costs u your eye-' vs 'ok now what about the residual, long-term damage & consequences of being stabbed by a meathook that just narrowly misses ur lungs-'

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