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too tired to cut that’s a positive i guess

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can i just kms now please holy shit i am so tired of life rn. i mean not really there’s a lot of things i love but i just want to die SO bad it’s not funny 💔

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school starting again…i have team sports and you think id be happy but no fuck that get me into another class i would rather die than deal with those jocks 😭

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also sorry im gone on and off for like 10 days im inconsistent lol

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i know im getting worse when it gets colder….gw here i come

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it’s finally raining again im so HAPPY!!! it’s been so long and it’s so calming..at least i don’t have to water the plants today

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im going out with my dad to a restaurant soon…gonna eat as little as possible in preparation for that 😓

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curly hair is cute i suppose but it makes me feel feminine idk why i just don’t like having it. if we’re gonna be honest here everything i do feels painfully feminine so does it really matter LOL that’s why i just wanna be stick thin so i have no “features”

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how to avoid eating? its simple just write gay fanfiction

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oh to look like this

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i just want to be a pretty skinny boy 💔

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waking up skinnier >>>

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PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE a pre top surgery trans guy board. (ill give you a smooch)

Where’s my smooch🤨

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the only time i think i will be at peace is when im dead

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guys guys ughhh i hate food

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there’s always something so comforting about sadness. not just regular like depression sadness. when you really let it sink in and wash over you it just makes me oddly comfortable i’ve been this was since i was 10 i don’t think id like it if i was any other way…like yes im never gonna get better i may as well indulge in my sadness instead of distracting myself 24/7

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i don’t know how im ever gonna live a normal life