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Marlon Brando and Vivien Leigh photographed between takes of A Streetcar Named Desire (1951)

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From Waiting for This Story to End Before I Begin Another by Jan Heller Levi (via hush-syrup)

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REO MIKAGE HEADCANONS !!

character : reo mikage

contents : character headcanons, friendship headcanons, fluff, nagi and chigiri cameos, not proof read

note : these are some random hcs i had in my notes about reo and i decided to post them here because why not. enjoy!

afab (assigned female at birth) but identifies as nonbinary & transmasc now. his sexuality is currently unlableled but he knows he has a male preference.

he's autistic with (undiagnosed) bpd. his special interests are sports, photography, & astronomy and his favorite person is nagi.

some of reo's favorite artists are takayan, the neighborhood, chase atlantic, & conan gray. he also listens to twice but doesn't openly tell people because he's embarrassed.

always buying nagi new video games if he so much as even mentions ONCE that he wants to play them. reo also does research on the game after the purchase so he can get a grasp on the concept of it for nagi.

reo also likes to watch nagi play games (especially if they are ones he bought for him) because he likes to see nagi's reactions while he plays. he also likes to listen whenever nagi rambles about something he liked or disliked about the game. reo finds it endearing.

cat and dog person, he doesn't like to choose because he finds both pets equally adorable. reo was the kid that would always beg his parents for a pet but they always refused him.

reo would always show his parents those videos of families gifting their children a kitten or puppy in a box (with holes) for christmas or their birthday as a way to convince them but it never worked.

lucky for reo though, nagi has a cat! ever since he learned about this information, whenever reo comes over he immediately showers the kitten with love by playing and cuddling with her during his stays. reo also likes to purchase cat toys and essentials for her even though nagi gripes at him to stop overpurchasing for a cat that isn't even his.

nagi is convinced his own cat loves his best friend more than him. (she does.)

reo's a light sleeper, even the slightest noise will have him up immediately. it annoys the shit out of him and he even had his parents buy him noise cancelling headphones to help but they ended up being too uncomfortable to sleep in so he just gave up.

reo can never fall asleep if nagi is staying over (or vise-versa) because of how loud the mashing of his keyboard is at two in fucking the morning. so, he has to wait for nagi to finally doze off before he can himself.

when staying at chigiri's house however, reo always gets the best sleep. chigiri is an early sleeper and his mom and sister are very quiet. he constantly jokes about living at the hyoma's forever which just gets him a side eye from chigiri whenever his mom and sister immediately agree.

reo is a gossip girl at heart, even though he despises having other people in his business he is always up in everyone elses like a hypocrite. need or want to know something about someone? just ask reo. he refuses to spread around or participate in anything remotely harmful though.

whenever he gets into a fight with his dad he basically moves in with the seishiro's until it all blows over and he comes back home. nagi and his family always welcome reo with open arms anytime he needs.

even though he doesn't play on a team anymore and he's more focused on soccer, reo still plays basketball from time to time.

he's not good at understanding his own feelings so he struggles with deciphering if he feels romantic or platonic attraction for someone which gets him mixed up in all sorts of stressful situationships.

despite his complicated love life, reo's love languages are gift giving and quality time.

he actually had a crush on nagi for awhile but his best friend never requited his feelings. it was painful at first but reo got over nagi eventually, but he hasn't had a genuine crush on anyone else since then.

also reo and chigiri have kissed once... or twice, and they refuse to talk about it. he also flirts with chigiri's older sister frequently just to piss him off.

reo adores playing with his friend's hair (heavy on chigiri.) if he just so happens to be sitting behind any of his friends his hands will always find their way into that persons hair.

sometimes he'll just brush his fingers through it or he'll style it, either way he enjoys playing hair salon when he's bored.

chigiri's hair is reo's favorite to play with obviously because of how long and soft it is. he constantly has his hands in his hair and chigiri has admitted he really enjoys it and it calms him down which motivates reo to do it more often.

reo doesn't play with nagi's hair as much. one, because it's not as long and two, because he gets lazily griped at by nagi for distracting him while gaming. whenever he isn't gaming though and they are laying down to rest, reo's hands in his hair actually help him fall asleep a whole lot faster.

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x : CHANGE YOUR MIND ! :*+ﾟ

in which: it's 2 am and itoshi sae is outside your door, hoping for a second chance.

warnings: 1.2k words, angst to fluff with hurt/comfort, happy ending, exes to lovers, not at all realistic but it's itoshi sae ok and we're delusional, ooc!sae

a/n: second second chance romance fic for sae LOL he's just too easy to write for when it comes to exes to lovers. idk why the banner is so low quality but enjoy!

you wonder where itoshi sae finds the nerve. after breaking up with you six months ago ‘for the sake of his career’, you never thought sae would have the gall to show up at your apartment, let alone at 2am, rudely disrupting your sleep.

yet, here he is. a soccer prodigy and superstar in the flesh, standing under the harsh lighting of your apartment hallway that always casts an ugly glow on everyone except sae.

“what are you doing here?” you ask, gripping the door handle a little tighter.

“i just got off the plane,” he answers, evading your question. 

“i know. i can see your suitcases.”

he doesn’t say anything more after that. before the breakup, you were able to read the untouchable itoshi sae, translating his stiff silences into words he could never say but wholeheartedly mean, breaking through his ego to then understand the messages of his heart. he only hopes that you can interpret the one he’s brought to you right now.

“can i come in?” asks the athlete, his question shy and lacking the usual demand that sits in his tone.

still, you furrow your eyebrows and stand your ground. “why on earth would i let you in?”

softness is a weapon that itoshi sae owns. he knows that with his typical hardened exterior the best way he can get through people sometimes is with pliability. even you have fallen for it.

he frowns, “because i’m tired and i want to sleep.”

“don’t you have your own five star hotel that your manager booked for you?” 

“can i just come in?”

the nerve. “itoshi, please leave.”

“i will, i will, but will you hear me out first?”

“what could you possibly have to say that you didn’t befo-”

“-i love you.”

the world stills.

the air around you becomes delicate and you’re too scared to breathe in fear of disrupting the silence, but it feels like the floor beneath you just crumbled and you’re falling through the debris. you’re falling and the only thing you can do is search for sae in the chaos. 

but you don’t hold on to him. no, not this time.

“that’s not fair, that’s not fair at all, sae, you can’t-” a sob tears your words apart, “-you can’t break my heart then come back six months later to tell me that you apparently love me, do you know how hard it was for me to just- ugh!”

in a fit of exasperation, you leave your post at the door and retreat back into your apartment. sae quietly slips through the crack you left open, closing the door with a soft click and you don’t even have the energy to chase him out. he even left his suitcases outside- not that anyone would take them at 4 in the morning. 

“you left me so abruptly and carelessly. we were together for almost a year, sae, yet you threw me aside, called me a burden and moved on with a snap of your fingers! was it easy? moving on like that?” 

instead of flinching at your yelling, sae simply stands at the entrance and accepts it, letting your words prick his skin and sink into him as if would make up for the pain you’ve been bathing in. 

“do you know what that did to me?” your voice is quiet now, turned down a few notches. 

he knows. he knows that you’ve been trying to get over it and not let the breakup impact your life too much, despite what he did. you’ve been going out with friends, treating yourself to everything you deserve, and finding a peace that he’s proud of you for. but sae also knows about the many nights you’ve spent crying and being sensitive to loving again, he hears about all of it from rin who lectured him when he first broke up with you and most likely, will lecture him again when he hears about sae’s unplanned visit.

sae was stupid and naive, but you were the first person he ever loved, and the world is colourless without your splash of influence. 

sae knows he shouldn’t be here existing in your space after everything, however, the instant he stepped off the plane, the first thing his heart wanted was to see one of the few things he loves about japan, you. 

“-so, please, just leave me alone and don’t come back,” you request.

the last thing sae is good at is following instructions, especially ones he doesn’t like.

“but, i love you,” he tries again. you fall to the couch with a defeated sigh, his persistence impaling your heart. 

“stop it.”

somehow, he’s now standing beside you. “do you still love me too?”

“sae-”

“-if you don’t love me anymore i’ll leave.”

with your head in your hands, you lie to him, “i don’t want you to stay either way.”

“another chance, i’ll make it right, i’ll fix it with my life, y/n, just please say you love me too.” 

“you’ll hurt me again.”

“i won’t,” he falls down onto the couch beside you, enveloping you with his frame. “i’ll be good and you can kill me if i’m not.”

you laugh. it’s dry and reserved, but you’re laughing and he begins rocking you side to side. “i don’t want to kill you.”

“rin will, then.”

you take your face out of your hands, looking at him properly for the first time since he arrived. “i-i don’t know, sae. you’ll leave again when you decide that you don’t want me.”

he doesn’t know how to tell you that whilst abroad, all he could think about was you. that during the mundane chores, the tedious trips to and from training, and all the times that he had won a match, he was thinking about you. 

he thought about you in the music he played whilst cleaning, he thought about taking you to a restaurant he saw whilst on the way, and his thoughts about you are loudest when he has a medal around his neck yet all he wants to know is whether or not you’re watching.

but you’re not beside him singing along whilst he was mopping his floors, you weren’t there in his car pointing out every fun detail you saw, and he didn’t even know if you wanted anything to do with soccer after what him. 

everytime, the yearning for you would grow, to the point that it lead him here when he should have gone to the hotel to wash up and sleep off the tiring trip instead.

but sitting here now and looking at your tear-stained face, he knows he’ll always prefer you- he’ll always find and choose you, so long as you let him. 

“give me another chance,” and i’ll show you that i’ll never leave again.

“fine,” you surrender after a moment of silence and sae feels like he could jump to the moon. “but we take things slow-”

“-i love you,” he repeats, grabbing your face and pushing you down on the couch, peppering an endless stream of kisses on your skin. sae’s outburst of affection and happiness is uncharacteristic but contagious. “i love you, i love you, i love you.”

between each declaration is sae kissing a new part of your face, showering your cheeks, forehead, nose- everywhere with unbridled adoration that he has been keeping locked up for too long. you’re real between his hands, you’re real in his hold, you’re real beneath him, and he doesn’t want this dream to end. his kisses feel like healing promises and you melt right into them. 

“i get it!” you giggle out, hands on his shoulders as to wrestle him off. “you don’t need to keep telling me, and promise me that we’re going to take it slow-”

a cold tear slides down your cheek, silencing your giggles. it’s not you who’s crying though, so you hug sae a little tighter.

something tells you that this second chance won’t backfire.

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write fanfic that three people in the world will read, because those three people are going to be fucking pleased that it exists

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twitter limiting the amount of tweets you get to read per day is ridiculous but if tiktok limited the amount of videos people got to see per day it would be the biggest win for mental health since ssris

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i was so happy for see my boys growing up so well. cuz they've been working for a long time, and i'm very proud of them.

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i'll move here, for a while

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UP10TION 3rd DEBUT ANNIVERSARY💛🎉

#3YearsWithUP10TION💛

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Hey, wassup?

Aku baru aja namatin salah satu spin off dari AU Weishin yang judulnya The Parent Trap, judul spin offnya Wedding. Keren banget. Feelnya dapet banget karena penulisnya nulis pake kata-kata santai yang biasa lo denger sehari-hari. Jadi, ibaratnya, pas baca AU itu, lo kayak lagi liat langsung adegannya.

Keren, kan?

Banget, lah! Gila aja.

Aku mau cerita dari The Parent Trap nya dulu. Nah, belum tau kan ya WEISHIN itu sebutan buat ngeship Jinhyuk sama Wooseok yang dulu pernah sama-sama ikut Produce X 101, terus pernah satu boygroup juga di UP10TION. Tapi sekarang Jinhyuk mutusin buat solo career. Gila, deh. Aku gak tau mereka sebelumnya. Tapi, karakter yang dibuat sama penulis AU ini bener-bener keren banget sampe bikin aku mikir, cocok banget3x kalo dibayangin mereka kayak gitu di real life. Ahahaha, I mean, penulisnya berhasil gitu bawa pembaca buat terhanyut sama ceritanya, and it is a good thing, right? Asal gak sampe latah nyangkut pautin kehidupan asli idolnya sama AU. Apa yang ada di AU, stay aja di AU.

Sebenernya, banyak yang udah bilang, lo seenggaknya harus baca AU Weishin sekali seumur hidup karena saking bagusnya. Aku dulu gak langsung baca, sih, cuma di bookmark aja dulu. Dan, ya, AU The Parent Trap yang pertama aku bookmark. Terus, yang pertama aku baca juga karena penasaran banget makin banyak yang nyaranin.

And then, gila, mereka gak main-main! I mean, orang-orang yang bilang lo harus baca AU Weishin sekali seumur hidup. Plis, keren banget. Cantik banget mau nangis.

Dari judulnya, foto-foto buat penunjang ngegambarin AU-nya, dan alur serta karakter yang dibangun, all is perfect. Penulisnya se-detail itu buat aku pribadi. Dia mastiin pembacanya bisa ngerasain apa yang karakternya lagi rasain. Dan emang bener, kalau mereka lagi sedih, seneng, kecewa, serius deh nyesek, bahagia, pengin nangisnya juga ikut kerasa.

Jadi, The Parent Trap ini intinya nyeritain tentang Wooseok sama Jinhyuk yang udah cerai selama 5 tahun. Mereka punya dua anak yang diadopsi, namanya Yohan (kakak) sama Jinwoo (adek). Nah, Yohan ikut sama Wooseok, sementara Jinwoo ikut sama Jinhyuk. Pas banget, Yohan sama Jinwoo yang udah 5 tahun gak ketemu, terus ketemu lagi malah bikin rencana buat ngembaliin semuanya kayak semula. Alias, ngusahain biar Jinhyuk sama Wooseok rujuk lagi, dan mereka bisa bareng-bareng lagi. Dari situlah ceritanya dimulai. Wkwkwk, ngakak banget, terus nyesek juga.

Serius, ini sebenarnya ceritanya ringan. Konfliknya gak terlalu berat. Tapi emang gimana ya, maybe justru karena itu, ceritanya jadi relate sama kehidupan sehari-hari. Ditambah, penulisnya juga jago banget pake mainin kata-kata yang bikin pembacanya kleyengan saking bagus dan kerennya.

Gitu, deh. Bagus.

Terus, buat yang spin offnya yang judulnya Wedding, itu nyeritain Wooseok sama Jinhyuk pas sebelum nikah. Sama. Keren juga. Nangis juga, huhu.

Plis, baca aja. Gak akan nyesel. Penulisnya @.dulcetines di twitter.

Best Regards,

malinotkundang

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