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some kaz to get me out of an art block

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“everybody loves jem carstairs, he’s impossible to dislike” i say into the mic

nobody boos. everybody cheers, will and tessa applauding the loudest because it’s true, james carstairs is universally adored and has no faults.

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snow really convinced himself lucy gray didn't love him (after she wrote a whole song about him and tried to run away with him) and then forty years later told sixteen year old haymitch abernathy that dying in the arena would be dodging a bullet compared to loving a covey girl. top 10 situationships gone horribly wrong

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i finished sotr, i go on twitter for some good fan content and i do get that but at some point it just turns into... ship wars?? are people stupid?? are we not gonna talk about the actual book??

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i’m so appreciative to suzanne for reframing the rebellion from the original trilogy as a “they saw their moment and took it” type situation and showing us that they’ve been trying, over and over, with so many failed attempts, to break the arena and incite a rebellion for decades. in this current political climate never giving up hope is so essential. haymitch wasn’t the first nor the last, and they kept going even when it seemed completely futile, and that’s what counts, and what ultimately saves them all.

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“everybody loves jem carstairs, he’s impossible to dislike” i say into the mic

nobody boos. everybody cheers, will and tessa applauding the loudest because it’s true, james carstairs is universally adored and has no faults.

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"you attract what you fear"

OH NOOOO, NOOO, PLEASE JUST NOT THE WICKED POWERS *falls to knees dramatically* NOOOOOO!!!!! SPARE ME FROM THE TWP RELEASE DATE!!!!! I AM UTTERLY TERRIFIED!!! DEEP, DEEP, DEEP FEAR!!!!! PANICKING, EVEN!!

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no cause i've had the illustrated history of sh & dw (long ass titlw) in my cart for YEARS and i never got it because of the outdated information in it and now there's a new one and everyone's getting it but it was just to expensive and i couldn't justify it but i am very very jealous of everyone receiving these

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when the kickstarter first came out the prices were just too outrageous to me but now i really want... everything...

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watching people online get into anything shadowhunter chronicles is very fun until i open the comments and see everyone spreading the "it was based off a hp fic" guys. no it wasn't. you don't have to believe everything you see in a tweet you know? like i can't believe i'm seeing this shit again omg do none of y'all ever ask for receipts 😭

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being a fan of a normal author who is not Cassandra Clare must be so boring. like you follow their insta where they post the singular commission of their main characters they made as promo for a book that comes out in a month. you hear down the grapevine that they teased a new book at an event so you know to look out for it to preorder. after finishing a trilogy you hope that maybe they will write a short story follow up or have them briefly appear in a future spin off. and then you move on with your life and pick up the next book. it's like a different world.

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when do we think cassandra clare's AND holly black's kickstarter stuff will br available to the general public as in to me who didn't have the money to invest in said kickstarters

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genuinely so sad about dramacool closing, other sites are either full of viruses, behind paywalls or not even accessible were i live :')

the past few days i've been testing out lotsss of other options but they sinply do not have the variety and quality 😞 i think i started using dramacool as my go-to when i was 14? 15? i'm 20 now man 😕

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I went on a full rant on twitter already but I am genuinely devastated with the closing of dramacool and their sibling sites, it was the last place you could find older dramas, it's library of Asian dramas, entertainment programs and movies cannot be compared and them closing equals us losing all those dramas. I'm so heartbroken over it, truly.

Like where will I be able to watch 2000's Autumn in My Heart? 2001's Meteor Garden? Or 2002's Gokusen? The list goes on! Those are shows that, in a way, will be lost forever.

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Kit to Ty

Election day: misery, stress, hair-pulling, at least for Americans (and a lot of other people around the world affected by our politics!) So I thought I'd post a distraction; I hope it helps and doesn't annoy!

A while ago I posted the beginning of a letter from Kit to Ty, created for a Kickstarter backer. Here's the full text:

A letter from Kit to Ty, never sent.

Ty, Ty, Ty.

Your name looks strange written out like that. Like an abbreviation. But Tiberius would be so formal. I never think of you that way. Or, I suppose I should say, I never thought of you that way. Tenses matter in these situations, I guess.

It’s late, past midnight, and I’m sitting on the windowsill in my bedroom at Cirenworth. Jem and Tessa gave me one of the best rooms. Of course they did. It has a view out over the gardens. Sometimes I see the ghost of a dog there, a golden retriever I’m pretty sure, running in and out of the flowerbeds. He seems like a pretty happy ghost. I think about how much you like animals and how much they love you, because of course they do. But it’s too late; this dog passed away a long time ago. You probably couldn’t even see him. It’s too late for a lot of things, now.  

I’m still mad at you, and I don’t feel good about that. Maybe if I could forget, I could forgive. But I can’t forget that night you brought Livvy back. I’ll suddenly remember even when I’m thinking about something else. I’ll be in the middle of helping Tessa in the garden and suddenly I’ll turn around and I’m back in Idris. 

I remember I told you I loved you. I remember I told you I would help you, but not if you raised Livvy from the dead. Not if you did necromancy. But you wanted that more than you wanted me.

And I understand that. I’m not angry about that. Here’s what I’m angry about: when you brought Livvy back, you changed yourself. You made yourself a different person than the one I loved. I don’t know the person you are now. You took yourself away from me. I can’t forgive that. And you made me someone who has to keep a secret I never wanted to keep. I was raised by someone who had so many awful secrets, and when I started my life as a Shadowhunter I wanted to do it openly, and honestly. But now I’m just someone else with secrets I can never tell. Just like my dad.

It makes me angry, so angry. I want to yell at you. I wish you were here so I could yell at you.

Kit

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just accidentally opened this app only to be hit with "twp in 2026" posts like several big honking trucks