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we all are . . we are all crazier than our former selves. a tabula rasa raped by our experiences: several dents here, nicks under our fake skin, marks of saliva from too much scream. we follow crumpled shadows marching in unconscious, cadence weaving madrigals of realities from hell to purgatories. we bathe in leachate and read sediments of depression like braille. we fake-sleep nights of tragedy to fake a morning bliss, and tame tantrums of bears and demons behind our ribs that we question the touchstones of love and veracity. are we worthy of love? are, we, worthy, of, love? are. we. worthy. of. love? echoes of echoes of echoes of strangled scream… . only love that loves these perpetual mortalities in this world of forms is true ❄️ . . #melvinmedes . please do not forget to like my page ❤️ i 💚 shares and comments, it truly makes my literary world go round 😇❄️❤️ #dailypoem #lovepoem #dailypoetry #freeverse #micropoem #writersofinstagrampoetry #instapoems #instapoets #igpoetry #featuredpoem #featuredpoems #poetsociety #poetsdaily #movingon #rmdrake #dontforget #heartpoetry #literaturelover #langleav #rhsin #atticuspoetry #rupikaur #igpoetscommunity #bymepoetry #selfquotes #lifepoems #wordpornoftheday #igpoem #poemsociety https://www.instagram.com/p/Bvfk2-ZD7Zg/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=z41xommfqlm4

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#HandHaiku no. 6 . . was that your voice, love? i almost forgot the sound but heart still reminds ❄️ . . #melvinmedes . . like my page for daily posts like this ❤️ i 💚 comments. write one ⬇️ #haiku #dailyhaiku #literaturelover #micropoem #haikupoem #pinoypride #pinoypoet #langleav #rhsin #atticuspoetry #rupikaur #instapoets #poetsofinstagram #rumi #igpoetsociety #igpoetscommunity #mobilephotograph #bymepoetry #selfquotes #selflovethread #lifepoems #wordpornoftheday #nochedepoemas #poemasdeamor #igpoem #poeme #poemsociety https://www.instagram.com/p/BvdBxm_DYlF/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1xif8o6k16iaj

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no romance in this moon, only a perfect plate of bland affect glaring back at our frustrations. perhaps, when another future comes, in another plane and universe, only then we can really say that all this time there’s only love and never regret. but for now, we are just perplexed by the status quo: marriage of moon’s tangible distance-closeness floating in an open palm anchored to a closed fist ❄️ . . #melvinmedes . feel free to tag and share ❄️ i 💚 comments. drop one below ⬇️ #poemsdaily #prosepoem #igpoetry #igpoets #micropoet #micropoem #micropoetry #rupikaur #langleav #supermoon #myuniverse #heartpoetry #emotivephotography #mobilephotograph #mobilephoto #writersofinstagram #igwriters #rhsin #atticuspoetry #writerscommunity #haiku #nursepoet #prosedaily #rumi #poetsociety #dailyheartpoems #poppoetry #poetrypop #poetsofinstagram (at The Strip Restaurant & Bar) https://www.instagram.com/p/BvX11czj705/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1q1equ85706sz

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the reason . . if only you’ve made me feel it was all worthy to jump off the ship, i would have jumped head first: avant toi. . love is one major thing, but as human beings, in humane relationships, reassurance is another. . you cannot drop me like a hot potato without batting an eyelash ❄️ . . #melvinmedes . feel free to tag and share ❄️ i 💚 comments. write one ⬇️ #poppoetry #lovepoem #lovepoetry #igpoets #igpoetry #instapoet #instapoetry #micropoem #langleav #rhsin #freeverse #poetsofinstagram #poemsofinstagram #rupikaur #tylerknott #atticuspoetry #writerscommunity #rmdrake #writersofinstagrampoetry #selflovequotes #sylviaplath #poemofthenight #philippineliterature #poeticjustice #poetsofindia #instapoemas #instapoetrygram #instapoems (at Georgetown, Guyana) https://www.instagram.com/p/BvVsuVcDRxQ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=kkbterqhvv8k

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#HandHaiku no. 5 . . full moon, tide's rising, still cannot find you. i wail like abandoned wolf ❄ . . #melvinmedes . have you seen the supermoon last night? . feel free to tag and share ❄️ i 💚 to hear from you. comment ⬇️ . #shareahaikutoday #lovepoem #lovepoetry #poetrypop #poemsporn #rupikaur #tylerknott #langleav #dailyshare #writersofinstagrampoetry #langleav #rhsin #poemofthenight #philippineliterature #poeticjustice #poetsofindia #micropoem #haiku #haikupoem #haikuwriters #mayforever #instapoemas #instapoetrygram #instapoems #instapoets #tula #brittle (at Georgetown, Guyana) https://www.instagram.com/p/BvTKSvRjFJ8/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1f2psm32yg7uy

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you were my sun, i created, in my mad universe. how i wish you consumed my existence with your flames before you exploded into a coldest star faraway, sucking everything into another dimension never to be found again ❄️ . . #melvinmedes . p.s. really created that sun in the picture for a dear friend's classroom 😆 . feel free tag and share ❄️ i 💚 comments. drop one below ⬇️ #poemsdaily #prosepoem #igpoetry #igpoets #micropoet #micropoem #micropoetry #rupikaur #langleav #solarsystem #myuniverse #heartpoetry #emotivephotography #mobilephotograph #mobilephoto #writersofinstagram #igwriters #rhsin #atticuspoetry #writerscommunity #haiku #nursepoet #jmstorm #rumi #poetsociety #dailyheartpoems #poppoetry #poetrypop #poetsofinstagram (at Georgetown, Guyana) https://www.instagram.com/p/BvRpdoFjAJG/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=eikrbeq48vup

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we should have talked more . . we should have talked more than let silence kill us both. when our cold backs against each other and our faces against our phones, we should have talked more than let the sound of facebook likes mimic ticking bombs. we were terrorized by silence yet satisfied, burying all the pains and pins assuming we can’t smell those rotting underground. . my love, we should have talked more, more than those throbbing pains and pins we paralyzed in abyss ❄️ . . #melvinmedes . feel free to like, tag, and share ❄️ i 💚 to hear from you. comment ⬇️ #poppoetry #poetrypop #igpoets #igpoetry #instapoet #instapoetry #micropem #langleav #rhsin #freeverse #nursepoet #poetsofinstagram #poemsofinstagram #rupikaur #tylerknott #christopherpointdexter #atticuspoetry #atticus #writerscommunity #rmdrake #artlixirpoetry #greisoncrow #selflovequotes #tula #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealth #rumi #sylviaplath https://www.instagram.com/p/BvNhUXND122/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=xh6vdkfn62yl

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#HandHaiku no. 4 . . you are my disease: an elephant in my chest i hold longingly ❄️ . . #melvinmedes . . like my page for daily posts like this ❤️ #haiku #dailyhaiku #poppoetry #micropoem #pinoypride #pinoypoet #langleav #rhsin #atticuspoetry #rupikaur #instapoets #poetsofinstagram #rumi #igpoetsociety #igpoetscommunity #mobilephotograph #bymepoetry #selfquotes #selflovethread #poetrypop #lifepoems #filipinopride #nursepoet #marupok #wordpornoftheday #tula #workofart https://www.instagram.com/p/BvAcbcnjguV/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1lh3qimhu4rom

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i’m afraid, babe, that the sleeping wine on my tongue might go bad. i’m afraid of my thin lips, as thin as the wine glass. and since my hands are numb, i might choke the glass and shatter it against my will. and you’ll freak out from the screams of a billion pulverized crystals. . will they be embraced by the dusty carpet? ❄️ . . #melvinmedes . . tag someone ❤️ share ❤️ #prosepoem #proems #igpoetry #igpoets #micropoet #micropoem #micropoetry #rupikaur #langleav #heartpoetry #emotivephotography #mobilephotograph #mobilephoto #writersofinstagram #igwriters #rhsin #atticuspoetry #writerscommunity #haiku #nursepoet #michaelfaudet #jmstorm #rumi #poetsociety #dailyheartpoems #poppoetry #poetrypop #poetsofinstagram https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu-POggjbuR/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ptc49hcwyptv

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the day we met . . you looked at me as if you can love all my demons, all my lies, and so i chickened out - i will not love. . but me as i am, and you as you are, i fell in love, and we got caught in this rat-cat game: you fell out of love. you cannot love my demons and so i cried with them ❄️ . . #melvinmedes . feel free to like, tag, comment, and share ❄️❤️ . #igpoets #igpoetry #instapoet #instapoetry #micropem #langleav #rhsin #freeverse #nursepoet #poetsofinstagram #poemsofinstagram #rupikaur #tylerknott #christopherpointdexter #atticuspoetry #atticus #writerscommunity #rmdrake #artlixirpoetry #greisoncrow #selflovequotes #mentalhealthmatters #michaelfaudet #mentalhealth #rumi #sylviaplath #iinerdemons #conqueringdemons https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu7pxxEDu_O/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1nabfnvr7goji

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#HandHaiku no. 3 . . let's hug each other a little more, until all pains and fears erode ❄ . . #melvinmedes #micropoetry #igpoetry #igpoets #poetsofinstagram #instapoetry #rupikaur #rmdrake #herheartpoetry #poetrycommunity #bymepoetry #writerscommunity #writersblock #atticuspoetry #selflovequotes #jmstorm #langleav #poemsporn #nursepoet #dailypoetry #pinoypoets #thingstoneverforget #iloveyougoodbye #marupok #kapitlangbes #pinoypride https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu47QEBDMRu/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=dzm60pvfbdsd

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"In a romantic relationship, love isn't enough. Respect shall be the underground foundation. Constancy, faithfulness, and trust shall be the walls; time and unfailing affection shall be the beautiful wallpaper; and unending reassurance the daily music gracing your world. It requires intentional will, passion, and heartfelt connection only both of you can create and sustain."❄ . . tag your friends! . . #melvinmedes #loveprose #relationshipfeels #heywakeup #constancyinlove #faithfulnessinlove #respectinlove #marupok #pinoypoet #filipinopoet #langleav #nursepoet #atticus #thingstoneverforget #dontforget #movingon #tylerknott #igphoto #igphotographers #paperlessquote #sharingiscaring #mobilephotographyph #writersofinstagram https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu2JXmtj7TE/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1vuej3nrxd6zi

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i’m sorry, my heart . . i’m sorry, my heart, for the countless scars i gave you. . but partly, you know, you are at fault, too – giving yourself too easily, constantly, eyes tightly shut to glaring realities. . if only you can contain your love or choose whom to love carefully, or if only you can slightly fake it, there will be less scars. . unfortunately, we both know that is not our reality ❄️ . . #melvinmedes #lovepoem #lovepoetry #pinoypoet #filipinopoet #nursepoet #dailypoem #dailypoetry #freeverse #poetsofinstagram #emotivepoem #micropoem #writersofinstagrampoetry #instapoems #instapoets #igpoetry #featuredpoem #featuredpoems #lifepoems #lifepoem #poetsociety #dailyhaiku #shareahaikutoday #poetsdaily #thingstoneverforget #movingon #rmdrake #dontforget #heartpoetry https://www.instagram.com/p/Buz47USDytY/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=13e1cpuev4ano

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#HandHaiku no. 2 . . the moon's glittering holding its magical breath waiting to meet you ❄ . . #melvinmedes #lendahand #thankyounext #shareahaikutoday #lovepoem #lovepoetry #poetrypop #rupikaur#nursepoet #tylerknott #dailyshare #dailyhaiku #writersofinstagrampoetry#micropoem #haikuwritersofig #haikuwriters #mayforever #wehdnga #lovesoftasaneasychair #salbakuta https://www.instagram.com/p/Buxinq9B5Vu/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=li2f5x3dqjpf

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“If only we could go back to watching movies together, me embracing you from behind, my neck’s strained trying to peek on the laptop screen, I would lovingly do so. But I cannot. Unless you tell me so.” ❄️ . . #melvinmedes #inspiration #sadpoetry #sadquotes #sadquote #freeverse #prose #langleav #emotivephotography #igphoto #igphotographers #poetsdaily #mobilephotographyph #movingon #dontforget #heartpoetry #netflixandchill #dramamovie #writersofinstagram #prosewriters #prosewritersofig https://www.instagram.com/p/BuxE6Wgh7r9/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=auv3gvzkb5ct

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a letter to my anxiety . . i cannot love you - an angry wave in my mental sea. you rip my shores, dissolve my castles, engulf everything in your belly. . when will you let me love in peace? ❄️ . . #melvinmedes #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealth #shareapoem #poppoems #rupikaur #poppoetry #tylerknott #poetrypop #nursepoet #writersofinstagrampoetry #micropoem #pinoypoet #filipinopoet #freeverse #dailypoetry #dailyqoutes #dailyquote #anxietyhelp #panicattack #brokenheartquotes ~ my heart goes to those who lost a love life because of mental illness 💔 https://www.instagram.com/p/ButGMBGBGhc/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=12rme672cftb2

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#HandHaiku no. 1 . . we cannot unlove; my soul always finding yours - oneness in absence ❄ . . #melvinmedes #poppoem #langleav #poppoetry #rupikaur #tylerknott #poetrypop #nursepoet #writersofinstagrampoetry #micropoem #pinoypoet (at Georgetown, Guyana) https://www.instagram.com/p/BusHgshBpYQ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1eteudf20r9sz