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I want to scream, I want to run.

To rip my flesh, away from bone.

Fuck all the rest, Just leave me alone...

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Send asks!!!

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Some trans guy tips from your dad

Don’t try that mascara/arm hair shit. I’ve been passing for more than a year with short, blond arm hair. It’s not an important secondary sex characteristic.

Board shorts (without pockets in the front) do wonders to minimize the width of your hips. Always choose board shorts over swim trunks. Choose them over cargo shorts if it’s appropriate.

Speak from your chest, never from your head.

The goal of binding should not be an entirely flat chest; you should bind for your body type.

GC2b makes the best binders out there, and their products are designed specifically for trans men/transmasculine people.

It might seem useless if you’re pre-T, but working out can be a big help for dysphoria.

Eyebrows are really important to passing pre-testosterone. Muss that shit up. Make them look unkempt.

When you ask for a haircut, make sure the edges in the back are squared, not rounded.

If you have peach fuzz, I would advise shaving it. Cis guys shed theirs when they go through puberty. Shaving can also help with facial hair dysphoria.

Don’t ever buy a binder from Amazon. They run in strange sizes (I was an XXL even though I’m a M in GC2b) and take weeks/months to come. It’s also difficult to breathe in them after a few hours.

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I discovered the universe of Final fantasy during my elementary school years. Around 2006. It was a revelation for me, I started to build fantastic dreams, my imagination became immense and I could no longer live without my music to daydream. The first man I met was Cloud, then Noctis a little later. I fell in love with these two characters for their beauty, their character. I have identified myself enormously with them, dark, lonely characters. I also loved Balthier. Final fantasy will forever remain in my heart. It’s my childhood, it’s my adolescence, it’s the construction of my identity. These are golden memories, precious memories.

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Smokin a blunt with the neighbors broski

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i think as a schizo person i should have a shirt that says “[voices whispering incoherently]”

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Instagram

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outfits that say im cute but there is something wrong with me

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TFW you have both and you constantly have to question if your relationships are abusive or not.

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“ur so quiet” thanks i do not want to talk to you

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This Pride, don’t forget about us

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GOOD THINGS ARE COMING

GOOD THINGS ARE HAPPENING

BETTER THINGS ARE COMING

BETTER THINGS ARE HAPPENING

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My PIN number to this day is my second grade best friends birthday. There are people I don’t talk to anymore whose families are still in my prayers. There are shirts I wear to bed from exes of 8 years ago who are married now with kids. And I haven’t found a macaroni salad recipe better than my college boyfriend’s moms’. Our lives are made up of so many people and when people become parts of our lives, some parts remain long after they leave. And in the same exact way, it’s comforting to know there are so many lives you’re still a part of that you have no idea about.

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Why do other blogs always get asks and I got diddly dick???

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I'm so fucking lazy, but bruh, why!?!? Do I have to piss at the most inconvenient time's. It be before I board the bus n shit I gotta pee, right when I choose to lay down I gotta pee, when I left to go and didn't piss before leaving and then I gots to pee. Fuck the BLADDER!!!

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*drinks some water* oooh yeah baby…..health goth … *washes hands* ooooooohhh yeah it’s cleancore …