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Niggas so lame they need to sub on some shit that doesn't require their opnion or feelings. If you feel like I have a woe, it is me mindset about my mental health..who tf cares.You also have a victim mindset, but you are a narcissist, so thats going to take longer to see. You won't hear me talk about, or ever feel safe enough to discuss my mental health agains. Quite litterly fuck this man. I hope his mental takes a fucking DIVE before his lil trip in August. Hope he has a sucky ass time

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As I sit here in this bed and contemplate the last 3 days I realize what a disservice I have done to myself. I can not make this mistake again. Why do I keep company that does not want me around. The self flagging will be stopped today.

Leave tonight.

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He's a 5"8 dekalb County nigga. Find yourself some damn peace. You are a mother fucking fairy. A princess. A goddess in human spirit. Leave Rat shit where it belongs.

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Also. Block his insta or stop looking. That's not and has never been your person and you look internally crazy. Plzzzzz have self respect and discipline to love yourself more than the mere crumbs ge gives you.

That niggas Twitter just annoys you. STOP LOOKING AT IT...OMG.

It's giving you like making yourself miserable, and that's not cute. At all

STAND UP

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That niggas Twitter just annoys you. STOP LOOKING AT IT...OMG.

It's giving you like making yourself miserable, and that's not cute. At all

STAND UP

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Me when I am fully healed from that nigga.

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It's mind my business or see what happens to my mental health if I don't awareness week.

For my own sanity. For my own discipline. I need to stoppppppppp. Cause what is the point if it's not filling me up?

Craving someone who will always leave me empty and hungry. Starving. I like to torture myself because I am in the end a masochist when it comes to my emotions. Looking at things I know I can't have. I should not want and do not need in this lifetime.

What's the definition of insanity folks

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I don't write to much about him anymore. Not because I don't feel it almost every day. I do. And I cry, I feel what I feel in those moments every day and I fucking cry. and then I move on. Because there is nothing else for me to do. Nothing else for me to say. If someone were to find this blog and another one they would see I have said it all. From how much I love and loathe him. But I have to move on. I can't grow in love if there isn't any in the space I occupy with him.

I want to hate him. Truly. But I can't. So I must/will move on. The journey of not hating myself is a much longer one than trying to hate him... and I wasted past potential in myself, trying to stay in his world.

In his obrit.

He thought he was wasting time with you. 《Wasting》. Remember that the next time he crosses your mind.

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“There’s really no shortcut to forgetting someone. You just have to endure missing them everyday until you don’t anymore.”

— Unknown

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This is how I need my mind to be about him. Accept the fact I will always have a soft spot or think about my time with him in positive light. But never reach for him again. He brings me no comfort, no security, no love. He had stated he does not wish to be around me. There is nothing left for me to go back to. No matter how hurt or whatever I feel I must not look back this time.

Only forward.

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Oh...oh.

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Rent may be expensive, but peace is priceless

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