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...........thinking about how Louis forced himself to sit and stare at his brother's corpse until his vision went blurry but then during one of his final arguments with Claudia she tells him: "Don’t you look away from me! I am sick at heart with your looking away." like damn Anne Rice finds new ways to fuck me up with dramatic parallels every single night because the thing about Paul was that even though Louis felt in some way responsible for his death, Paul died young and Louis intentionally framed it as this youthful martyr who was taken too soon so there's something Pure and Simple to the tragedy whereas with Claudia, Louis is so fucking sick at the idea that he might have actively played a part in the slow corruption of this woman he still perceives as a young child, like by the time they have some of their final arguments in Paris there is so much resentment between them. at this point Louis has pretty much made up his mind that he's going to go be with Armand and idk there's just something so fucking tragic about Louis being so unwilling to even look at his own daughter and face the very real consequences of his actions

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i have a half marathon next week and i am very undertrained and i know im not going to pr and it's wrecking my confidence. haven't ran in like, three weeks so...it's gonna be ugly. like i'll cross the finish line but but it isn't going to be pretty. also i'm supposed to start my period the day before which is super fun and also great. and bc of the period issue i'll have to wear leggings i usually don't wear for longer runs and im just like...i know nobodys dying and it isn't a big deal but ive been hyping this race for months now and it's all just going to flop, i fear.

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Schiaparelli | Spring/Summer 2024 Couture

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Commission for @effyrosemary (Julien Mayfair and Lasher) A gift from @effyrosemary to @deaddovehasbeeneaten :)

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i do hate that the frequency of boring relatable protagonists has caused many readers to become affronted when met with a protagonist with like different values and interesting flaws. like ok be mad at that literary device like it's a real person. i am eating them though

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Kiss

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Marius "no YOU'RE having a manic episode" de romanus

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Zendaya at the 2024 Met Gala (May 6, 2024)

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CHALLENGERS (2024) dir. Luca Guadagnino

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because they all love and hate each other to varying degrees like patrick loves tennis and tashi and art but art the most and art loves tennis and patrick but he loves tashi the most and tashi loves tennis the most but none of them can have the thing they want most so they use one another to get closer to it and in the aftermath end up resenting each other for what could have been

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"can you behave" yes, if I wanted to, but this is so much funnier

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Ur wish is my command @kittenbradensgf , tvc characters as screenshots I found on Pinterest but they r all Armand. literally just Armand to me lmfao. This turned into a mf armand collage 😭 mood board for when ur armand. I’m sorry this is so long I like him

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crying to phoebe bridgers and calling it 'research' is my favorite part about being an actor

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someone said we had more fun in childhood because we didnt have any past memories to linger on and it has stuck with me ever since

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“omg you’re so creative. how do you get your ideas” i hallucinate a single scene in the taco bell drive thru and then spend 13 months trying to write it

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please please please please reblog if you’re a writer and have at some point felt like your writing is getting worse. I need to know if I’m the only one who’s struggling with these thoughts