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mutigeseele replied to your post: mutigeseele replied to your post: mutigeseele...

{ Oh, well, that is a different history then. Haha. }

Ya. uv u 

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mutigeseele replied to your post: mutigeseele replied to your post: I honestly...

{ I understand, but what I’m trying to say is you can’t complain about people forgetting you if you’re not even around. }

I ain't complaining though, I was just stating that it makes me happy when people remember me and say hey when I come back. By forgetting I don't really mean just forgetting me as a blog, but me as a friend. When I was in the SPN fandom, I gained so many friends, but when I left and tried to keep in contact with them, they blocked and removed me ???? So yeah. I don't complain about the fact that some people might forget me and unfollow and so on, I totally understand that, but when people just remove me like that it does kind of leave me confused and kind of irritated. 

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mutigeseele replied to your post: I honestly wanna cry when people actually remember...

{ It kinda happens when you got stuck with other fandom and dissapear like nothing. But it’s nice to know you’re back. }

[ Sits on. ] I tended to check this blog every now and then and I have been watching the new episodes of SnK whenever they came out, but at the same time my haru and rin muses got so strong, I couldn't gain the muse for levi, but it seems like he's slowly coming back. I mean-- I can't really promise anything. ; A;

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進撃詰め合わせ+通販のお知らせ | ハルチカ [pixiv]

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I honestly wanna cry when people actually remember me and still talk to me here. I'm so used to friends I get in fandoms to leave me asap when I kind of lose interest in things (not that I lost interest in SnK, Free! just managed to pass it and I already have a Haru and Rin blog and school so i did have a big problem), so coming back here to find precious people makes me very happy.

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Anyone got the thing where I talked about me doing a cover of Guren No Yumiya? Well, here ya go babes. As an apology for not being active here enough. (sORRY ABOUT THE DELAY AND YEAH I AM SO SORRY IT'S VERY POORLY DONE)

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CRIES LOUDLY I just wanna go home

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the world may never know

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>> Open

     ✘||【ℂ】 » Shit. The Corporal had been holding back himself from halting during the return, but as soon as he was finally no longer in sight of the villagers, his foot gave up under him and he leaned to the side, groaning softly in pain before he supported himself to the wall. His leg really fucking hurt, and he knew that showing off and walking on it anyways would only worsen it, so he had decided to just halt around like this then, even though it looked stupid. 

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I finally got to watch episode 22 and I've been crying for a while now--

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Shingeki no Feels  this week heeee~~=,=;;

Damn that episode…it got me..*sobbing*

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I AM SO SORRY IF I MISSED ANY REPLIES I REALLY AM BUT REMEMBER I GET UP AT 5 FUCKING AM TOMORROW SO PLEASE 

PLEASE

LEAVE ME A LINK IF I HAVENT REPLIED TO OUR THREAD. I KNOW I MISSED SOME. BECAUSE MY ACTIVITY PAGE IS TOO MESSED UP FOR ME TO FIND EVERY SINGLE ONE, I EVEN STARTED SEARCHING IN ANOTHER WAY BUT ITS 10PM AND I REALLY NEED TO SLEEP SO

YEAH

I MIGHT BE ON AGAIN TOMORROW WELL HAVE TO SEE ABOUT MY MUSE

FOR NOW

GOODNIGHT

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    ✘||【ℂ】 » Even though the comfort he got from the other one wasn't the best one, he still managed to feel better from it. First of all -- this was his counterpart he was being comforted by. A person he never thought would even take the time for something like this. It was weird indeed how Rivaille was thinking about the other one. They had the same looks, the same attitude towards most things, and yet -- here he felt like it was a completely different person.

     The thoughts did circle for a while inside of the raven's head, the pain pounding beneath red and destroyed skin being ignored as much as possible -- though it was a hard job to do. The silence around him was going to break him, and luckily the other one spoke just in time for Rivaille to stand back on the ground on his own feet, blinking a little to snap out completely from his thoughts.

     The tears had never stopped falling, Rivaille had just simply forgotten about them during his thoughts, and he watched as his weapon was carelessly thrown away just like that, before he finally started to realize how incredibly tired he felt.

     He didn't know what it came from, or what the feeling he felt was, but it had to be some kind of mix of dizziness and weakness from the deep wounds currently bleeding, and he barely managed to catch what Levi said as he closed his eyes.

     He didn't say much, not at all, because he didn't see what there was to say. He was dizzy, and soon enough he was going to give up, his body trembling and legs fighting with all the power possible, only to fail miserably as the Corporal's body finally gave in and his body fell to the floor.

     The quick move ha caused him to feel even more pain, more dizzy, and his eyes remained closed as he groaned silently.

                                    He could just.. Take a nap.. Right?

    As much of an asshole as Levi could be, he wasn’t about to hit someone whilst they were down. Human life was something to be treasured (and even as he thought about all the sacrifices that had to be made—) and making a situation like this worse wasn’t going to be on his to-do list any time soon. Considering he had found himself reluctantly caring for the other, he didn’t want to be the cause of anything unsavoury.     The captain was reminded of another when Rivaille flinched, and it caused him to sigh a little. He didn’t pull away, but the fact that he was feeling terrible just worsened a little bit. Feeling this way wasn’t new, but that didn’t mean he liked it any more than he usually did. Either way, they were hugging and everything seemed to be moving in a more healing direction and Levi wondered how long it was going to last for.     Almost unconsciously, the hand that rested on the back of the other’s head began to move a little, petting lightly as though it would help. Honestly, he didn’t know if it would, but allowing his hand to go through those motions felt better than letting it stay stationary as it was, laying on the back of a broken man’s head.     Even though it took a moment, as soon as the knife was solely in Levi’s grip, he span it so he had the handle and chucked it to the other side of the room. Later he would take it away and make sure that Rivaille had no idea where it was – away from this room – but for now he couldn’t afford to leave. Not whilst he had someone leaning on him and allowing him this close, despite it all.

    “Thank you,” he said quietly, relief evident in his tone. For a moment, his eyes slide closed and he takes a breather from the warring emotions inside of himself and the ones that he can see on Rivaille’s face. God, he had no idea what to do now— he wasn’t used to this kind of situation.     Although it feels like hours – maybe even days – seconds later Levi was speaking again, and he said, “We need to get you cleaned up.” But even when, he doesn’t make any move to detach himself and leave the other without anyone to hold on to and thus without comfort. There was too much blood, though, and he would have to eventually.

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    ✘||【ℂ】 » He wasn't worried -- not at all. He just started to make plans in his head how to avoid this. It was one death out of many in one week, so if they wouldn't be able to find him, he'd be fine in a matter of days. However, what did worry him was the fact that Eren would have to stick around for longer than one night, and he watched as the younger one wandered off to the bedroom.

     He himself -- he got stuck watching the television until the news had finished, and he ended up finding something else. Rivaille barely got any sleep after all, so it wasn't like he was going to get any now either. A sigh escaped his lips as he went to check on Eren a few hours later, finding the brunet sleeping peacefully. Poor boy. The raven walked over to him and tucked him in properly before he sat down in his favorite chair in the bedroom, reading silently in his book with his legs crossed.

Closed || Gangsters in New York

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     ✘||【ℂ】 » Was that.. Was that fear he saw? Rivaille always seemed to get surprised nowadays by the monsters. Usually they would keep fighting until they'd be dead, but this one seemed to have chosen to try and escape, and the surprise caught Rivaille of guard, causing him to suddenly lose track of where he was going so he almost crashed in a house, his leg landing quickly on the wall. The movement had been too sudden, and a loud groan escaped him as he felt pain shooting up his now twisted leg. Great. The Corporal immediately headed for somewhere more safe, a few houses away from the titan where he watched and observed carefully to see what the other would do.. His leg was held up sightly from the ground so he wouldn't damage it any more.

3 Are Being Hunted

Titan’s eyes were barely able to follow the human’s quick movement, and in the time it took him to turn his head, the fighting human was now somewhere near his hand. Another buzzing sound from that strange metal weapon and now the human was flying somewhere else. Titan hated being confused like this, now becoming a bit irritated. It moved back, now wanting to get away from the short being. Seeing it come towards him once more, it took yet another step back. Away. It wanted to get away from this fighter before it had a chance to kill him.

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     ✘||【ℂ】 » Rivaille nodded as he managed to get an answer from the other one, and he turned and placed his not finished cup on the counter before he went to the cupboard once again and stood up on his toes to reach one. They seemed to be way too high up for him, so with a small and embarrassing jump, the Corporal finally managed to get one, hooking two fingers around the handle so it didn't fall.

     Then he filled it with hot water, and gestured for the taller one to come over to him as he pointed to the various choices of taste he could take. ❝There's lots of choices here, but the basics are lemon, orange and Earl Grey..❞ He pointed to the bags while saying the name. Other tastes were usually tested out sometime later after getting used to the bitter taste tea would give sometimes.

     ❝Just find what you'd like to try out and dip the bag in the water. I can probably tell ya when it's about ready depending on how bitter you want it to be.❞ He preferred it to have some taste, so he had chosen to go with bitter. 

♐ ;; It caught him by slight surprise when the raven-head suddenly turned, and Eren immediately shifted his weight from one foot to another, bringing all to both of his feet. And it was when the words of the Corporal rang in his head. Shoot, his move was automatic, instinctive.

He looked down for a second on his feet, before returning to his original relaxed position. Or what seemed to be. And when he spoke, Eren quickly gazed at him, as curiosity suddenly washed in his eyes.

Want some of…tea? What does that even taste like. Sure he drank a lot of liquids in his whole lifetime, except those which can make him out of focus, but… it wouldn’t hurt to just… have a taste, would it? Whatever it was.

"May I?" The brunet asked politely as his eyes landed on the other sets of tea cups. It’d be an honour to have one.