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halooo

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TAKE ONE TAKE ONE TAKE ONE TAKE ONE NOW

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A tweet made only a minute after Adam breached the school. The shooting lasted from 9:35-9:40.

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What does eight year old Adam Lanza wants more than anything else?

9-13-2000

What I Want More Then [sic] Anything Else

I want a farm more then anything else. I have a hunger for taking care of animals and planting. I wan [sic] a farm because it will make the animals happy. The plants would be happy and I will be happy. My Mom knows I want a farm. So she let me buy 10 plants and let me have a garden and bought me a cow thing I can stick into the soil. My mom also bought me pots so I could plant them on the porch. Right now I fell [sic] like I own a farm right now.

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Footage of Adam's car at an unknown location.

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Adam's room

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Something about Lanzas motivations for Sandy Hook i dont see talked about often:

In one of his Cultural Philistine videos Lanza mentions that despite being pro suicide, he doesn't have the discipline to kill himself, and would need to get himself into a situation with "intolerable consequences" to get over his will to live, which he likens to an addiction.

From pages 16-17 here: "Th-there’s, I, I can think of two ways that you can choose to overcome an addiction. The first is that you can have the self-discipline to recognize that you need to overcome your addiction, and [...] continue to persist in overcoming it, you’ll, that desire will eventually disappear. And I … I don’t have that discipline.

There’s one other way you can choose to overcome an addiction and that is to allow your addiction to get you into some cir-circumstances such that continuing the addiction would have more, would have much more intolerable consequences than ending the addiction would have. [...] I think that’s the position that I need to be in to overcome [addiction to life]"

Undoubtably, Sandy Hook created those intolerable consequences.

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Lanza's strange dreams

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Police believe Lanza may have brooded while alone in the basement of the family home, where he had a computer and where his mother kept her collection of guns and vented his anger on her return. Schoolmates of the killer revealed that he could dismantle and reassemble a computer in minutes but could barely hold a conversation. In high school, Lanza used to shrink against the walls of the hallways when classmates passed because he disliked being touched. He wore the same blue shirt and khaki trousers to school every day and once gave a presentation to his class entirely by computer, never uttering a word. Others said the introverted loner liked violent video games and had an online page dedicated to Satan. Lt Paul Vance, of Connecticut Police, warned a full picture of Lanza would take weeks, if not months, to complete. The killer’s computer has been taken to a specialist FBI lab. Experts are confident they will be able to uncover electronic clues despite damage to the machine. Expert Tony Fish said: “The digital footprint is not erased because the hard drive goes.” Mr Fish added that while Lanza did not have a Facebook or Twitter account, he likely had an email address with a provider such as Google or Yahoo. He added: “It means they have a copy of that data as well and because they have a copy of that data, it’s available to be searched and indexed and recovered. So the data is there. “Having snippets of information can put you on a good enough lead allowing you to unlock things.”

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“He was wearing all black and a bulletproof vest”

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black honda civic roped off,

believed to belong to the shooter.

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The shooter killed his parents

He killed his father at their home in NJ, then went to the school in CT where his mother worked. She was a kindergarten teacher at Sandy Hook. He walked directly into her classroom and opened fire. His mother is confirmed dead.

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At Newtown High School, Adam Lanza had trouble relating to fellow students and teachers, but that was only part of his problem. He seemed not to feel physical or emotional pain in the same way as classmates.

Richard Novia, the school district’s head of security until 2008, who also served as adviser for the school technology club, said Lanza clearly “had some disabilities.” “If that boy would’ve burned himself, he would not have known it or felt it physically,” Novia told The Associated Press in a phone interview. “It was my job to pay close attention to that.”

Novia was responsible for monitoring students as they used soldering tools and other potentially dangerous electrical equipment.

He recalled meeting with school guidance counselors, administrators and with the boy’s mother, Nancy Lanza, to understand his problems and find ways to ensure his safety. But there were others crises only a mother could solve.

“He would have an episode, and she’d have to return or come to the high school and deal with it,” Novia said, describing how the young man would sometimes withdraw completely “from whatever he was supposed to be doing,” whether it was sitting in class or reading a book. Adam Lanza “could take flight, which I think was the big issue, and it wasn’t a rebellious or defiant thing,” Novia said. “It was withdrawal.

Back in their teenage years, Adam and his older brother, Ryan, were both members of the tech club, which offered students a chance to work on computers, videotape school events and produce public-access broadcasts. It was popular among socially awkward students. But Adam, while clearly smart, had problems that went beyond an adolescent lack of social skills, Novia said. “You had yourself a very scared young boy, who was very nervous around people he could trust or he refused to speak with,” Novia said.

The club provided a setting for students to build lasting friendships. But while other members were acquainted with Adam, none was close to him. “Have you found his best friend? Have you found a friend?” Novia asked. “You’re not going to. He was a loner.” Adam was not physically bullied, although he may have been teased, Novia said.

The club gave the boy a place where he could be more at ease and indulge his interest in computers. His anxieties appeared to ease somewhat, but they never disappeared. When people approached him in the hallways, he would press himself against the wall or walk in a different direction, clutching tight to his black case. “The behavior would be more like an 8-year-old who refuses to give up his teddy bear,” Novia said. “What you knew with Adam is it was a possession. It was not a possession to be put at risk.” Even so, Novia said, his primary concern was that Adam might become a target for abuse by his fellow students, not that he might become a threat.

“Somewhere along in the last four years, there were significant changes that led to what has happened,” Novia said. “I could never have foreseen him doing that.”

Olivia DeVivo, a student at the University of Connecticut, was in Adam Lanza’s 10th grade English class. “He was very different and very shy and didn’t make an effort to interact with anybody,” she said. DeVivo said Lanza always carried a briefcase and wore his shirts buttoned up to the top button. She said he seemed bright but never really participated in class.

“Now looking back, it’s kind of like ‘OK, he had all these signs,’ but you can’t say every shy person would do something like this.”

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I miss the good times.

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I miss the good times.

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Adam Lanza inside and outside house