mered1h
mered1h
polaroid poetry.
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Hi, there! I'm Meredith (he/they) a young(15), trans/queer poet from Pittsburgh. I've alwayshad a love for poetry, so I come here to pour out all those thoughts to people like you- who get it! I focus on trans/queer/poc/mental health awareness through poetry. I say all the things that we have a hard time saying outloud. But, in downtime, I spend my time reading books and playing video games, all while cuddling with my dog, Quincy. So, if you are anything like me, take a seat here and write some poetry with me, I promise I'll bring tea.
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mered1h · 2 years ago
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PLZ THIS IS SO CUTE
He has places to be
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mered1h · 2 years ago
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me destroying myself on a daily basis bc why not
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this is amazing
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“Memento Mori” book with skull carved in the thickness of old books
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mered1h · 2 years ago
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this is just my opinion but I think instead of shaming children for struggling with addiction those anti-vaping commercials should just be sharing information on how you can quit. ya know like, actually helping young people quit vaping instead of telling them why they need to quit vaping. everyone knows it’s bad for them and they should quit but they’re also literally addicted to it. and don’t know how to stop.
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mered1h · 2 years ago
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LMFAOOO
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mered1h · 2 years ago
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how safe are weed vapes compared to like regular vapes? I've recently heard vapes are like horrible for you cus you're just smoking a shit ton of chemicals but does that depends on what's being smoked?....since you said the weed is just being heated up is there less chemical intake overall or just less combustion byproduct like you said before (sorry if this makes like no sense I'm not familiar with this stuff at all or how it works lol but I also had a really bad experience with edibles and have bad lungs so I just wanted to know a bit more)
Hey sorry for responding so late I had gotten most of this post done after you first sent it but I ran out of energy and got too perfectionistic. Anyways here it is:
Excellent question! The first formal modern e-liquid vape was only released in 2003, though various attempts had been made earlier, which means we are still researching the long-term effects they have on health. When the average person says "vape", they almost exclusively mean "e-liquid vape".
Currently, what we can see about e-liquid vapes: They're not very good. They do reduce some smoking risks (no tar) but introduce other risks, and have a reputation of being safer and a potential smoking cessation aid while a reality of unregulated and poorly sourced ingredients which can cause acute and lasting lung damage.
Dry herb vaping, which is what I recommend, is much more straightforward, but only recently popularized and thus still needing more research.
At the risk of being a square: Any time you intentionally inhale something other than air, you're introducing more risk than if you simply never smoked or vaped anything. But like don't let that stop you, we take on risk all the time, that's what harm reduction's all about babey
Dry Vapes are Not Vapes
A vape or e-cigarette is a device that heats and vaporizes a liquid carrier with a suspension of the psychoactive chemical, either nicotine or THC. These are what people think of when they think of vapes, and these are generally the most problematic for having untested and unregulated chemicals while being touted as healthier.
A dry vape/dry herb vaporizer is the method I recommend, which heats the plant material (or concentrate like wax--I haven't done this myself personally) and evaporates the cannabinoids and terpenes without combustion. It's basically like baking your weed in a tiny oven.
This method was popularized most recently in 1993 with Eagle Bill's Shake and Vape, though apparently the principle of boiling vapor has existed since ancient times.
General Smoking Health Risks
Tobacco and weed both produce "tar" when burned--a catch-all for a variety of chemicals, many of which are carcinogenic, produced during combustion. The tar isn't made from the THC or the nicotine, but from the plant matter itself and its additives. If you burn plant matter and inhale the smoke, you inhale a certain number of toxic and carcinogenic chemicals.
There is some conflict on if smoking weed causes cancer. It certainly doesn't carry the same correlation as tobacco, but the reasons are unknown. We don't have long-term studies verifying a connection between the two. Very preliminary lab tests suggest that THC and CBD have antitumor effects, but it'll be a while before we can figure out the deal. There is still risk!!!
Regardless, the deposition of tar in lungs is an irritant and increases risks of things like bronchitis. For someone with asthma or weak lungs, smoking of any kind causes problems.
E-Cigarettes, or e-liquid vapes
E-cigarettes were manufactured to counter tobacco cigs starting in 2003. An e-cig heats a liquid with a suspension of nicotine, atomizing it into droplets of vapor that are then inhaled.
The liquid is usually propylene glycol or glycerol with other additives like flavorants. It seems like propylene glycol and glycerol have been safe for ingestion as a food additive, but being atomized in an inhaled form is pretty new and the effects aren't well-known.
The major issue is that we don't have a standardized and proven-effective vape juice formula. E-liquid is poorly regulated and many samples contain entirely unidentified substances.
This is the major cause for concern.
THC vape liquids have similar issues, including being cut with Vitamin E acetate, which was correlated with a string of vaping-related lung disease, though not fully confirmed to be the culprit.
Hopefully this delineates why vaping, as in e-liquid vaping, is problematic, and why dry vape is comparatively safer.
Why dry herb vape?
The boiling of the material introduces fewer (but not 0) unknown or undesired chemicals into the airstream. You're primarily getting the cannabinoids.
On a user experience level: It's quite weed-efficient, the weed tastes better w/o the smoke, it produces less smell, the vapor is less harsh on the lungs (you can and will still cough if you inhale too much tho), not much less portable than a joint
You can get a bong adapter and get megahigh still (I do have a bong but I don't like getting that fucked up)
Some vapes can heat concentrates, wax, etc. for potent highs (I haven't done this. But you can. Research yourself)
The already vaped bud (AVB) can be saved and reused for edibles, extracts, and concentrates; it's gonna be stripped of a lot of the psychoactives already, but not all of them--obvs be mindful of dosing here
Downsides: You do have to recharge battery vapes and get over the learning curve of batteryless (I'm pretty shit at using mine). You also have to clean your equipment every once in a while which is nbd for me who likes cleaning but yknow it does require upkeep. Easier than cleaning a bong tho
So, could you dry vape tobacco?
You can, but you probably shouldn't. Nicotine itself is highly physically and psychologically addictive and classified as toxic, and while it isn't considered carcinogenic, it is potentially a tumor promoter.
Pretty much everyone I know who's on nic tells me they don't like it, they wish they could quit, and they would never want me or anyone else to start.
Last, some Dry Herb Vaporizer Tips
Controlling the temperature allows you to control which cannabinoids are released to a certain extent.
Hot vapor can still irritate your lungs. Keeping a relatively low temperature (Guides indicate the best range) and having a long enough vapor path that the vapor can cool will help you have a smoother inhale.
Do not use a vaporizer with cheap elements. Plastic near the heating element will cause by-products.
Contaminants and pesticides can be inhaled, source your material appropriately
Overheating can still cause combustion. You will smell, taste, and see smoke if this happens.
All the physical and psychological risks of weed are present--Take it easy, know your limits, don't vape or smoke when you're in an unstable state, etc.
Thanks for reading, I hope this helps you make informed decisions and potentially find a way of intaking weed that suits your needs :) If you have any more Qs I'll try to answer (IN FEWER WORDS)
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mered1h · 2 years ago
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reblog this plz
a little animation of a city and a poem y'all seemed to like :)
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mered1h · 2 years ago
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rich bitches still sinking away down there
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mered1h · 2 years ago
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so wholesome
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mered1h · 2 years ago
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yum
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mered1h · 2 years ago
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dont tell me you dont cry and then start pretending ur in a music video
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mered1h · 2 years ago
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LMFAO
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mered1h · 2 years ago
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I cant take this shit serious
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What Can We Understand About Vaping?
www.vapespring.com
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mered1h · 2 years ago
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wtf is happening
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mered1h · 2 years ago
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Five months sober tomorrow.
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mered1h · 2 years ago
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If someone is suicidal or uses drugs, your criticism should not be directed at them. It should be directed at the people who traumatized them.
Drug users and suicidal people are not stupid, crazy, criminal, selfish, or any other dehumanizing thing you want to say about them. They're traumatized. The only solution is to create a society that's less traumatizing.
Everyone who is suicidal or uses drugs already knows that it's "not the solution". They've heard that many times. You're not making some amazing revelation by telling them that. If you want to help them, show them that you understand their pain.
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mered1h · 2 years ago
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hey! if you like my work, you should really join my mailing list! i have some super exciting news coming soon, and i'd love for you to be the first cool kids to hear about it!
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