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“LET ME FEEL

LET ME FEEL

LET ME FEEL

LET ME FEEL WITHOUT HAVING TO BEAR THE WEIGHT OF SHAME

LET ME FEEL FOR JUST TONIGHT

FOR IF ONLY TONIGHT I HAVE HAD ALLOWED THE TEARS TO OVERFLOW MY EYES WITHOUT THE OVERBEARING STINGING OF TEARS BURNING MY IRISES

LET ME FEEL

LET ME FEEL

OH GOD JUST LET ME FEEL”

she screamed into the the great abyss knowing there will be no response.

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Original photo of a rose which i used in my previous post.

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I am not able to make a good first impression, because a moment is not enough for me,

- because there is too much inside of me.

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(from "the breathing")

shadows waving in layers

beneath the blue lights

were blackened

and the silence

with a deafening symphony

was frozen

only the breathing

breaks the ice of silence

like a cry of a bird

glimmering deeply and unstably

in this huge world

I am left alone

I am left alone.

the cold silence

the desolate darkness

the breathing piercing the air

in that suffocating swell

I am left alone

I am left alone.

sinking is

not a bad thing

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“Be weird. Be random. Be who you are. Because you never know who would love the person you hide.”

— C.S. Lewis

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“One of the most expensive things you could ever do is pay attention to the wrong people.”

— Dr. Henry Cloud

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My photo from a oceanarium

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I am in pieces.

- But they are advantages in being in pieces - you're not taking and pulling everything you have (eg. in critical situations) all at once.

- You choosing some pieces you want to use and you can protect your best.

Disadvantage - your best is too shattered to be used.

- But if you'll find a way to revive it - It will be stronger than before.

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Once I had a luck while making photos of pigeons:

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I am tired of being an "artist" - I don't wan't to be it only for myself - not anymore.