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God, about Creation:

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Pro tip: mens ties can make nice head bands if you have long enough hair to hide the bottoms

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Discovering pants that arent jeans and are appropriate for wearing in public was a massive game changer for my pain levels. My cargo pants are wonderful. And I have now discovered yoga pants. The ones with the pretty patterns. Or at least I think these are yoga pants. They're flare legged.

I need 30.

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genuinely can’t stress enough if you’re in high school rn and anyone is telling you that’s the best time of your life they are lying. it gets better. hs is arguably the worst. if you can survive that you can survive anything. despite the horrors i know i’m always posting about i swear life is so much better as an adult

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Maturing is realizing how normal and okay it is to want to have cute clothes and that you dont need to try to avoid getting attention via expiramenting with your style and just stick to jeans tshirts and hoodies. The only judgmental middle schooler eyes on you are your little sisters & she hypes you up over your style bc....you've developed the same taste

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Started sending in applications & yesterday my car failed me my first time actually going out solo. Finished shopping and it wouldnt start. Literally it was such a simply easy fix. The mechanic didnt even offically charge me anything for it. He worked on it literally after hours in the dark and had it ready this morning.

Now that I have my license I am actively on the job hunt. Which is terrifying. Because working in-person jobs of any kind are a risk of flare up. And if I flare up to badly...I can't work.

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Now that I have my license I am actively on the job hunt. Which is terrifying. Because working in-person jobs of any kind are a risk of flare up. And if I flare up to badly...I can't work.

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Special thank you to everyone who mass reblogged this :)

Ive got my driver's test on Monday everyone if I can get a quick little prayer that I pass 🙏🙏 it's really important that I can do it asap

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I passed my driver's test, first try!!! I'm officially licensed!!!

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I want you all to imagine with me, if you will, what I witnessed today.

McDonalds parking lot. teenage boy. giant polished white ford Tundra. windows down. blasting. I mean BLASTING. Beethoven's moonlight sonata. boy demolishing burger.

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All my Minecraft worlds are missing 🙃🙃

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Sleeping did not help much

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I dont normally make prayer requests on tumblr

But my friend is having a really hard time right now and I'm at the point where I'm putting his name on the prayer roll so I might as well do this too

About a month ago his muscles basically lost all strength to the point where he can't really walk and his strength is shot. (Legitimately didn't have the strength to open a water bottle) The doctors don't know what's wrong yet. I'm really scared for him

So yeah. Please pray for him.

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“when you find the right person you’ll change your mind about having kids” WRONG 👎❌ the right person doesn’t want kids either

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Could you please draw Varian from Tangled the Series as an adult? So between 20 and 30

I would have a few ideas for details if that's okay

Maybe you could draw him a bit more muscular, not overly beefy like his dad but maybe with a bit broader shoulders and thicker arms

He might also nice with longer hair, a bit over shoulder length

Also, could you give him facial hair? I've seen him a lot with a goatee, but I think a full beard might look nice on him

Maybe you could draw him with a beard with blue streaks like in his hair?

As for clothes, how about a long, heavy black coat, maybe giving him some wizard vibes?

Would that be alright with you?

Here's your wizard then

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People need to understand this about autism:

Its morally neutral.

It's not a good or bad thing. It just exists. You have it, it's whatever. You might like some of it, you might hate some of it, you might like all of it or none of it. But it doesn't make you a good or bad person.

Understanding this helps avoid aspie supremacy as well as demonization of autism, I think. If I'm wrong, please politely correct me.

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Man I was feeling good today and now I just feel sore and exhausted. Like yes okay I know its late but Im meaning like four hours ago also. I mean its not full body and my legs aren't feeling exhausted so Im thankful for that but these hot flashes 😩 and the utter exhaustion & just general muscle pain. How did I wear myself out?? All I've done is practice parallel parking. That is literally it. I even took a nap. I feel like I had a rigorous workout. My lungs are tired. Like my fingers are fine right now so I can type but my lungs are literally to tired to breath?? Obviously I can't STOP breathing. It would be nice to be able to let them rest for more than 10 seconds without it adding a different kind of strain though. Talking was tiring me out earlier. Talking.