merlinenilrem
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satisfaction's the name, experiments in revival are my gamethings you should know: i'm merlin (like the wizard, but cooler) | they/it are my auxilliary pronouns and i'll also take any neopronouns | this blog belongs to a conscientious objectorask me about the fog and i'll ask you about the fog
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#god i wish that were me (? in reverse perhaps?)#fogposting#let me give this one up to the forum they'll probably know a better meme
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my dream job is to go Missing
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got my hopes up for nothing
#merlin.txt#fogposting#nothing but normal clouds here! man when am i going to get some clouds that are#hm. can i say that on this website
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there's a bird app named after me?
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what the hell is an awesome for another day
#merlin.txt#i think i simultaneously do and don't want to know but the absurdity is currently making my head spin
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yeah no sorry i'm going to disappear. yeah it's gonna be an all day forever thing sorry. yeah no there's a big fog i'm running towards. it's going to swallow me whole. sorry.
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alright guys if i were to change my icon which one should it be to. ignore the different sizes & stuff i'm just asking about the style
#i feel like back on the forums people wouldn't give a shit if i talked about my icon but here there's. some kind of culture to it#honestly i don't know what i'm looking at most of the time on this website#merlin.txt#[yes this is still ms paint. no this is not an actual brush. i'm doing tricksy things]#[i realize people like nick & alder do not Exactly have ways to directly interact with this post#eh. askbox. and main blogs are always allowed.]
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we're having the debate over in forumtown on whether or not there's any something In the fog and i've decide to place myself on team yes, because asking questions keeps itself up most easily when you have something/one to have your questions bounce off of, yeah? and when i said someone that started a whole other thread about visiting the fog alongside another person & stuff like that but anyway. some people, i fear, will or already are getting out very silly concrete theories as to what would be In there. and while i hate being the bearer of bad news to the forum guys & so i'm not telling them this, none of us are probably ever ending up there and so i don't think we need to care about "beasts" or "structures" in the fog.
#we tend to agree that making up our mind on any qualities of the fog is a fruitless endeavor#though we have fun with it sometimes#i think i could name multiple members of the forum who also spend time working at the scp foundation thing.#merlin.txt
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hey folks today i am going to organize my notebooks. by which i mean i think i'll put sticky notes on them so i know what their contents are
#i must be honest the thing i look back on my notebooks for the most is#bringing up some specific idea i had with the forum guys#that's the part you get to hear & they don't.#like normally i finish a notebook and then i'm simply done with it. don't need to think about what's in them anymore#merlin.txt#i'm putting sticky notes on as ''tables of contents'' (lol) because well#usually the first/last pages are already taken up. not always but sometimes. so i have to do it like this
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tumblr in the 70s ppl would be saying shit like “dodging absolute draft“
#i would hope that in the 70s i'd have better things to do with my life than be on tumblr but simultaneously yes this would be me#this is practically me right now
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apparently when i say my name when leaving a voicemail and the person’s phone does that automatic transcription thing it gets put down as “marlin.” never felt so weird about my name before in my life
#where's that one post. blocked by a transguy named after a fish. well it would be a funnier reference if i were a transguy#or had anybody blocked. wait i do have people blocked#gosh. there's a reason i don't put those thoughts in the main body of the post right?#merlin.txt
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man i have got to stop Relatable Depression-posting so much. i've been rereading one of my old notebooks & it's weird but nice
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would it have even been, like, worth it to go to college for real. on any level
#i'm not going to say i feel like my life is over. not on this blog. and not when i'm as young as i am#i'm allowed to wonder though. i'm also allowed to cope#merlin.txt
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darling you would not believe how well that matches up with my two established middle names. merlin apotheosis apocrypha apocalypsis last initial that also starts with a. what’s better than this
is anybody around here transgender and/or in the business of making names for people because i am in the mood to have myself a third middle name that starts with the letter a i just need help coming up with one
#am i being too forward in calling you darling should i just say your name#alder#whoof i told you i wasn't sure how interaction would go on the tumblr blogging website#merlin.txt#[this could continue if we let it]#alder. allllder. good a name there#good-a name~ haha i am not italian
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is anybody around here transgender and/or in the business of making names for people because i am in the mood to have myself a third middle name that starts with the letter a i just need help coming up with one
#merlin.txt#i think this is the first time i have actually acted as though this blog reaches an audience#wonder what it'll get me. tumblr is still very different from forums in my eyes
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i miswrote my name + last initial together as merlina just now and you know what. that is a nice name. i’m not even that far into the business of choosing names but if i were that would be one i’d choose
#yeah#i'd use it if it weren't literally just what i said there#merlin.txt#technically merlina is my first name + my middle initial or my first name + my other middle initial as well#yeah. like i said i'm not that into the business of choosing names. gave myself 2 middle names that start with the same letter as my surname#actually.
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