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From 2017 til now it's been like this for me but I'm trying to change, be less awkward

idk what introvert needs to hear this but please check yourself when ur saying stuf like “staying in your room all weekend by yourself watching netflix is much better than going out and being social” because speaking from experience it’s very easy to confuse being introverted and isolating yourself to cope with anxiety and depression please reach out to your friends and make an effort to live your life and say yes to things, there’s no harm in enjoying your own company but please try to avoid shutting yourself away because you’ve convinced yourself that you’re better alone it’s seriously a recipe for loneliness and will really fuck with your self worth

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Lol man this is a memory right here. You know back in 2014. I did a music project with a group of friends. Actually recorded all of our songs in a 2 month time span I'll post more as it becomes available but, this song here. It really was long days and late nights in the studio. Adderall kept a nigga up to be able to record and knock out songs but that come down was real. I was 24 then and like I said (I'm the 2nd verse btw)I had no job, no money, but I would wake my ass up at 8am. Go job hunting then hit the studio by 2pm. This project we didnt know anything about audio, mixing or mastering. We were just happy to be able to complete something but damn Here we are 4 years later and I'm pumping out written like...every 3 to 4 months lol. Had to get my priorities straight. But yo...more music is coming soon as we all can plan it out. Enjoy it #circa2014 #longdayslatenites #vegasmagik #bullythegame

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Trying Something New

Got one, I might as well use it right? Riiiight. Basically what my goal is or what I'm going to try and do is update this weekly with what goes on in my life. As well as share experiences that I've been through and hope that somebody out there can relate and maybe possibly help someone else. I'm treating this as my journal a journal that's on display with nothing to hide. The good, the bad, the oh no, to the oh fuck no's, even to the damn bro...that's fucked up. So...if you could ever so kindly give me your boarding passes and hop on the train. We gon take us a lil ride. And I guess since we're gonna get to know each other...my name is Brandon...nice to meet all of you. God that felt great. Be seeing you guys soon.

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Hope to work with these guys one day

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Opening line is normally how I greet people lol