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I become super miserable when I think about going back to work. #1 cause of my unhappiness right now; rent and family situations following in a close 2nd and 3rd

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Switched at birth 01x07

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I now know what it feels like to have 2 jobs. Worked most of last night for the 2nd one and didn't finish the first one....I'm still so exhausted :/

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Reblog if you’d watch a show or movie with an asexual protagonist

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They stand like actors on a stage considering each other. Knowing what they are about to do and choosing to begin which is by extension, the audience watching them. Tim Schafer is a god dam fucking genius.

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Lol

Better titles for HIMYM:

How I Met My Consolation Prize

How We Destroyed 9 Seasons Worth of Character Development

How Your Mom is Basically Another Girl That I Banged

How I Got Over Robin — Oh, Just Kidding

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Is anyone else reading agents of realm??

WoC Magical Girl Webcomic - Agents of the Realm

I’m not sure if you guys have heard but @froontherun has created a WoC Magical Girl webcomic called Agents of the Realm. It’s amazing (and the first Agent just did her first transformation)! It will feature magical girls across the race spectrum (and includes mixed magical girls as well). So, we should definitely support it, and I’m looking forward to the new page posted every week!

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For real!

R.I.P to all the friendships where we acted like lovers at some point, and now we barely talk.

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Bwahaha I literally thought that was a cardboard cut out of some white woman!

bruh

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I still hate my job! yay....

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Bonus chapter: Wait! I'm 1/106th Native American

White Tears: A Novel

Chapter One: What if I created a hate blog against the Blacks? Would that still be racist?

Chapter Two: We Are All One Race: The Human Race

Chapter Three: Racism Does Not Matter Unless You Call A White Person a “Cracker” or “Honky”

Chapter Four: You’re Racist By Calling Me A Racist

Chapter Five: Reverse Racism Exists 

Chapter Six: POCs Need To Get Over Racism! Now, The Irish had terrible times….

Chapter Seven: Would MLK Be Proud Of You?

Chapter Eight: Slavery Ended 300 Years Ago!

Chapter Nine: Fighting Fire With Fire Won’t Do Anything

Chapter Ten: Appreciating The Culture Is Wearing The Culture

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WHY THE FUCK ISN’T THIS ALL OVER TUMBLR

THIS IS A KICKSTARTER FOR THE LAST BIT OF FUNDING FOR A SHOW ABOUT TRANSGENDER PEOPLE, WRITTEN & ACTED BY ACTUAL TRANS PEOPLE

THEY STILL HAVE $39,000 TO GO ATM BUT IF WE GET THIS FUNDED CAN YOU FUCKING IMAGINE

IT WOULD BE LIKE A SHOUT OUT TO THE WORLD LIKE “HELLO YES WE’RE QUEER AND WE’RE HERE AND WE WANT TO SEE OURSELVES IN MEDIA”

CMON GUYS

CMON

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yuchunyang replied to your post “I was trying to work today…then it just got to that point where I said...”

Merrrrrlyn

Lol. Hey Jonnnnnthan!!

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I was trying to work today...then it just got to that point where I said "FUCK IT!" when I thought about how much my boss doesn't appreciate me

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After watching that video of E Rodger, I realized that I am afraid of my brother. I realized it today after he yelled, grabbed and hit our dog just because he didn't like the toothpaste we gave him. To some that may seem like just a bit of anger but if you heard the way he said it, saw him grab him....I was scared. I couldn't say anything.

This is not the first time he has been angry, yelled or thrown fits but it is the first time I am putting into words what all these actions caused me to feel: fear. I cower in fear when he slams a door, when he takes out his anger on me or when tells me that I am wrong. I've talked to my sister and mom about my fear but their response is to leave him alone.

I was starting to think that my brother was bipolar. That his random snaps were more than random and happened way to fast but after this, I have to wonder if he feels entitled and if misogyny has gotten a hold of my brothers clenched fist and will one day direct it toward me....I don't know.

I am scared. I feel responsible, whether I should or shouldn't I feel responsible....I helped raise him....I did something wrong, we all did something wrong. I am scared that one day he will hurt me, my mom or his future partner.

I am scared that I will find someone just like him and never be able to leave. That they will instill fear in me that may never go away. I am afraid of him and I am afraid of men and masculinity.

He reminds me of my sister's ex-girlfriend who was bipolar and for 5 years, fought with my sister; she mentally and physically abused her. The power dynamics of her masculinity made her the authority in the relationship and sometimes in our house. I would hide in my room and cry when they had arguments..

I can't stop crying. My brother used to be the one I'd tell everything to even if he didn't understand and now I can't even talk to him about taking out the trash without the fear that he will be angry about having to do it.

I am afraid he will catch me writing this. I am afraid he will read this. I am afraid he will yell at me about it. I am afraid it will ruin our relationship. I am afraid he will never learn. I am afraid that I will never be able to stand up to him. I am afraid that whatever I do will set him off. I am afraid of his anger. I am afraid of my younger brother. He makes me afraid to even fall in love because I may see his reflection in my future partner. I am afraid of masculinity. I am afraid that the person I love will destroy more lives than bring laughter and love into them.

I am afraid of my brother and today I realized it. It is terrifying.

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DO NOT SCROLL PASS. THIS IS YOUR DAUGHTER, YOUR SISTER, YOUR FRIEND. PLEASE HELP TO BRING #relisha #rudd BACK HOME SAFE AND SOUND.

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Sometimes I shouldn't share my thought process with people. They find ways to use my thoughts against me when I haven't finished processing. I've decided to pretend my stuffed animals can hear me and share all my thoughts with them.

Hope they don't come alive and tell everyone though!