meshiinuma

[meshiinuma]

hey guysssss ,,,,,, *crickets

OKAY . i will try 2 write something . TRY . and also i think if i talk abt any of my wips i immediately lose interest in them . somehow . so i will say NOTHING . ZIP . NADA abt my next one

hopefully i can publish it soon lolololol

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btw guys. i watched transformers one in theaters TWICEEEEE n i had a very berry intense hyperfixation on it back in 2021 ,,,,,,, ill work on some jjk stuff i have planned out BUT . there will b some giant robot work coming soon heehee

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Hello, I hope you and your family are well. Can you please help me with your generous donation or recycle this post on my account? 🌺 And help save my family from the war in Gaza?

Your donation, even a small amount, means hope, creates a smile and makes a real difference in the lives of others. Be part of this smile 🙏 Thank you

https://gofund.me/124fd3c9

heres the link to the gofundme! please share!!

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"Dear kind-hearted people, ❤️🙏 In light of the difficult circumstances we are facing in Gaza, 🇵🇸🍉 I launched a campaign to collect donations for 👨‍👩‍👧‍👦 my family and children in need. 🥺 Every donation, no matter how small, makes a difference in our lives. Let's unite and work together to bring hope to those who deserve it. Share and be a voice for mercy."❤️‍🩹❤😭

Help me share the pinned post on my account ... or donate for the little ones

Campaign link

🍉🍉

https://gofund.me/79676057🤍🍉🍉🍉

😭❤🤍 With my sincere thanks and gratitude, Amina Yasser

here's the link to the gofundme !

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in the word document . straigt up Writing it. and by "it" lets just say. ha ha. |

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On being an older fangirl

I was probably 10 years old when I first conceived of what was, looking back, fanfiction. Me and my best friend would lie in bed together on sleepovers and I'd make up stories about what happened after the end of our favorite book, "The Westing Game." She'd ask me for more stories, and I'd tell her more, inventing them as I went along. "Then what?" she'd say.

I was 14 when I went to my first convention. I had discovered Star Trek: The Next Generation. It was 1987, and my youth pastor was a huge Trekkie. He took me to a one-day crappy Creation con, but it was amazing to me. I met Nichelle Nichols. My dad showed me the Trek movies. He and I watched TNG together.

When I went to college in 1991, my dad used to videotape TNG episodes onto VHS tapes and mail them to me, so I could keep watching (I didn't have TV in my dorm room).

By the time I was a senior, we had Trek watching parties in the dorm lounge, where the TV had cable. Star Trek: Voyager had started up, and I wrote a column about it for the college newspaper. I joined a mailing list about it, with people in it that I still know today.

I got my first computer that could go online in 1995. I was on newsgroups. I discovered Doctor Who. I went to Trek conventions where we still passed around fanzines containing fic and art and smutty K/S fan creations.

Then it was Harry Potter. Then there were websites. Then there was Geocities, where we could all make our own little spots. We organized them into webrings. We talked on newsgroups and mailing lists. There were fanfic archives. Then there was fanfiction.net.

Then...there was LiveJournal. And we could interact in entirely new ways. We could form communities, and debate things, and fight over canon, and get into ship wars. On LiveJournal, I met my best friend of 22 years. I was in her wedding. She's my sister of the heart (which is what she calls me).

Then there was Tumblr. And Twitter. And now there's Discord. But it's all the same.

I am the same.

I am still that little girl who made up fanfiction in her head to entertain her best friend. I am still the one who was amazed to find communities on the internet - which was so new, so raw, so uncommodified - where others like me could meet. I found there people to meet in real life.

I am still that twentysomething going to her first major convention, being told that someone loved my fic, being asked about my writing process.

I am still that thirtysomething watching something I wrote blow up. Seeing friends from other fandoms find me in new ones, finding them there, too. Forgetting which fandom I know someone from, because I've known them for twenty years.

I still know some of the people who created those early websites, those mailing lists, those archives. I still meet people in new fandoms who say "Oh, I read your fic in [fandom] fifteen years ago!" There's no feeling quite like having someone remember something you wrote for that long. Or meeting someone whose fic meant a lot to YOU, or who you talked with on rec.arts.drwho.creative in 1997.

Aging in fandom is a gift. Being middle-aged in fandom is a joy. Having people who still read what I write and ask "Then what?" is a blessing.

It breaks my heart that so many people see it as something to be ashamed of, when it is one of my life's greatest gifts.

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Hi everyone

My name smeer

I have 3 sons one of thim in Cairo now he studies medicine

Inshallah he will be a doctor

Now I can't send money for him to complete his study

I live in north of gaza I don't need anything expect support my son

He maked campaign for him please help him for his study and his living 🙏

Thank you for everything ❤️

https://gofund.me/db622b3a

i hope your son can complete his studies!

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I’m so happy I got this shot earlier holy shit

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uh something something heatstroke photoshoot

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she hates them (shes also a liar)

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Illustrations from Marcel Schwob’s Vies Imaginaires by Georges Barbier (1929)

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oki im licherally abt 2 go n write BUT i am going 2 burn some cds rq ,,,,, I WANT MY PHYSICAL PLAYLISTS

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♡ soft [-ing] muse prompts ♡

[ feel free to use & reblog ]

- actions -

♡ { surprising } your muse with a coffee at work when you know they’ve had a hard day

♡ { wrapping } your muse in a warm blanket straight out of the dryer

♡ { putting } your muses glasses on because you know they find it attractive

♡ { holding } your muses face when they’re cold

♡ { kissing } your muse and watching them blush

♡ { making } your muses favorite meal just because

♡ { giving } your muse a hand written letter about how much you adore them

♡ { taking } your muse star gazing

♡ { cleaning } your muses cuts after a hard day at work

♡ { reading } aloud to your muse to get them to sleep

♡ { tucking } your muse into bed when you find them asleep on the couch

♡ { sitting } in comfortable silence with your muse

♡ { dancing } with your muse in the kitchen at night

♡ { baking } your muse a birthday cake to surprise them with

♡ { listening } to your muse ramble about their interests

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اجذب عليكم اذا اگولگم ما احب بغداد. ♥️

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:3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3