messengerlord

[messengerlord]

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[messengerlord]

It’s not because I don’t love them

It’s because of their actions

I kept suffering all my life

I feel so much trapped in hell

want to break free

and run away to a land’s end

I wonder sometimes

if I wasn’t for their son

how different would my life

turn out to be

father who doesn’t

recognise his born son

mother who hates

the child of her birth

what a pain I’m to them

Oh tell what went wrong

tell me the fault in my stars

what is the reason of my suffering

anger has swallowed me

heart has become heavy and cold

love is a word that vanished away

a long time ago

survival has become my only hope

for each day to pass by

sorrow has made me numb

I choose to never be them

I choose to be different

But the fear keeps taunting me

of being their child

what if I turn out to be like them

My only sanctuary

is to change myself for better

to be a man who knows his worth

I failed enough

now even failure can do me no harm

as success and fortune

will be called my name

[messengerlord]

“It’s been said.

“Life “ the most patient teacher.

Presents with experiences & opportunities over & over again.

Teaches to handle , the best of situations .

Sometimes it seems cruel.

Keeps coming back to haunt you down.

When don’t deal with em

For some

An ability to learn from past mistakes.

For others

A painful experience.

But also sets an example.

Of a lesson learned .

[messengerlord]

From the beginning of time .. he had it all setup.. somewhere between love & hate .. laid his loyalty towards his passion . always kept his guard up. a questioning voice raising from within. what is it going inside of that head. wearing masks from time to time. storms screamed . fire roared . ice cracked . he is a master of disguise. Sweet bitterness is his soul. Traitor is his name.

[messengerlord]

Weekends on quarantine times

Weekends never feels alive. There is no excitement like the way it used to be before. Woke up as usual at 12:00 pm IST. Still lying in bed thinking on how to spend my Saturday & Sunday . All I can rely is on watching something interesting on Netflix and order food from a restaurant that is hygienic. Can’t go anywhere outside as it’s raining cats and dogs here in Mumbai. Also have a list of essential grocery that needs to be bought and stored for the next week. Started off listening to music 🎧 to get the energy flowing so I can begin my day. Went for a run in the evening . Finally bought groceries and essentials for a week to pass . It’s night time for some Netflix and dinner 🥘 Watching the fall . Jamie Dornan is exceptional in playing dark shady character. Feeling sleepy 💤 . Good morning it’s Sunday attending mass on zoom . Finally completed all the household chores so that I can meet up with a friend in the evening. Went for a long ride . It is drizzling 🌧. Hot coffee and some fries would make up for this awesome weather. We sit down to chat on work, life and some stupid old days .. finally we parted after some good conversation over snacks . I’m home . Freshened up . My maid came over to do all the cleaning 🧹🧼 and stuff . Had some Chinese for dinner 🥘 .. All preped up to start a new week & that’s how my weekend went by..

[messengerlord]

For some, time passes slowly.

For others , it goes by quickly .

Tik tok tik tok.

Life is counting down on your clock.

Make sure you make memories like if they were occurred yesterday..