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Battle City gets a lot funnier if you headcanon that the reason Kaiba is obsessed with getting the other two God Cards is because Ishizu gave him the only God Card that wasn't a dragon :( :( :(

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Truer words have never been spoken. That series permanently altered my brain chemistry as a young teenager but I can't recommend it to anyone because it does notttttt hold up lol

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who up hating pop psychology

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Well, bestie and I have a little (or not) brainrot over Fugio, so they write banger fanfiction and I draw some illustrations to it

If you love hurt/comfort Fugio, you absolutely need to read this

GO READ IT IT'S SO GOOD!!!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/65425837/chapters/168379138

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I really laughed at this meme, when there is the first fanart of a characters – random portrait, and 10th fanart – renaissance painting with Jesus allegations

Well, I'm not laughing now, that's literally my life😭

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when u Mom com home and make hte spagheti

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“Eww don’t ship them ! They’re just friends/ they hate each other/ they barely have any interaction/they never even met/they’re not from the same series !”

Pussy. Back in my days, we shipped Elsa and Jack Frost to hell and back because they were both ice themed.

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t4t fugio yuri whos with me

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im gonna block everyone and shoot myself in the head

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I think one of the worst symptoms of bpd is the lack of emotional permanence no matter how many good and loving people you have in your life the second you are alone it feels like you were never loved and it was all just a figment of your imagination

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I just want to be important, too.

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yeah alcohol is cool but have you ever been someone's first choice? me neither. pass the bottle.

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every year i reach new lows and wish i killed myself earlier

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bpd mindset:

-deep, quick attachments to a romanticized "what if" persona of someone who doesnt give two flying fucks about you

-always at a war with yourself because you don't actually quite know what your obsession with this person classifies as. all you can say is that its unhealthy, and that you do not care

-constantly feeling as though you will never know who you truly are because youre so used to this performative version of your actions. youre aware of how you act but cant do anything about it

-having an absurd amount of empathy yet letting it go the moment youre remotely upset with someone. after that breakdown you just realize what kind of hatred you just spewed and now you regret every last being of your existence as you bleed into the bathtub

-feeling unloved for the slightest things. that person acquainted with another? they hate you, they dont think youre special, and you should immediately let go of them and never even think twice about returning though youll regret it

-needing validation so bad that youll ignore blatant signs of needing escape. youll block any bad thing about the person just so you can be coddled for once in your life

-never quite really moving on from anything. this relationship/interaction you built with this person is from 10 years ago and youre stuck on it no matter what

-crying to cutting to laughing to whimpering to going to sleep

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I've realized recently that every time I'm asked for socials my response is sorta "oh i don't have twitter" "I'm not on Instagram much" "i uninstalled TikTok a few months ago" and this has led people into believing I'm just someone who doesn't do social media but in reality you can find me in here lets get it on cunts monday through shawty like a melody sunday, 9am to 12am, posting blorbo.

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Cats getting caught doing crimes