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EMERGENCY PLEASE DON'T SCROLL: Help a disabled trans lesbian PoC with no income pay for necessities AND not become homeless as father lost his job

Sorry I know I just hit a goal, but I am now out of my antipsychotics and I need those to live as the side effects when I don't take them are life threatening... ;.; (I also don't have insurance, hence why the price is so high :c)

I also need to buy groceries!!!! Currently dad is keeping us housed with his savings but other than that, it's on me to get food for us and my therapy cat!

Please please find it in your heart to help me!!! I'm so sorry for always asking for help but I have nothing else and my dad is still job hunting... T_T Thank you to whoever reads this far... If you can't help, please reblog and don't tag as anything!! This is also quite urgent;;;

KFI

PPAL

207$/295$

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GUESS WHO'S UPLODIANG THESE TO TENOR..... MEEEE :3 anyways im rly happ

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when drawing requires you to draw

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I love how other stories have a love triangle where the main character has to choose, but Final Fantasy VII is very clear that dating Cloud is at least a two person job. Team lift per OSHA rules

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doing this to f/o right now. you should to. GO DO THIS TO YOUR F/O. NOW. HURRY UP!!! NOOOOOOWW.....

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Tododeku!! :DD

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tododeku

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im so late guh (11:20 pm) heres my shadow gijinka for shadow birthday

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I just finished the Shugo Chara manga! Ok, there's still flaws but man the pacing's better in the manga, the way they rearanged certain events in the anime messed up some stuff... And also the ending is a lot better! (Kairi joined the guardians again yipeeeeee)

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OK I have a hard time telling who does and doesn’t like it so reblog this if you’re a selfshipper who is ok with getting anonymous f/o messages, notes, letters, greetings, etc in your inbox

(and to anyone who likes writing them, you can use this post to find people who enjoy accepting them)

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This post is just yet another example of the weird and inconsistent workings of my feelings where I should feel certain things but don't but just in some cases and it leaves me in a constant state of "???????" when thinking about said subjects :/

What's funny to me about the whole "your favorite characters represent parts of you" or whatever is that that should be true for me, but i don't feel that way?

Like theorically I should relate to my absolute favorite character Cloud Strife FF7 because I too hide myself infront of a fake facade try to act cool but is just bad at talking and might or might nor be autistic, but I don't feel a connection of relatability towards him, just this huge love and adoration (Brief mention of abuse and disfunctional families on next paragraph)

I do however related and connect to Shoto Todoroki BNHA because our dads are shitty and tbh the parallels between all our family members are wild. But in reality our situations are extremely different because Shoto was verbally and physically abused whilst i was the only one free from being abused

I just talked about Cloud being somewhat similar to be yet not having that connect but I do with Jirou BNHA and Amu Shugo Chara who are pretty similar????? So like wtf what counts and what doesn't??

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this is just a bunch of text and barely a comic sorry, but i really wanted to talk about this stuff even if i don't have the energy to properly draw

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it's so funny to me when i see pearl-clutching articles about how "teenagers are diagnosing themselves with mental disorders via tiktok" because like. this is not happening in a vacuum. teenagers are severely and i mean severely medically neglected. i cannot stress this enough. teenagers do not have free access to medical care. those same news outlets would be clowning on women with housewife psychosis in the 1950's.

i sometimes go pale when listening to some of what my friends have gone through in their childhoods and teenagehoods. they talk about it so nonchalantly, things that would be considered straight up torture if done to an adult, can't fathom the effect this has on children. they are on multiple anti-psychotics and several antidepressants and anxiety meds now that they are adults. medical neglect has legally and effectively disabled them. a timely diagnosis and intervention could have saved them.

of course teenagers are self-diagnosing using tiktok. if your knee-jerk reaction is to scoff at the idea and dismiss it as dumb teenager shit instead of being radicalized because the best shot young people have at attaining the mental health support they need is a fucking dancing videos app, you're categorically a political enemy of the youth.

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What is my sister’s fault? Why must this be her life? She doesn’t remember our house. She doesn’t remember her cat who was killed by the bombs. She doesn’t remember feeling warm during the winter. All the good things in her life came and went before her brain could form memories. From her point of view, life has always been this genocide. Gaza has always been destroyed. Home has always been one room with no windows and infested by rodents.

Please help me provide for her. She’s had a high fever for the past few days and the blockade is back. The bombs are starting to drop again. This is going to be so hard and I can’t do this alone.

We are so close to our final goal, please, anything can make a difference even if it’s just sharing!

PLEASE DONATE HERE

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Greetings bugs and worms!

This comic is a little different than what I usually do but I worked real hard on it—Maybe I'll make more infographic stuff in the future this ended up being fun. Hope you learned something new :)

If you are still curious and want to learn more about OCD, you can visit the International OCD Foundation's website. I also recommend this amazing TED ED video "Starving The Monster", which was my first introduction to the disorder and this video by John Green about his own experience with OCD.

The IOCDF's website can also help you find support groups, therapy, and has lots of online guides and resources as well if you or a loved one is struggling with the disorder. It is very comprehensive!

Reblog to teach your followers about OCD

(But also not reblogging doesn't make you evil, silly goose)

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kill the imposter syndrome in your head because not only is there someone out there doing it worse than you, they’re also using chat gpt to do it