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gone too soon. even forever wouldn’t have been long enough ♡

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I feel like ripping my hair out and going home

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MICHAEL JACKSON performs "Dancing Machine" on The Carol Burnett Show in March 1974 (01/∞)

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the most beautiful smile in the world

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Wearing my locket for michael today <333

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I’m not good with words or expressing my feelings the way you did, but there are things that I always wanted to say to you, that have build over the years that I met you & your magic. You have been a constant companion throughout my childhood, my Highschool years, and now as an adult. Many things have changed, including me, but one thing remained the same: my love for you. I will never stop loving you even though I never really knew you. However I feel a closeness to you that I don’t feel with anyone else. You’re my inspiration, my teacher, my friend, and my love. You helped me find that lost little child within myself and learn to love it again. I’ll take you with me everywhere I go, in my mind and in my heart. I feel your pain, your joy and your love everywhere I go and I believe you left a bit of that love at every place you went.

So much has happened ever since you left on a warm sunny day 16 years ago. June doesn’t feel as warm as it used to be and the sky becomes a bit more cloudy than usual. Sometimes it’s hard for me to see through the clouds and life becomes suffocating, but the thought of you helps me to untie the knot in my throat, unclench my jaw and calm my racing thoughts and remind me that there are things worth living for, despite the pain. I wish I could have done the same for you and i wish this world had shown you the unconditional love you so greatly wanted and extended to everyone around you.

To end this I just wanna say that wherever you are, I hope you know that you are loved, so so loved! I know you’re watching over us and I hope you continue to express a hearty laugh with those other angels. Sometimes I imagine that I can hear your laugh faintly in the air…

I will miss you for eternity applehead <3

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I don‘t wanna go to sleep cause tomorrow will approach faster :(

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#michaelcuddles

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I‘m jealous of anyone who got to touch him

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Pudding boy ❤️

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Me when michael:

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<3

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I wish michael & sade had made song together SO BAD

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I would’ve went straight to work in that limo and gave him the best head ever <3

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