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Oh hi, it's me again with my fixation on fashion, style and clothes overall

Duller colors, had no idea how to deal with settings

На данный момент более активна в тг... Things change..

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this push notification caught me off guard 🥸

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And here comes another one,,, Paper and digital, feels like violating every existing rule I've been really into bizarre fashion choices lately... maybe there'll be more

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faceless designs?? // don't ask

// I'm planning to post a little text note with a status update a bit later

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Back then there were only animals and furries...

I haven't been here for a while, huh? So here is a small collection of sketchbook pages from 2023 to compensate for that. No fandom-themed things this time (ignore Asriel), no expectations for any feedback. Making this mostly for myself

It feels nice when the blog becomes some kind of an amateur web portfolio of yours... No, it isn't quite right to put it like that.. It's more of a small personal gallery (but the gallery in question is a chaotic room of an aged up kid).

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been pondering lately if I should do [insert_word]tober AND jjk-themed wall-of-text yapping

btw I actually had an idea and a rough sketch done for another fanart, but I don't even know anymore if I really want to finish it.

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I bet he must have those scars not only on his face but on his body as well

Забыла как рисовать, как делать дело, как жить жизнь… Главы лень комментировать… Хотя есть что сказать… Проверяю теорию "меньше затраченных сил = больше ответной реакции", хотя скорее это теория "больше смотришь на реф – меньше чувствуешь свободы действий"

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me addressing other artists (in my head): DAMN YOU ABSOLUTELY COOKED THIS ONE. AMAZING. WONDERFUL. GORGEOUS. BRILLIANT. I love what you create. Love your enthusiasm, passion and dedication. I feel lucky to see you grow. Even if our interests are not the same anymore, I'll stay there just to have a chance of watching your artistic journey.

in reality:

>been looking at her screen for a solid minute, left a bunch of likes, didn't write anything in the comment section tho, 'cause it'd take half a day every day

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Just a little old thingy back from December

Making sure to collect pretty much everything in the blog

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First digital full color piece since 2021?!

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это самое неподходящее место для такого, НО НЕОБХОДИМО СРОЧНО НАЧАТЬ ВЫЧИСЛЯТЬ ПРОТЕИНЫ фанарт на автономную неуязвимую капсулу

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age reveal I TURNED 18 TODAY YAY

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the jujutsu kaisen tag is top 2 in popular rn. this tells a lot about society...

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всё. финиш. приехали. хоть кого-то не корёжит с 261?

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Каждый день как будто камнем в башку прилетает упоминание другими артерами использование рефов, и каждый раз я такая "О ТОЧНО ЕСТЬ ЖЕ ТАКАЯ ОПЦИЯ" и всё равно не пользуюсь ими потом....

Ну ничего-ничего, раз в тыщу лет я с ними практикуюсь в стол

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need someone to constantly remind me that I'm still worthy and that I'm not a total failure (brain worms mess with my studying fr)