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James Bay- Let it Go

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How Desi feels

I used to recognize myself It’s funny how reflections change When we’re becoming something else I think it’s time to walk away…

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Hey guys please check out my book MIDDLE X on this great app called wattpad or wattpad.com. My username is @destinywaits4 if you can't find it. MIDDLE X

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chapter one                                                                 “Who… am … I,” ask myself, looking up at my reflection in the mirror. I start to count the black spots floating and circling around my pupils. His room is dimly lit with nothing but candle light. It smells of soft musk cologne, chinese take-out, and… and, I’m not sure really. My mind is lost in the moment. “Damn are we going there again babe, you are totally killing my vibe.” Him, breathing into my neck, shifting his body to the right. “You can’t just lay there again.” I hear the tension in his voice. His hands are burning as he grips me tighter, pulling me forward, sliding my head off the flat pillow. I lost my reflection, he loses his grip. He falls hard on top of me penetrating me deeper. “Sorry… I.” he says with a look of uncertainty. I can’t look at him. He props himself up for leverage and I feel his hard rippling inside of me as he lets up space between the two us. I feel a short burst of air, and goose bumps covers my chest, the cold hits my nipples from sweat permeating between us. He grabs my hips to pull me closer to close the gap between us. I flinch from the pinch of his nails digging into the backs of my thighs. He pushes himself deeper and deeper into me. “You’re so wet, Umm uugh are you with me baby, damn… it feels so warm… you feel so soft and warm.” His voice breaking between breaths. He starts to moves his hips in a circular motion. The way I usually like him to fuck me. I can tell he’s about to come. Unfortunately I’m not, I’m feeling dizzy and my head starting feel light again. I’m staring at my reflection again, but I can’t concentrate. What a stupid fucking idea to put a mirror on the ceiling. He runs his hands up to the top of my back slowly lifting me upwards and onto his lap. We are now chest to chest. “Well this is new.” I say to myself trying to be in the moment, but I’m distracted. His knees curls up spreading my thighs further apart. In and out, faster and stronger, I feel his hard inside of me. His pumps feel deeper as he tries to make eye contact with me, searching for my eyes. “god he’s beautiful.” I think to myself, when his hazel eyes locks in on mine. “Dez… I… I’m, I’m… ALMOST are you… you?” he smiles through his strained full lips. “Dez… I, I…” He buries his face into my neck. “Fuck come already, I just want this to be over already.” I say to myself. “Dez… I … I … love.” He looks up at me. “Shit!” I didn’t mean for that to come out. Or come out so loud. Did he just say what I think he said? “Fuck!” I think to myself. Why do I always get myself into this shit…I can’t think. That stupid fucking mirror. I just want him to get off of me before I loose it. I grip the sides of the bed. The sheet crumples under my fingers. “Ugh come on.. get up,” I said. Using my ebows to prop myself up. “Aww.. ugh…"His words stretched. He speeds up attempting to come. Does he really think I’m going to let him finish after what he just said to me. “Wait babe I’m almost there,” He said. “Get up.. Get off of me… damn!” I said, pushing him off of me. I didn’t realize my strength, my chest rises from his hard withdrawing from my insides leaving me wet. …………….. To read the rest of this story. Please check out MIDDLE X on wattpad.com

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What is MIDDLE X?

It's a story about Desi. Desi is 18. Desi is feisty. Desi is smart. Desi is fearless. Desi is strong. Desi is sexually free. Desi is daring. Desi is a character I created on Wattpad in a book called MIDDLE X. And now she also lives on tumblr.