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Sleepy day

I’ve been sleeping most of the day. Yesterday took a lot out of me and my legs are pretty sore. I pretty much stood for about an hour and it killed me. I also lost control of my bladder on the way home. I had to pee bad and couldn’t hold it. The train was so slow in getting me home. I should have gotten off at the hospital and used the bathroom but I didn’t think I would make it. Sox are playing…

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When do you feel most productive? #WPDP

When do you feel most productive? Usually middle of the afternoon or early evening.

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Day at beloved ballpark

I’m at my heaven. Watching the ballgame today and I got seats across from the Monster. I got here early so checking the place out. I’m resting right now as I got sometime before game starts. I left my house at 1030. Probably won’t be home till after 7. So glad I came

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Taylor merch made my day

Taylor merch made my day I finally got Taylor’s new CD yesterday and I opened it today. I thought it was a double album but it wasn’t but I got merch inside it! There were some cards, a patch, a magnet I think, and a gold plated bookmark, which I love. All are embossed with Black Dog. It made my day getting these things. I woke up early today, before 9. I decided to stay up because I had my…

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down bad

Down bad Down bad is my new favorite Taylor song. Actually, there are quite a few that have become my favorite. But the swears in this song is on point. I love it. I love her. I had another dream about her last night. Just hanging out like we were friends. Yeah right! It would be cool to meet in person but I don’t think it will ever happen. I went to class today and it took me two fucking hours…

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another bad night sleeping

Another bad night of sleeping I had dozed off around 2130 and then woke up around 2330 and I was up for most of the night. I didn’t think I would go back to sleep. I did and then I had dreams that gave me headaches. I woke up feeling really tired but I had to get my glasses today. I had some coffee and then left the house. I took an Uber to get there and figured I would take the T back home. I…

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Editing done!

Editing done! I have been doing a little editing every day the past few days and today I am finally done! Now I just need to format it for Amazon which is a headache so I will put that off for another day. My ankle is hurting me today so I didn’t go to class but I am reading my book. I did chapter 9 words. My allergies are fucking killing me and my sinuses hurt so bad. I need to go to the…

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What makes you nervous? #WPDP

What makes you nervous? I never was an anxious person until my PTSD got out of control. Now just leaving the house will make me nervous. If I have an appt, the nervousness isn’t so bad. But if I want to go to Starbucks I often find soon as I enter the store I want to go home.

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deranged weirdo

Deranged weirdo I have been listening to Taylor Swift’s Tortured Poet’s Department Anthology and it has been great. There is a lyric and I quite don’t know the song yet where she says she is a deranged weirdo. I love it. I also bought Pearl Jam’s new album. It wasn’t exciting but better than their last album. I showered today and brushed my teeth. I also have been working on the edits of my…

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If someone had to bring you 3 things...

Baseball glove, baseball, Red Sox gear

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Jot down the first thing that comes to your mind. #WPDP

Jot down the first thing that comes to your mind. Baseball. Red Sox

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College woes

I got my grades for anthro today, the last day for P/F/W. I scored a 41 on both exams. I withdrew. I hated to do it but I can’t afford an F. I reluctantly went to my psych class and glad I did as we had an exam. I didn’t study at all but I think I did ok. I missed class Tues so I had no idea there was an exam. I don’t look at the syllabus. Guess I should. I am back in Starbucks after the exam. I…

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Tajiri the giraffe

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grumpy fucking mood today

Grumpy fucking mood today I woke up to my med alarm and then used the bathroom. I took my meds and then went back to sleep. Big mistake. I am now in a rotten mood. Construction guys are loud and noisy. One of the men keeps yelling at someone to work. I hate the fucking noise early in the morning when I haven’t had coffee yet. I had two cups and I still just want to sleep. I am going to read…

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Marathon Monday 2024

Marathon Monday 2024 Today is the Boston Marathon. My friend from my hometown is running his 26th consecutive marathon. I haven’t seen him post his results yet. He should be done by now. I love seeing him run. It is also the day we remember the victims of the Boston Marathon bombing from 2013. Hope they continue to rest in peace. I canceled my therapy appointment. I didn’t feel like going and…

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high pollen days suck

High pollen days suck Today the pollen count is again at a 10+. I am sneezing a lot and my sister has the damn door and windows open. My brother in law is painting the bathroom so the smell from the paint is not helping. It is low odor but still has a scent to it. I haven’t brushed my teeth yet. I probably will later or before bed. I need to use listerine because I had some food stuck in my…

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Saturday Blog 13042024

Saturday Blog 13042024 I had a shitty sleep. My sister woke me up around 630 looking for some ibuprofen. I gave her some and then tried to sleep. I woke up again around 830 to pee and took my meds. It was too early to be up so I went back to bed. I should have gotten up. I woke up feeling so tired. I had a couple cups of coffee but I didn’t make anything to eat. I wasn’t really hungry. My book…