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what happened when I gained 10 kg:

- the more weight I gained the more insecure I felt and the more I hated myself 

- I’m bloated; my stomach looks so fat and gross

- my face is fat, round, and wide

- cellulite everywhere 

- disgusting chunky huge thighs that jiggle all the time

- huge flabby arms 

- feeling out of control and ‘crazy’

- stretch marks everywhere

- not being able to wear cute clothes and clothes being tight on me

- terrible skin

- I am increasingly more anxious 

- spending so much money on food 

-  I get less compliments 

- feeling like everyone is staring at how fat you are 

- being too insecure to leave the house

- I look horrible in pictures 

- not being able to go to the pool or beach

- not being able to take pictures in general because of how bad I look

please, don’t binge. it’s not worth it. the urge will be gone in 5-10 minutes. you can do this. we’re in this together– let’s get to our goal weight by fall. 

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omg i ate 1,600 calories today i’m quite short so my bmr is barley above 1100 am i gonna gain from this????

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Did anyone else go through a random recovery where your mental health just improved in general which allowed you to kick your ED mentality to the curb and see through body dysmorphia but then gained a decent amount of weight making you unhappy with your body and reverting back to ED habits even though you don’t have the same obsession anymore and now feel like you don’t really have an ED anymore because it’s not that bad you just have disordered eating and also kinda wish your mental health would just fuck up so you could at least go back to being a real Anorexic/bulimic ect. Because boy this feels shit and confusing and I really do feel like I’m faking it now.

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only reblog this if you WILL lose weight. lets see who really has their priorities in order.

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raise your hand if you hate your thighs 🙋‍♀️🙋‍♀️🙋‍♀️

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LISTEN UP AGAIN KIDS STOP REBLOGGING THIS FUCKING GARBAGE POST. IT IS 100% FUCKING BULLSHIT AND CAN AND MOST DEFINITELY WILL LITERALLY KILL. DO YOU NOT SEE WARNING LABELS THAT SAY “DO NOT INDUCE VOMITING”? THEY AREN’T FUCKING AROUND. YOU CAN FUCKING BURN THEIR ESOPHAGUS BY CAUSING VOMITING, CAUSE CHOKING, DROWNING, OR MAKE IT WORSE! AGAIN DO NOT FORCE ANYTHING DOWN ANYONE’S THROAT. THEY. CAN. DROWN. IF SOMEONE IS LOSING CONCIOUSNESS ALL THE CHIT CHAT IN THE WORLD WILL NOT PREVENT IT AT THAT POINT THEY ARE IN SERIOUS DANGER. “Buuut i don’t wanna take them to the hospital!!!” WELL SUNSHINE GLAD YOU’D RATHER HAVE A DEAD FRIEND THAN A LIVING ONE BUT YOU’RE IN LUCK CALL FUCKING POISON CONTROL. THEY ARE NOT THE COPS. THEY WILL HELP YOU. AND IF THEY SAY GO TO THE FUCKING HOSPITAL YOU GO TO THE FUCKING HOSPITAL. NO EXCUSES. 0. NONE. I have seen this shit cross my dash SO MANY TIMES so PLEASE fucking reblog this and prevent some well meaning idiot from accidentally killing someone they love!

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i come back to find all the ppl i got inspo from are inactive or deleted their acts :(

reblog this if ur active july 2020!!

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For all my new followers: Some not-so-cute things about anorexia.

I want y’all to see the reality of this disorder.

EDIT: this is meant for those who are actively seeking out an eating disorder, or are romanticizing the illness, like “new anas.” this isn’t meant to cure anyone from anorexia.

1. being cold. all. the. time. you have to sleep with at least two blankets.

2. lanugo. think it’s cute to have thick hair ALL over your body??

3. that cute ass you had? it’s gone.

4. crying all the time

5. shaky hands, shaky arms, shaky legs, shaky everything.

6. you disappoint basically everyone important to you

7. it’s not cute to get smashed after one drink. it’s embarrassing.

8. forgetting everything. why did i walk into this room? where did i put my phone? why did i put my deodorant on the kitchen counter?

9. chewing food literally feels like you’re eating a live slug.

10. all those friends you love? you’ll basically never see them because you’re too afraid that they’ll suggest going out for lunch or try to give you food.

11. goal weights? not a thing. no matter how low your weight is, you’ll never be satisfied

12. this disorder literally kills you slowly, from the inside out

13. you have to sleep with a thick blanket or pillow between your knees because the feeling of your bones pressing against each other is too painful

14. your whole life feels like it’s a haze

15. concentration goes out the window. your grades will go down, you might even fail a class because for some fucking reason not eating is more important than getting a degree. think about that.

16. treatment is inevitable if you don’t get it under control yourself. and treatment is the worst experience you could possibly have – people FORCING you to eat, lots of crying, and its fucking expensive

17. you are so wasteful. all that healthy food you bought? you’ll eventually get to a point where you can’t even eat that and it just rots in your fridge.

18. it gets to a point where you care more about the number on the scale than your own fucking family

19. all your free time will be spent running. or walking. or working out. anything to burn off the calories you did (or didn’t) eat

20. eventually 50 calories is too much for one day

21. at a certain point, a size 0 is too big and all clothes look ill-fitting, not cute and baggy.

22. YOU ARE NOT IN CONTROL. no matter how much you think you are, you’re not. you’re a slave to your own brain.

23. YOU ARE A LIAR. you lie to your family, to your therapist, to your friends, and there’s no undoing that. once people know you’re lying, they’ll never believe you again.

24. this disorder does not make you special. it makes you sick. and it makes you look selfish and weak to other people. that’s the reality.

25. get help.

this is the reality of this disorder. it’s not cute. it’s not fun. it’s addicting. and it ruins your life. that’s it. it’s an illness and you have to see it for what it is.

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Stay safe, dolls💖💖

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💕💘💌

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just had a major binge n felt so bad i had to purge and i’m so mad at myself because i was telling myself i was gonna keep to restricting and not purge anymore.

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if you have an Ed-related blog - active in June 2020

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reblog if you feel like you NEED to lose 20 pounds in a month

In a week

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Just had a really bad binge and purged it again which i’m so fucking annoyed about because i thought that i was gonna keep to restricting but i’m too fat for that and now i feel disgusting:(

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losing weight in the winter is awesome because we’re all gonna pop on in this summer and be like SURRPISE BITCH and everyone is gonna be so fucking confused where’d all these hot bitches come from wtf

rb if you’re gonna be a part of the summer surprise. next time you want to binge, remember you don’t wanna be left out.