mike----wazowski
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there's few things quite so soul destroying as actually feeling like your brain is quiet and calm for a rare change
but before you can actually fully revel in it the ocd in your brain spontaneously reactivates to remind you that you're a horrible person who doesn't deserve peace ever
and thus the cycle continues
#incredibly real lmao#every morning i wake up with silence before i can literally feel my brain scrambling to find something to latch onto#sorry op to hijack your post with personal ramblings its just too deeply relatable lmao even the tags about therapy#im in cbt now and i like the therapist but what she says the therapy will be ive read isnt good for ppl with ocd#like unpacking the reasons behind the intrusive thoughts and stuff and she gives me reassurance and idk shes the trained one but from#what ive read youre not supposed to engage with ocd so we'll see where it goes idk im just#at least im talking to a professional????#so sorry op pls ignore these tags i just. solidarity i feel you so incredibly hard#i feel horrible guilt every single day <33333
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genuinely something so delightful about getting obsessed with your own characters. what do you MEAN I can turn my headcanons for my characters into Official Real Lore. that's so fucking cool are you serious
#lowkey wanna blether about characters ive come up with#we love a ghost that haunts the narrative who everyone thinks is a hero resting in peace but is actually a tormented zombie trapped in#the memories of his dying moments!!!
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listen i dont like verso but he looks fucking amazing with the gustave trim lmao
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i am free from the shackles of education forever why can i still not write what the HELLY
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Clair Obscur: Expedition 33 Act One | "You swore the oath."
#gorjus woman#now why is she not brought up as the most common argument against verso's ending#clair obscur: expedition 33#expedition 33 spoilers
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lune from expedition 33 is HER. she is she. she is her. i love her. if you choose verso's ending lune's entire life is a horrible tragedy and that's very excellent all my most favourite characters are horribly tragic she is perfect
#expedition 33 spoilers#clair obscur: expedition 33#lune#i need to write so much fic#elemental genesis. floaty girl#best character in the game too she did EVERYTHING right and the cards were stacked fully against her
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I THINK MY DISSERTATION IS DONE
I CLUTCHED IT PRAISE BE
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less than 3000 words and i can be done with my dissertation- can i clutch this???? I feel like we may be back
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Academics i h8 you i am tired i am stressed i need to make a survey and kinda just wanna violate academic integrity and make the results up (i won't don't get mad at me) and okay to be a selfish whiny person for just 1 second my topic is so viscerally sad i am not the right person to write about it
Im dying fr
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Yokoyama explains Nishitani III’s name, toys with Nishitani and Sagawa being alive
#yokokoyama what are you fucking talking about#he's probably trolling but the rgg undeath trope is ridiculous and drags the series down#the lee death retcon hints already make me mad#not that im getting the directors cut anyway
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"the first western jrpg!" just go play a jrpg for fuck's sake
#see im gonna argue this point here as someone who literally only ever plays jrpgs#believe me i have nothing against jrpgs theyre my favourite genre#but people just dont know how to vocalise that they want a turnbased jrpg with the graphical fidelity of expedition 33#i sank 300 hours into persona 5 and over 100 on persona 3 and 4#but the anime aesthetic and life sim aspect of persona might not appeal to people#and yakuza ofc is literally the basis of my entire blog but people may be a bit put off by having a whole series behind the turnbased games#i dont believe its a matter of westernising these games final fantasy went the route of westernising and making their games singleplayer#action and people still complained#people would be super happy if final fantasy had expedition 33's combat style with the same jrpg traits lol#basically my point is expedition 33 has a different artstyle and vibe compared to other jrpgs that people enjoy and they want more of that#cuz be real you cant say dragon quest 3 2d hd is the same thing as expedition 33#expedition 33 didnt revolutionise the genre but i can see why it has a wider mainstream appeal anime isnt for everyone#pixel art isnt for everyone#and now everyones getting mad at expedition 33 like the game is very admiring and respectful towards jrpgs#also not intending to undermine DQ32DHD with the comparison but theyre obviously totally different styles#sorry for tag rant im just getting annoyed at the flawed arguments on both sides of the debate#i love turnbased jrpgs and would love more jrpgs with the artstyle and graphical quality of this one.#i NEED a final fantasy budget behind a new turnbased game lmao#but i still love all the other jrpgs ive played lmao
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gustave grief era begins now T_T
#expedition 33 spoilers#clair obscur: expedition 33 spoilers#THEY DIDNT HAVE TO DO THAT. LIKE SHUT UP.#he was just a guy...
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You're about to close on your very own, suspiciously affordable and comfortable house. Just before you sign the contract, the realtor shows you the required legal disclosure: your new house is haunted by the type of presence you'll get from this spinner wheel.
Of course it is.
#musician ghost who plays acoustic guitar gently to help me sleep#easy life#as long as he leaves when im asleep lmao
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I'm curious. Tag this with your sexuality and what your favorite M/F ship is.
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gustave apologising to the gestral for yelling <3333 okay they got my ass
#expedition 33 spoilers#operation: dont get attached to gustave failed entirely#clair obscur: expedition 33 spoilers#spoilers#i spoiled the entire game for myself so yeah im cooked
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My Journey to Escape the War in Gaza
My name is Abdelmajed. I never imagined I’d be sharing my story like this, but life in Gaza has become unbearable. I am a survivor of the war here, and in the blink of an eye, everything I once knew—my home, my safety, my community—was ripped away from me.

The war has transformed Gaza into a graveyard of broken dreams. The buildings that once stood as symbols of life and resilience are now piles of rubble. Every corner is filled with the echoes of explosions. Every moment is shrouded in uncertainty. There is no security. There is no stability. There is no light at the end of the tunnel.
Basic needs have become luxuries. Food is scarce. Clean water is even scarcer. Hospitals are overwhelmed and under-resourced, and there is almost no medical care to be found. Every night, families go to bed hungry, praying they’ll wake up to see another day. The cost of basic necessities has skyrocketed, and it’s become a daily battle just to survive.
I’ve seen things I never thought possible—standing in long lines for a piece of bread, rationing every drop of water, and watching my people suffer in silence. I have lost everything—my home, my safety, my dignity.
Escape from Gaza is my only hope, but it’s almost impossible without financial help. The cost of evacuation is far beyond my means, and without support, I’m trapped in a warzone with no way out.
I’m reaching out to you now, in the hopes that someone, anyone, can help. I am not asking for luxury. I am asking for a chance—just a chance—to live. A chance to escape this never-ending cycle of fear, destruction, and loss. A chance to rebuild my life somewhere safe, where I can begin again, where I can find hope once more.
Any amount you can give will help me get closer to safety. Even the smallest donation will make a difference—it could be the lifeline I need to survive. If you are unable to donate, please share my story. The more people who hear it, the better the chance that I can find the support I desperately need.
Your kindness and support mean the world to me. You’re not just helping me escape a war; you’re giving me a chance to live, to rebuild, to breathe again.
Thank you for listening. Thank you for caring.
Vetted by @gazavetters
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💬 Just a Small Update, and a Big Thank You
Dear friends, kind hearts, and everyone who has stood with us,
When I first opened my heart to the world and shared our story, I never imagined the amount of love and solidarity we would receive. Thanks to your incredible support, we’ve now reached $12,837—a milestone that brings real light to some very dark days.
From the deepest corners of my heart, thank you.
💔 A Journey of Loss, but Also of Strength
As many of you know, I’ve lost 25 of my loved ones during this devastating war. That grief lives with me every single day. It’s in the silence that once held laughter, in the empty spaces where we once gathered as a family.
But through your help, I’ve also felt something else: hope. And that hope is priceless.
“21/Oct/2023 Before It Reached Us: The Day Our Neighbor’s House Was Destroyed” A quiet moment of fear, filmed just before everything changed.

“22/Oct/2023 The Morning After: Our Family Home in Ruins” This is what was left behind after the bombing of our home.

🌿 What Life Looks Like for Us Now
Despite everything, we’re still here. Still surviving. Still hoping.
But things have only gotten harder.
The war has returned, more brutal than before—and for over a month now, Gaza has been completely sealed off. No food is coming in. No medical supplies. No aid. No trade. No one is allowed to leave, and no one is allowed to enter.
We’re trapped.


🏚 We live with the fear of tomorrow, every single day. Airstrikes, drones, and the uncertainty of what might happen next. 👨👩👧 Our family is forever changed—we haven’t just lost people; we’ve lost pieces of ourselves. 📉 Basic needs go unmet—even clean water feels like a luxury now. Medicines, if they exist at all, are unreachable.
And yet…
Your support reminds us that we’re not forgotten. It reminds us that someone, somewhere, is still listening. That someone still cares. That we’re not completely alone in this.
Every message. Every share. Every dollar. It tells us: You’re walking this road with us. And that gives us the strength to keep going.
💖 What You Can Do
If you’ve already donated—thank you beyond words. If you can share our story again, it could reach someone who can help.
Even $5 means warmth, comfort, and a chance to breathe a little easier.
✨ Why It All Matters
This isn’t just about reaching a fundraising goal. It’s about surviving war with dignity. It’s about believing in tomorrow. It’s about making sure my daughter grows up knowing that the world did not look away.
Thank you for your kindness, patience, and belief in our humanity. You’ve helped me find my voice—and I will use it to keep hope alive.
🙏 From the Heart: A Quiet Apology
There’s something I need to say—something that’s been on my heart for some time.
When I first began sharing our story, I didn’t know what the right way was. I was scared, grieving, and trying to protect my family in any way I could. I reached out to many people, hoping someone, anyone, would see us. In that process, I now realize I may have overstepped, and I might have made some feel overwhelmed.
If that happened, I am truly sorry.
Please believe me when I say it was never out of disregard or pushiness. It came from a place of fear—fear of being forgotten, fear of not being able to keep my family safe, fear of watching everything I love slip away in silence.
I’m learning as I go. I’ve slowed down. I’m more mindful now, trying to share our journey in a way that feels respectful of the space and hearts of those listening.
If my words ever came at the wrong time, or in the wrong way, I hope you can understand where they came from—and I hope you can forgive me.
Thank you for seeing past my mistakes. Thank you for still being here. It means more than I can ever explain.
Vetted by @gazavetters ( #309 )
With love and endless gratitude, Mosab and family ♥️
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