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1x16, shadow

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i will never make a fandom sideblog you will get everything on one blog and you will like it. you will learn to love all my interests even if you followed for just one. my blog #myblog

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can i have a cigarette?

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the bad part of autism they don't talk about is that sometimes hyperfixation does become an exclusive thing. yeah sorry nothing else exists for me right now. "didn't you say you were going to do things" yeah but my brain is having tunnel vision

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screaming as they drag me away: AARON MINYARD ISN’T HOMOPHOBIC HE’S PROTECTIVE OF HIS TWIN AND IS WILLING TO CALL OUT WHEN HIS COUSIN SAYS WEIRD SHIT

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season 1: I'm Jonathan Sims, Head Archivist of Magnus Institute, London. My professional opinion is that this is all horseshit and everyone that isn't me needs psychiatric help. Statement ends.

season 2: Supplemental: God lives inside the printer and he keeps telling me my assistants are murderers. I am inclined to believe him based on the fact that Martin told to have a nice day. Innately suspicious behavior.

season 3: My only friends are my ex-girlfriend, her cat, and the many scars I've gotten from various monsters and fear cultists.

season 4: You know, just being socially adept would solve a lot of my problems. Unfortunately, I was traumatized so thoroughly by age eight that I learned the best way to make friends is to blink at them slowly until they get the idea. This does not work when your evil patron god uses eyeballs to devour fear.

season 5: Either Jonah Magnus tells us where he took all the good cows, or my boyfriend and I bash his head in with a lead crowbar. It's his choice.

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aftg fandom about to find out how Kevin feels about boys kissing

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kandreil makes sense to me as something that happens gradually after andrew and kevin go pro. we talk a lot about how sad it is for neil to be left behind for a whole year, but i think the change of environment would hit andrew and kevin very hard. andrew is leaving bee and neil behind, while his brother is moving somewhere else and nicky is in germany, renee god knows where…i think he would struggle very hard and that would be made worse by the fact that he would refuse to let that show to anyone. Kevin would drown himself in exy 24/7 but his game would suffer bc he is not sleeping well bc he was so used to the feeling of security he had in the tower sleeping 6ft away from andrew and his….lovely…personally would initially alienate him from his teammates (they would get used to it eventually), so it makes sense to me that he would text andrew that he is visiting (not asking to, just telling him he will be at andrew’s apartment next saturday) and even though he gets no answer he shows up anyway. seeing andrew not doing well would make him so distressed that he would snap out of the exy 24/7 mindset and would (against andrew’s wishes) try and help him out of his depressive spiral. that would evolve into a new kind of intimacy for them…not yet romantic, but not platonic either.

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gee! i sure do love this complex female character with COMPLEX thoughts and COMPLEX feelings and COMPLEX reasons for her actions. surely the fandom wont villainize her and make her into a irredeemable monster for doing something even slightly unkind! (male character has done something a 100x worse.) looks at social media oh! well surely they wont water down her character into a single trait and/or only examine her at surface level, misrepresenting her entire personality, motives, and values! looks at social media again oh.

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a comic thats lived in my brain ever since i first listened to GPTvsTMK

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Andrew Minyard talks like that because hes supposed to be a noir detective, but life made him a jock who hates learning about other people and no fixed address with which to develop a codependent relationship.

Neil Josten talks like that because he was supposed to be the femme fatale, except he's too asexual to intentionally seduce anyone and too obsessive and paranoid to notice when somebody falls for him anyway.

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"I asked chatgpt-"

Ok well I asked the man made of brass who hangs upside down in the town square, and he said that I should go sit in the insanity chair that shows you visions that makes you go insane

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“Did you know I've never been skiing? I'd like to try it one day.” - Kevin Day

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gerry 4ever

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messing around

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born to infodump forced to constantly worry if the other person actually cares or if im making sense or if i said something wrong or if im embarrassing myself or if they want me to stop talking or

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the part that scares me most about the supernatural fandom is when they need a certain gif to add to a post they know exactly where to find it or know exactly what episode of any of the nine whole seasons to make one