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"I don't want to hurt you..."

"I don't care if it hurts... just make me feel something other than this!"

They didn't believe in destiny or fairytales, but they know that they can't live without each other. What happens when two outcasts find love and safety in one another, and what happens when someone tries to take that away from them?

*Trigger Warning: Heavy Violence, Mental Illnesses, abuse and mentions of abuse(physically,sexually,mentally), mentions of suicide and suicide attempts, rape, attempted rape, murder,character death, language, depressive themes,sexual content.

This is not gonna be some cute love story where everything goes right and no one gets hurt. Some people will die. Some people will be physically harmed. Houses will burned down. I understand if some people won't read this and it's okay. You don't have to. Honestly I just really need to write this story and get these thoughts out. Not gonna lie, it's gonna get dark. I'm tapping into my emotional and mental thoughts and experiences. It's not my life story but it will have elements of things that happened to me in it. I will most likely cross post this on Tumblr and AO3. I'm gonna work on the first couple chapters over the next few days.

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I can’t wait for the fic that I’m going to write after this fic I’m not writing because I still have to finish another fic (which I can’t seem to focus on).

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Uhhh non-writers/non-artists don’t interact

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posting your fic on AO3 like

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Reblog the writers’ fortune cookie for luck!

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Photographic evidence of me trying to write today

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Constant Artist/Writer mood

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Me: I wanna write!

Me: I wanna draw!

Me: I want to be productive in life!

Also me:

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I have so many story ideas and 0% patient or drive to write them.

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When you have the perfect idea for fanfiction but would rather read it than write it

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Thinking about rewriting my Family of Our Own and posting it to AO3.

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Update?🥺

Sorry hun. I'll try to get something out soon.

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Intimidation Meme

Sometimes it’s difficult for people to seek contact with each other because they can feel intimidated by others. Using this meme, you can send the symbols to my askbox that represent to you how intimidating I am to you. This way, it could be more clear to both sides how things are based on these feelings.

😗 - YOU ARE THE SOFTEST BEING. 😀 - I’m not afraid of reaching out to you. 😃 - To me, you are easy to approach. 😊 - I think you are a really friendly person. 😶 - I’m not sure if I can reach out to you. 😐 - You seem a little distant from others. 😓 - I feel like you would not really like me. 😲 - I’m afraid of reaching out to you. 😟 - I wish I had the courage to start talking to you. 😥 - I am very intimidated by you. I wish it wasn’t that way, because you seem cool. 😫 - I admire you from the sidelines because you seem cool and I’m just a dork. 😧 - Senpai, notice me???? 😦 - I feel really insecure when I want to reach out to you. 😨 - You intimidate me….a whole damn lot. 😭 - I wish I could be your friend but to me, you are so hard to reach out to. 😱 - I am so incredibly intimidated by you, it even makes me a little anxious sometimes. 💀 - OH MY GOD DON’T EAT ME PLEASE

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I snorted...

When you think you think you’re finally ok but then something happens

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sometimes self care is just telling yourself that you can always try again tomorrow

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Dr appointment tomorrow. Hopefully he gives the go-ahead to start working out. Gonna TRY to post something in the next couple of days.

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FYI

if you’re coming to tumblr, reading smut and thinking that you are getting educated on what sex really is… LOL DON’T. 

reading smut is NOT sex ed. there are better resources on the internet to learn about sex and the importance of protecting yourself and your body but from what i gather, tumblr fanfiction is NOT, the stuff to read fam. 

writers are here to write about their wildest fantasy, not supply you with 24/7 real life sex lessons… 

and while i do believe that smut should have truth behind it or that it should be realistic, not ALL of smut writers want to sit for hours writing long… detailed… sex scenes… WE DON’T GOT TIME.

so with this being said, please look for a reliable source or go to a professional, (like your doctor or teacher) to get educated, if you know nothing about it bc THIS (tumblr) ain’t it chief. that is all.