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[minhiko]

Venus in 8th/Scorpio people, can be highly sexually confident yet always feel judged by others for expressing their sexual energy.

Others seem to want to shame them and bring them down.

They must learn to praise themselves and give themselves their own value.

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They can completely change people when they're in relationship. They hold an unseen power over others that people either run from it or succumb to.

They are drawn to the darker sides of people since they too can relate to their darkness.. (Not specifically toxic).

Their sex appeal very alluring. They are the ultimate Femme Fatales. Flirting, tempting and coquetry are how they magnetize their lovers.

They take pleasure in indulging in their desires and enjoy being in altered states of consciousness.

Their own power can isolate them because it causes intense reactions.

Can gain global recognition easily.

These people have a daredevil spirit within'.

They live exploring danger and the forbidden.

When it comes to any relationship they desire 'All or Nothing'

They don't trust easily and have strong defenses.

They could dabble in witchcraft and can be cunning and patient until they get what they want.

These people are impossible to control and refuse to become victims under someone else's control.

Make amazing detectives *stalkers* and help people uncover secrets.

[minhiko]

Placements For Romantic Archetypes Pt.2: The Siren (18+ Only)

*Adults only! Minors dni

*just based on my experiences, only take what resonates

She’s absolutely hypnotic and the only thing she did was walk into the room. Someone with a magnetic air, that always catches attention from the people around them. Seen as sensual and mysterious, some people think they’ve got to be paid to look that good. In a lot of people’s fantasies, even if it’s only for a moment. Gives off maneater energy and brings out some sort of obsessive tendency in others.(Can apply to all genders but is often seen in the form of femmes that have a lot of mascs run after them.)

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-Scorpio rising/Pluto in 1st: Classic placement for this vibe lol. I’ve been working on understanding exactly why this placement tends to catch so much obsession (and bruh I don’t know). I have a few theories, but for this one I’ll focus on s*x appeal and power. Scorpio rising gives the native a naturally heavy aura, the kind of energy that can’t be ignored when they walk into the room. Everyone immediately has a reaction to energy like this, and typically it’s either disgust or fascination. When people are fascinated it can easily slip into obsession. Everyone wants to know how you got so -magnetic-, so -powerful-. But not only is the native the mysterious sort that won’t exactly broadcast that information- this sort of power is second nature to them. Death and transformation is the way they’ve moved through this world as long as they could remember. I’ve noticed, this sort of short circuits some people. They want to pick apart every detail. They want to know why they’re so hooked on you even though they barely know you. They want to be immersed in the well of you. It’s intoxicating. (The natives also tend to be compelling and magnetic in general, the type to hold an audience’s captivation)

-Lilith in 1st/10th: Always gotta mention Lilith lol, she explains a lot. So it’s like the birth and death of Scorpio ascendant with something more. Twice as polarizing. It’s like that sort of energy with this potent, heavy dark feminine energy. It’s like they unlock these hidden primal desires in people that people didn’t even know they had. (Typically someone heavy in their feminine energy will have the Lilith energy and be like unlocking something in everyone else). There’s a lot of power in walking into the room and setting people off. Some people (dominant energies)tend to see this as a challenge and then these people want to cage that s*nsual, intoxicating native, and keep them all to themselves. (They also tend to be like curvier body types, so take that as you will)

-Lilith in 12th: People’s secret fantasies. They subconsciously desire the native. The native also brings peoples deep rooting cravings to the surface with their presence alone.

-Scorpio Venus: Power and presence. The native has a very heavy and influential energy. People often find them charismatic in an enigmatic sort of way. They attract powerful friends and romantic interests. They have a very seductive aura and typically can be as obsessive as some of the energies they attract.

-Venus hard aspects (especially conjunct but also square/opposition) to Pluto: Pluto’s tension with the native’s Venus tends to make them have a Scorpionic tinge to their romantic lives and the way they act as a friend/romantic. They can be dark and obsessive and have trouble taking things slow, they tend to attract romantic interests with this energy as well.

-Venus/Mars in 12th: Hidden desires. And also the native (subconsciously usually) has this ability to tap into whatever their romantic/s*xual interest desires on a subconscious level. A lot of like not just having s*x but tapping into and healing or bonding with someone on a soul level. (Sometimes on accident lol, doesn’t make them any less addicted though!)

-Venus/Mars in 8th: The natives have a heavy s*xual aura. They are also very memorable and they probably are a lot of people’s s*xual fantasies. Tendency to go deep in relationships and trysts to find out all they can about what makes their partners tick.

-8th/12th house/Lilith synastry: Ahahaha, Ah yes, the synastry that tends to f*ck people up (usually dudes, when is it ever not dudes). 8th house synastry tends to be dark and taboo and s*xually charged. Like the passion is so intense you find yourself all wrapped up and out of control. 12th house synastry is that like person that gets so on your mind they’re in your dreams. Just when you think you forgot about them they’re running through your mind again. It’s dizzying (especially since this usually is the house of hidden enemies, confusing stuff). Lilith synastry is just.. it can be so messy. The Lilith energy is often going to shine a light on what the other person is dealing with on their shadow side. This could be insecurity, anxiety, s*xual inadequacy, anything deep dark and hidden away. It’s often dizzying for anyone even a bit insecure (and let’s be real, most of us are), and can bring a reactive nature to the chemistry. (Bonus points if any of these placements are in Scorpio)

-How do you get her to be yours? Forever? Slow down, cowboy (very cool of me I know). Before you try to cage the siren (learning nothing at all from all the mythology that says hey don’t do that) have you tried to approach them like a person? Do they have a rich inner world outside of being a s*x object? Try to take a deep breath, look at why you’re only seeing this person as a goal to score or a bird to cage. And then have a polite conversation with them like a person. And expect nothing in return. That’ll put you ahead of 50% of the competition right away, and maybe you’ll get lucky and get invited into understanding the siren and their complex inner world. (Or maybe they are in their maneater phase, in which case have fun or steer clear, it’s up to you lol.)

[minhiko]

Thoughts on Venus placements

!! everything is based purely on my experiences with signs, written with no other purpose than to share my observations and be unserious.

Aries Venus. View public humiliation as a flirting tactic. Will borderline call you stupid and ugly and genuinely expect people to get the hint that they’re actually very interested. Will prob ask themselves out on ur behalf. If u don't show interest immediately as they enter a room they’re done. Life is a cycle of falling in and falling out. Romance is 90 percent fucking.

Taurus venus. Like anyone who’s pretty but LOVE prob one person in a lifetime. Will have an aneurism if you try to rush them or speed up the prelude. Unbearable in their pickiness (esp with food and smells). Have deluded themselves into thinking there are people dying waiting for them to grace this earth with their love and attention. Limit freedom but act bothered when being imposed with the same limitations. 

Gemini venus. What’s there to say that hasn't been already cried out loud by the casualties of their love. Wandering eye. Don't promise much and deliver even less. Fun tease flirts, will take you on Before Sunrise style date and rot ur brain with all the talk. Like to leave people wondering. Everyone wants to try this one out at least once. Word’s been going around that a non-cheating-gemini Venus has been spotted in the wild but we’re yet to confirm the evidence. 

Cancer venus. Want to be treated like a baby but always end up babying other people. Want to please their loved ones at all times and if not met with instant appreciation become very irritated and sad. Never voice their needs properly. Expect the most distant emotionally constipated people they usually choose as their partners to be mind-readers. Cook-clean-snog love. 

Leo venus. Promise u the moon and the stars but will be too lazy to actually get them. Love themselves first and won't let you forget that. If not received naturally - will drag those compliments out of you manually. At their best great at hyping people up. Love anyone who praises them. Also kinda get attached quite fast. Get jealous and offended easily (I feel like I say this about every Leo placement but what can u do).

Virgo venus. No one can please them and with time fewer people try. Get the ick over people simply breathing. Want the most sterile of love there is. If you’re not the best at your craft or do not aspire to be WHY the fuck not??? Legit think organizing ur desk is a good substitution for letting know they have warm feelings towards you.

Libra venus. Their partner is the star of the night month year life. Choose partners that can be bragged about and envied for. Very loving never shut up about their relationship no matter the setting always find a reason to bring them up. In a relationship make concessions until they blow up.

Scorpio venus. Insanity falsely taken for being in love. Blood contract on the first date. The ones that giggle at cannibalism=love metaphors. Might just lock you up but in a romantic wayyy... Romance is NOT a joke and ANY attempt making FUN of it WILL NOT slide. Looking around might count as cheating. Also if I may I suggest never leaving them on read..) Forever and always til death do us part. 

Sagittarius venus. Often forget that they are in a relationship. Love the fun aspect of dating, but hate everything else. Need someone who constantly shakes things up and makes life interesting for them. In an ideal world, they travel around the globe and have a lot of se make meaningful connections for life. Very playful tho!

Capricorn venus. In relationships become very domestic but it takes a lot for them to actually end up in such. Love language is to cover basic necessities and feel worn out after that. Typically require to be TAUGHT on love and I know there are some people who find this an exciting quest god bless you on that journey. Prob the most rigid Venus in terms of compatibility with others imo. 

Aquarius venus. So fucking random in terms of people they crush on like I can never guess who’s gonna tingle their interest braincell this time. Normally they go for the intellectuals but once they think they’ve got too predictable with it next choice is gonna be wild. Friends with people who have a crush on them and are oblivious to it. Freeze when you get mushy or clingy with them. 

Pisces venus. Takes a village to pull them out of that one abusive dynamic they’ve been perpetually stuck in. Unironically think of themselves as smol beans. Dedicate their whole unprompted to the person they’ve had a crush on for like two days. Very very veryyyy lovey-dovey-sweet-corny, have no problem confessing their love. Likely to draw ur portrait if they like you. 

[minhiko]

'suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem'

I think it's past temporary when I've felt the same for 10 years now

[minhiko]

[minhiko]

[minhiko]

What's the point?

I should've do it a long time ago

What am I waiting for?

The scenery changed but I'm the same

[minhiko]

Kinda dark but the funniest thing is having self-destructive impulses and also a super short attention span because one second you are struggling for your life possessed by the visceral intent to jam a butter knife into your leg and then a hummingbird flies past a window and you're going "wait why am I in the kitchen again"

It's like being possessed by The Literal Devil who wants you dead, but also a geriatric golden retriever

[minhiko]

💗🖤 LALISA 🖤💗

[minhiko]

Oh goodness it’s taken me a while to reply to this ask, sorry about that. Hope you all don’t mind, here’s some EddxMarie stuff I never posted.

[minhiko]

Was listening to Too Bad by Nickelback and I couldnt help but think of these three.

I’ll probably color it later

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Decided to color it on a whim. 12 HOURS @____@ 

And yes, Marie is smoking in the classroom before others show up cuz she give no fucks. 

I’m tired now

[minhiko]

2019

Este año, el cual acaba de llegar sin ninguna sensación en mi más que angustia por lo irrelevante que me está pareciendo, le pido que si no me va a matar de una manera rápida de una vez, ya que quisiera morir de una forma rápida pero eso no será posible por lo cobarde que soy de irme al infierno si es que existe uno (por un suicidio), entonces que al menos me de ganar de vivir.

Ya pensé esto hace un tiempo, pero en este momento lo vuelvo a reafirmar, ya que al sentir una grandísima incomodidad con mi familia cercana decidí irme con unos familiares en la casa de un amigo de estos, lugar en el que no conozco a nadie. No me siento incómoda, simplemente no siento nada. Solo, como antes, molestia de lo que no siento nada. No tengo ganas de comer, de bailar, y cada canción que empieza solo quiero que termine. No quiero conocer a nadie porque no me interesa nadie de los que están a mi alrededor, nisiquiera gente de mi edad.

Entonces, simplemente, no sirve de nada cambiar de ambiente a uno nuevo para librarte de esa gente tóxica tan cercana a ti, si es que no pones nada de tu parte para cambiar tus cosas en ese nuevo ambiente.

Sigues siendo esa persona que observa a todos sentado, viéndolos tratando de estar alegres al menos por un rato, por una fiesta, pues la vida de todos ellos puede ser una mierda, pero pueden estar felices,y no sabes que tienes tú que no logras eso. No sabes si es bueno, porque significa que no te unes a esa ceguera momentánea de "bailamos, comamos, seamos felices" o si es malo, porque no puedes ser feliz al menos por un rato como ellos.

No voy a pedirle nada al 2019 porque si va a haber algún cambio a mejor, será por mi, porque yo soy responsable de mis cambios, no una fuerza mística que escucha lo que quieres cuando el planeta vuelve a pasar por un punto de alrededor de el sol de nuevo, formando una energía que te concederá lo que quieres.

Si hay algún cambio en este año es por tí, y en mi caso, el valor que le doy a mi existencia es tan neutral que no creo que haya un cambio a mejor este año, no porque el espíritu del año nuevo (inserte el nombre de su dios aquí) no cumplió mi deseo, sino porque mi fuerza de voluntad es tan nula y soy tan fantasiosa y a la vez pesimista, que posiblemente las voy a cagar.

Bueno querida no muy querida yo, si por algún suceso de esta vida tu fuerza de voluntad aumenta en este 2019, trabaja en no cagarla, porque por cagarla tanto estás así, jodida con el valor que le das a tu existencia,jodida con tu amor propio y jodida con tus ganas de vivir.

Este día es igual que el día de ayer, y será igual que el día de mañana si así lo deseamos, el año nuevo puede ser un respiro, y un aliento imaginario que nos damos para poder pensar en un cambio, pero ese cambio lo puedes hacer cuando quieres.

Si puedes vivir la magia de año nuevo, vívela, pero no te quedes ciego, y si no la puedes vivir, recuerda que cualquier mierdoso día puede ser el inicio de un cambio.

Minhiko