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minimoniii · 2 months

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I personally don’t find therapy to be anything groundbreaking or fulfilling. There is nothing a therapist could ever tell me that I haven’t already come to the realization on myself. I know where my problems lie, what they have stemmed from, where I should be in my efforts to start anew and move forward in life in spite of the trauma. I am greatly aware. Why drain myself emotionally and financially rehashing the macabre history I’ve endured just to catch some stranger up to the same conclusion I’ve already been sitting on and kicking my feet against. The issue isn’t ‘let’s hear it from someone else’ because I don’t want to be told what I already know. And I don’t want to have some yes man nod and say ‘you’re not alone you’re worthy you didn’t deserve that’ because I know that too. My actual dilemma is the fact that I’m so very set and dependent on my unhealthy behaviors/rituals/outlets with no real plan on subverting to healthier coping mechanisms. That’s a bitter thought and probably awful to admit but that conclusion is one I arrived at entirely on my own without any out of pocket expense and some condescendingly pinched smile.

#from What Self-Awareness Really Is (and How to Cultivate It) by Tasha Eurich #'One of the most surprising findings of our research is that people who introspect are less self-aware [...].'#'So much is trapped outside of our conscious awareness‚ we tend to invent answers that feel true but are often wrong.'

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minimoniii · 9 months

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and they’re boyfriends

#oppenheimer #lawrenheimer #i just made that name up 💅 let’s get this ship sailing #IDK how to explain it but the CHEMISTRY they had #it was unbearable i felt like i was choking on air when they were close to each other #so good. literal art #wait sit down let me convince you to ship them!!#personally i shipped them from the first moment but the scene that is really precious for me is that one #when Izzy and Oppenheimer are sitting in the hallway and you see Lawrence walk in and then immediately leave when he sees them #cause like. you KNOW he came there to give a NEGATIVE ass review but then he saw Oppenheimer sitting there looking all defeated #and he just couldn’t do it #and i especially think of that scene in contrast to the discussion on Kitty’s testimony #since both of these scenes occur in the hallway some fake-deep analysis is necessary #it’s like 🤌🤌 Lawrence protected Oppenheimer with his silence the way Kitty protected him with her testimony #sort of a way to hold onto his morals while letting Oppenheimer go just out of sentimentalism #(my bad theory is that Lawrence was HURT by the knowledge of the affair w Ruth because it meant he wasn’t the only one 🤫)#(GOD i can just picture their relationship it would be so MESSY)#(Lawrence hopelessly in love. Oppenheimer being well aware and just using him for his body. Lawrence who can never refuse him anything.)#(wait did this turn into a foil for the relationship with Jean???? but with the roles reversed??????)#also?? irl Lawrence DID testify against Oppenheimer and ripped him to shreds (😭) so like. we know what movie!Lawrence protected him from #ohh and what i also find really interesting is the parallels with Kitty since off the top of my head there’s 2 more #the fact that Oppenheimer takes Lawrence to New Mexico as he did with Kitty later #and the fact that Lawrence encourages Oppenheimer to be ambitious and take the opportunity w the project #(and iirc it’s his words that finally convince Oppenheimer?)#anyway that was my dissertation on why you should ship them; if you aren’t convinced then i hope i’ve at least made you mad 😴

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minimoniii · 3 years

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minimoniii · 3 years

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namjoon :: dynamite (201006)

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minimoniii · 3 years

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The dying swan 🦢

Inspired by Antonio Canova’s sculpture ‘Psyche revived by Cupid’s kiss’

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minimoniii · 3 years

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EXTREME TRY NOT TO SMILE CHALLENGE OR REACT IN ANY WAY WHILE MAKING EYE CONTACT WITH EACH BTS MEMBER FOR 7 SECONDS! IF YOU FAIL, REBLOG OR TAG A FRIEND!

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minimoniii · 3 years

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