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tried to count cals today but holidays are always so hard to track

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i really cannot relate when other girls talk about their love for children and how badly they want to become a mother LOL

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i don’t trust people who say they don’t like fruit…like bitch grow up

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norafawn is my inspo and she’s been my inspo for a while. she is so perfect it hurts

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you know it’s bad when you’re dreaming about eating food you can’t eat irl

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My f4t4$$ getting on the scale completely n4k3d to get the lowest possible w8

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does anyone else feel like they’re faking an 3d cuz they’re not sk1nny enough?

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just saw someone on twitter who gets 70k+ steps everyday?!!!!?!!??!!??!?? holy shit i wish

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i always forget how weird and pathetic people on tumblr are till i get on here again every couple of years

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Me telling my friends to eat and love their bodies knowing very well I am starving myself

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i will genuinely never see ⭐️ing myself as an issue.

not when it leaves such a positive impact in my life.

as a uni student who didn’t fully understand the responsibilities of university and who hates their job with a passion, i have no control of my life.

i can’t drop out of uni because i’m on an apprenticeship program, so i’m trapped in a job that i can’t stand because i need money. i feel like i’m forced to live everyday with a gun held to my head.

but 4n4 gives me something to live for, something to look forward to. i wake up excited, already planning my meals because food is literally the only thing i have power over.

if i can’t ⭐️ve and r3str1ct, i would just be an empty husk of a person, a miserable weak excuse of a human who obeys every order like a pathetic submissive dog.

but 4n4 gives me freedom. each dizzy spell or hunger pain is something that i have caused to myself. nobody else plays a part in my ⭐️vation but me.

it’s my creation, my own little world i can escape to when everything is too much all the time.

thank you 4n4💙

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spending time at school is the easiest way to not eat tbh

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The only spooky thing haunting me this Halloween is my weight

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hating your body so much you shower in complete darkness <<<

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worst thing about weight loss is having to wait to see results. ughhghhhh why cant i lose 15 kg by tomorrow!!!!!!

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all i want for christmas is a flat stomach❄️🕯️

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N1cespo! 4n4 Reminder!!

• eating less than 1500kcal is STILL RESTRICTING and your doing beautifully! (No hate to anyone eating less! Do you lovelies!)

• each person is gonna have different cal needs and limits so don’t judge yourself based on other 4n4s! As long as you have a sustainable calorie deficit you are DOING GOOD!!

• if you have a demanding job or school work load, you may need more food than other 4n4s and that doesn’t make you a bad/fake 4n4!! Pls pls be safe and do what you need to do to survive this 3d. The point is to be skinny, not d3ad 💔

• taking a break from 4n4 doesn’t make you a failure. Coming back to 4n4 after recovery doesn’t make you bad/fake/or a failure either. Recovering is okay too and anyone who judges you for any of that should rot in hell.

pls stay safe, love and well wishes to you all from a fellow 4n4 🤍🩷🖤