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   this quarantine has torn my mental health to shreds.

   i’m surrounded by people who don’t understand me. who will pick on me the moment i slip up. who still blame me for things that happened years ago. i feel like i’m nothing. like problems would be solved if i just wasn’t here. one less mouth to feed. one less person to worry about. one less person using utilities. 

   everything in me is screaming to give up. i’m so tired.

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   STARTER CALL, maybe? please specify which muse or you’ll get a random one. trying to get back into things.

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I FEEL GOOD AFTWR BEING DEUNK SEND ME MEMES

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𝟑, 𝟒, 𝟓   ♡   𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄

“  let’s go home.  ” “  um,  excuse me?  ” “  you broke it.  ” “  need a hand?  ” “  please,  help me.  ” “  i missed you.  ” “  i’m not sorry.  ” “  tell the truth.  ” “  what happened here?  ” “  got a minute?  ” “  life’s a bitch.  ” “  you’ve done enough.  ” “  i’m still learning.  ” “  don’t touch me.  ” “  was that you?  ” “  there’s no god.  ” “  you deserve better.  ” “  you’re a saint.  ” “  you are enough.  ” “  maybe you’re right.  ” “  this will pass.  ” “  you complete me.  ” “  you got this.  ”

𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐑

“  don’t be so dramatic.  ” “  no guts,  no glory.  ” “  i’m calling for help.  ” “  run away with me.  ” “  it’s always been you.  ” “  some things take time.  ” “  you’re being awfully quiet.  ” “  please don’t hurt me.  ” “  snap out of it.  ” “  did you miss me?  ” “  how do i look?  ” “  i wanna get better.  ” “  whatever floats your boat.  ” “  i’ll love you always.  ” “  what are you waiting for?  ” “  at least i tried.  ” “  give me a kiss.  ” “  what’s the fucking point?  ” “  god,  i love you.  ” “  i’m doing my best.  ” “  i waited for you.  ” “  you woke me up.  ” “  stay with me tonight.  ”

𝐅𝐈𝐕𝐄

“  you can’t keep doing this.  ” “  i think i love you  …  ” “  you make me feel special.  ” “  are you upset with me?  ” “  you need to heal first.  ” “  let me see the wound.  ” “  is your brain even on?  ” “  don’t give up on me.  ” “  you are perfect to me.  ” “  i can’t take this anymore.  ” “  you are my favorite person.  ” “  you had me at  ‘  hello.  ’   ” “  i wanted to see you.  ” “  don’t give me that look.  ” “  you’re a work of art.  ” “  i’m not scared of you.  ” “  i have  …  so many questions.  ”  “  do you think i’m stupid?  ” “  just tell me what happened.  ” “  i just want to help.  ” “  we need to be careful.  ” “  what did you just say?  ” “  i miss talking to you.  ”

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   hello everyone! please welcome to the blog; CAL KESTIS from STAR WARS JEDI: FALLEN ORDER. his about page can be found HERE!

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   hello everyone! please welcome to the blog; CAL KESTIS from STAR WARS JEDI: FALLEN ORDER. his about page can be found HERE!

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   so ....  has anyone played jedi: fallen order ?

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i love and appreciate every single one of you, so i feel it's only fair if i'm honest with you.

the past week and a half has been hell. i don't feel anything. i'm incredibly numb. i don't find joy in anything, i'm desperately trying to feel something.

i hope to be posting regularly soon, but right now, i just can't.

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i love and appreciate every single one of you, so i feel it's only fair if i'm honest with you.

the past week and a half has been hell. i don't feel anything. i'm incredibly numb. i don't find joy in anything, i'm desperately trying to feel something.

i hope to be posting regularly soon, but right now, i just can't.

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i haven't been on due to mental health. i'm not doing so great. i'll try and be on soon, i promise.

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   i know it’s not munday, but i took a really good selfie last night and it actually makes me feel rly confident atm so ima just. post it under the cut so y’all can either choose to inflate my ego or destroy it lmao.

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   STARTER CALL, maybe?

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   catch me hopping on the bandwagon with posting an INTEREST CHECKER! for those of you unfamiliar, basically what you do is write down your url under the fandoms/muses you’re interested with interacting with! it’s not required, but it helps me out on which muses i can use for starter calls/memes/etc.

   i’d appreciate it if you could fill it out! thanks!

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   it was good to know people–– at least for the moment. the various colored lights shone across the dark walls, people dancing in close proximity. some were even grinding against each other, others doing lines off off each other, and others... well, let’s just say that getting a room was no longer an option. 

   jd’s no longer distracted by the scenery, bumping into someone who certainly wasn’t expecting it. “ ah... you’ll have to excuse me. i wasn’t payin’ attention to where i was headed. “

@drxmxclub​ / starter call.

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   STARTER CALL, maybe?

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if you start a ship with me i go from 0 to SIGN ME THE FUCK UP in no time flat.

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praesidii‌:

     Oh is he supposed to do this right now? Okay then!

                     S m o o c h . 

      +1 cheek kiss given to Mallory.

   her cheeks completely flush red!  it’s super effective!

   she returns the favor by kissing junichirou’s cheek as well.