#vent

[hymnxl]

feeling the need to post again about this. i'm standing with every single person who is protesting for palestine right now. especially all the people at these universities setting up encampments and having guns and police brigades pointed towards them. these are PEACEFUL protests and should not be threatened with tear gas, force, or even snipers pointed at them. palestine needs our voices more than ever. we're nearing 50K marytered palestinians when there shouldn't have even been 1.

if you personally cannot protest in public for whatever reason it may be, at least voice your support for protesters who are and also voice your support for palestinians. they need your voice. their voices are getting silences constantly online whether through suppression or the IOF marytering them along with everyone else.

i stand with every palestinian in the world. i stand with every protester in the world speaking for palestinians.

FROM THE RIVER TO THE SEA, PALESTINE WILL BE FREE!!!!!

[sad-leon]

what if i gave rise leo BPD...

his anger manifests in the form of self-sabotage and self harm. he asks donnie to sound proof his room when they get to the new lair so he can wreck it without concerning everyone else. before that he'd sneak to the surface and wreck an already messy alleyway

his self harm is recklessness. he gets hurt in fights as much as he can and still get away with just a "please be more careful" lecture from raph

speaking of raph, his oldest brother is his favorite person. so when raph starts to brush him to the side and distrust him, he doesnt take it well. when he does something to impress raph and all he gets is "finally..." thats when he disappears for hours and comes back home with sore arms and usually some scrapes and many bruises

he becomes a medic because they can't ignore him if he helps them. plus he can get better at hiding his breakdowns if he can take care of his own injuries

he wants to be in the spotlight so bad until the spotlight shines on him and suddenly his skin fits wrong

splinter and raph brush it off as teenage hormones. donnie shuts it out. mikey is the first person to realize leo's moods aren't normal, but he doesnt want to confront the fact the bpd comes from trauma, so he tries to support leo as best he can

april doesnt realize how much leo's mood shifts until she spends a night in the lair and realizes that leo isn't as hyper as he presents himself. he tries to mask, but he's too tired and the sudden silence from leo throws april off. it creates a rift between them. even when leo is happier around april, she knows somethings wrong- knows its not quite as genuine as she thought.

she spends more time around donnie than leo and leo thinks its for the best. eventually all his brothers- all his family prefer spending time with someone thats not him. he tells himself its for the better- the less time they spend around him, the less likely he'll be upset around them and end up making them upset

leo convinces himself he's meant to be alone and puts his all into being the team medic and spends the rest of his time alone and dissociating. he hates being the leader- having everyones eyes on him all the time. watching him. waiting for him to mess up- to act out- to prove they were right not to trust him

.... idk.. just a thought

[cosmicpoutine]

of all my posts.... THIS???? IS WHAT YALL DECIDE TO REPORT??? just because i said im gonna fuck your mom and some of you lack reading comprehension????

because maybe if you weirdos were not talking about fucking animals and accusing sexual abuse in my comments my post wouldn't have been flagged.

i'm not even mad that i got a community label. i'm baffled because it was on the silliest post i've ever made

i made a side blog for shit like this, but im just dumbfounded, so this is going on main

[traumatizedd-bunnyangel]

[a-small-writer-in-a-big-world]

I don’t need male validation. I grew out of wanting it a long long time ago

But there is something about the way that never being picked, never being wanted, never being pursued makes me feel so empty

[cupcakeshakesnake]

Oh to drag your beloved children to the slaughterhouse every week

(The professor looks at our hard work and verbally rips it to shreds)

[tnykitti]

Nienawidze mojego ojca tak bardzo go kurwa nienawidze wez sie w koncu zapierdol albo zacpaj na smierc mam cie dosc czemu mama wybrala ciebie? nie zasluzyles na nia jebany alkocholiku

[eatend]

my friend sent me a tiktok and it reminded me how the fandom hates Toshiro so much and I simply think its such an uncomfortable take, I can't swallow how autism became the #1 excuse for laios unpleasant behavior towards him. it's so weirdly racist? 😭 they tend to say there's no race factor to it, even tho Laios interest in him is very much culture related, makes me wonder if westerners don't care about what or how we feel? I saw sb say about how 'Toshiro should have said something' but how about the responsibility of not bulldoIzing and being pushy @ sb? are we suppose to just take it cause you are autistic? He couldn't even correct Laios with his name cause the man refused to settle down! its so so strange to encounter this takes as an asian person from the mainland who often get treated like natgeo episode the moment i open up about my identity.

[apollos-boyfriend]

having to sit here as my classmate loudly rambles about “infiltrating” horrible discourse-ridden bait-filled discord servers in their fandom because “it’s funny” i need to graduate faster

[idiot-gayboy]

Hahahahahaha, yeah I'm fine. No, no ofc I'm not working myself to death simply to ignore the fact I'm nobody's favorite, why would you say that? hahahahahahahaahahah

[foxlungz]

Everything is going to shit and idk what to do and I honestly don’t think I can take it anymore

[koihanwrites]

[mrghostrat]

i’m not sure if someone already asked you this, but now that you posted flawless, you’ll finish atws? or you’ll start posting the editor au? so sorry if you answered this question before

yea i wanna focus on atws next because its been sitting there for too long. editor au is still in progress, much longer to go than flawless, and i might not even write it privately until i have the next chapter of atws done

but fuuuuck man, just to vent for a minute

i’m trying so hard and nothing is killing my motivation more than this fic. i can only ever write like 50 words at a time, and it’s pulling teeth for every letter. flow doesn’t exist. even after editing down this scene, or trying to skip past it and write the funner bits that come later. i think my inspiration is just dead for this world and it’s gonna take a playlist or multiple rereads or some other kind of external trigger to get me in the mood for it again.

i’m upset that i’m struggling with this world, but it’s also frustrating that of course it’s the one that’s everyone else’s favourite 🫠

i don’t think it’s demand avoidance because i’ve had so many days where i think about it and get myself amped up like yEAHH gonna write streamers today!! and then i open my doc, fully medicated and all, and everything dies on my fingers.

[kittythatyaps]

"do you ever shut up?" im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry

[kuromis-tkl-blog]