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Project: Winter Soldier

Scientific Analysis, 7 June 1957.

A comprehensive mental evaluation of Codename: Winter Soldier was conducted over a course of the past week. Diagnoses are varied, but most in Dept. X Science Team believe that his mental state is becoming unstable. In three years since he was awakened from stasis, it appears his mind is seeking to fill in the holes in his memory, or possibly rebelling against the implanted programming he received originally. The subject has recently begun to exhibit more than usual curiosity, even to the point of questioning orders from superiors, and once in the past month, he attacked a fellow operative, nearly killing him. On interrogation, he could not explain his actions.

One theory is that he has reflex-memories. Which allow him to be such an effective operative, he may  also have a deeply buried sense of who he was, or at least what kind of person he was. As such, this deeply buried idea may be causing him mental stress and triggering turmoil in his thoughts. Another theory, which is more disturbing, is that he may actually be remembering his previous life, though in small pieces only. It is therefore our recommendation that Codename: Winter Soldier be kept in stasis between missions, and that he undergo Mental Implantation at every awakening. We believe this will correct his instability issues, so he can continue to be of use to Department X.

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what I just received from the roommate

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Dog Adopts A Baby Fox After His Mom Died In A Car Accident

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My mom never taught me about boys. I was never taught that it's not okay for a guy to touch you unwanted. I have a lot of self loathing. I look in the mirror and see trash. I'm not who I want to be.

If I were standing behind you, looking in the mirror with you, I would see your reflection. A reflection is “the throwing back by a body or surface of light, heat, or sound without absorbing it.”

You are light and heat and sound all in one. Without all three of those things, the universe would not exist. And the universe is beautiful and jaw-dropping.

With some simple logistics, I’ve discovered that you are also beautiful and jaw-dropping.

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Clintasha & Text Posts Part 4

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as much as I want a boyfriend, if anyone showed me any amount of attention id be like uh you're not Chris Evans sooooo 😒

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Absolutely savage.

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Some CA:TWS set photos of Bucky in his Vader cloak were revealed and now I really want him to have a cape in CA:CW

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so one of the infinity stones is gonna bring back janet, pietro, and steve, and they're gonna kick some thanos ass, right?

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I can’t erase this lonely heart It keeps on remembering Every day I live, I live with you And with all the things we’ll never do Heaven holds a place for souls like mine Trying to leave my troubled past behind I’m never gonna fall in love again The way I love you You know it’s so damn hard letting go of you

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My favorite photos from my trip last year, the Pacific Rim print I got for free, my new Snowpiercer poster (in a cool clear frame so you can look at the stuff on the back), and, of course, Peggy Cap!

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Because everyone needs two Caps to protect their keys.

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We need more posts about why Andromeda Tonks is incredible and you should bow down to her

The second eldest Black with so many expectations already on her young shoulders when she began her education at Hogwarts.

Slowly unlearning all the blood prejudice and classism her family raised her on; getting into fights with Bellatrix and her cousins because of it.

Meeting Ted and liking him, amazed that he sees past her family to who she was. Both knowing when their relationship becomes public knowledge it will be bad, and trying to prepare the best they can.

When her family was informed everything goes to hell. Her parents threaten disownership, her sisters act like she isn’t there. Andromeda knowing she can’t live like this, and knowing what she was about to lose.

Marrying Ted Tonks in a muggle ceremony because she knew none of her family would come. Several days later receiving a letter written by her father’s secretary informing her that she was officially removed from his will, was disowned, and that Walburga had already scorched her off the family tapestry. They do not contact her again.

The First Wizarding War had already begun, rapidly gaining momentum after she was married. Learning that Bellatrix had taken the mark and was moving into Voldemort’s inner circle. Swallowing back the fear that her own sister would have no qualms murdering her husband.

Realizing as the war ground into them that not only had she lost all her family, she now had to face the possibility of losing Ted and Nymphadora as well.

Then Voldemort was defeated on October 31, 1981 and she thinks she can finally breathe again.

Gradually coming to terms that she was still isolated from her family; Bellatrix was in prison, so was Sirius (which was harder to accept than anything the rest of her family did), Narcissa wouldn’t speak to her, most of the wizarding world still saw her as a Black and a Slytherin. Even though the war had ended she had to keep fighting.

Nymphadora finished school and decided to become an Auror. Which wouldn’t be so terrifying if there wasn’t so much happening in England and at Hogwarts; strange whispers from wixes that supported Voldemort.

And then Sirius escaped Azkaban and all hell broke loose again. Because what if he went after her? Or Ted? Or Dora? And it’s a year filled with restless nights.

She had to hold back her fear and panic as she heard about the Quidditch World Cup because Dora was there fighting Death Eaters and there was nothing she could do to protect her.

Albus reinstating the Order and asking Dora to join. And Andromeda could only watch and listen as her friends and child and people she loved ran head first into danger over and over again.

She’s happy that her daughter had found love; but somewhere deep inside there was that fear. Because he’s a werewolf. And the hair prickled on the back of her neck knowing what he could do, remembering all the things her family said.

And the war gets worse, her daughter and son-in-law hiding in their tiny house. Hiding members of the Order between missions, hiding muggle-borns who were now considered fugitives by the Ministry, fully aware that should they ever be found out the consequences would be Azkaban (if they were lucky).

Molly flooing her at nearly midnight and there was blood staining her apron and Andromeda couldn’t breathe, so sure it was Dora’s. And the sigh of relief that came when she learned it was George. Hearing from Hagrid how close her daughter came to dying; how close all of them were. But Harry was safe. The mission was a success, and that is what they all need to focus on now.

And then it happens all too quick and too fast. Death Eaters come and they are taken to be ‘interrogated’. Trying to be strong as she was tortured, blocking out the screams coming from other rooms as she says over and over that she didn’t know anything.

Coming home and finding Dora there, telling Andromeda that she was pregnant and Remus had gone. He returns, in time, but she couldn’t help feeling the anger bubbling in her chest.

Having to find the strength to be strong for herself and for her daughter as she hugged her husband tightly, telling him to be safe. Both of them aware that he may never come home. Having to stay strong as her daughter and son-in-law fight, as her world comes to shit.

Hearing about Harry and Ron and Hermione and thinking they are only children. And the heavy expectations placed upon their shoulders.

Finally falling apart as she heard over the radio static that Ted was gone, her world shrinking down to the ache in her chest.

Smiling through the tears as her grandchild is born; Teddy, a sweet boy with blue hair and his father’s smile.

Holding tightly to this small child as her daughter and son apparated to Hogwarts. Knowing in her heart her daughter was gone before word even reached her. Trying to celebrate with the rest of the wizarding world, but all she could feel is grief.

Yet she managed through all that to raise Teddy. Sweet, kind Teddy who was as much a part of Harry’s life as he was hers. Seeing the best parts of those she had lost shining through in him.

Andromeda Tonks is made of iron, do not dare tell me otherwise

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favorite comic character meme ≻ [2 of 4] series + favorite covers.           ➥ BLACK WIDOW Vol 5                   Written by: Nathan Edmondson & Art by: Phil Noto.

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still in love with the idea that Steve didn't fail at picking up the hammer, he stopped

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Steve and Bucky babies: The Mjolnir by SilasSamle

Hahahahahahaha Steve is worthy! Poor Thor.

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BuckyNat_Cap3 by Milady666