missingjoseph

[missingjoseph]

Help me out!!

Hi, everyone! My name is Angela and I met this amazing guy a couple of months back at work. I would love to be able to spend time with him and be reunited. We talk often on messenger and we also write each other letters. He is the most awesome guy in the whole wide world. I love him so much and he means the universe to me. Talking to him makes me the happiest girl!! A few months back at work he had to move far away and I haven’t seen him since the end of December. If I had the chance and money to go to California to see him that would be amazing. I would love to be able to spend time with him and see his handsome face again. I always wanted to go to Cali and would love to live there one day. If I had the chance to spend time with him again, that would be fantastic!

Thanks to all who reblog, like, comment, and share this post. I am extremely grateful for all of you and this would mean the world to me. He is such a wonderful guy and we wanted to spend time together but didn’t have time. We couldn’t because had to move and the only date we got to go on was a lunch date at work. We did talk at work a lot but never had the chance to go out on a date somewhere. I miss him so much and he makes me even more happy. I have autism and just talking to him is one of the best things in the whole wide world. Thank you again for everything because you rock!

We both love The Beatles and classic rock music! He is such a talented guy and extremely hardworking. I am grateful to have met a wonderful guy at work a few months back. I miss him lots but am blessed for the ways we can connect. We write each other letters sometimes too which is a lot of fun. I miss being able to see him and can’t wait for the day we get to spend time together.

With love, Angela ❤️ I miss you lots and hope to see you soon love! ❤️

[missingjoseph]

“How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.”

— A.A. Milne (via quotemadness)

[missingjoseph]

There is nothing more I want than a lifetime with you.

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When people say things like “I could never do long distance, I don’t know how you guys do it” the thing that immediately comes to my mind is how could we not do it. How could we possibly just let this connection, this spark, this universe that we have webbed between each other go? How could I let go of someone who so clearly sees all of me and loves me still, whose strengths compliment my flaws, whose words, emojis and stickers bring a smile to my face. Someone who can make me laugh through just a silly text. How could I possibly let you go just because of some measly distance between us, this distance will not be permanent but the love and joy between us surely is

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Before you, before us, I liked to think I overworried. But I didn’t. Not like this. No. Before, I was never so fearful of a harmless bite or ache or planes or travel. It seems bizarre that someone who has flown thousands and thousands of miles each year now wants nothing more than to never have to get on a plane without you again. It seems bizarre that the child who played barefoot in the grass now worries of severe but rare infections settling in from a small scrape.

Before you, I drifted through life, untethered, reckless. But now I worry, terribly, relentlessly, especially when we are so far away. And I know now that it isn’t because the world is terrible or scary or cruel. No, it is because now you have given me this dream of a future that I cannot possibly bear to ever lose

[missingjoseph]

You know, I don’t miss you. Well at least I am not the typical tearful girl who aches for her missing half, who lie awake at night missing your presence, who feels the longing pains deep in her chest that it threatens to break me in half. 

I am not her. I don’t miss you like that. I hate that I couldn’t help you move.  I hate that I can’t see your new place of work. When I go on vacation, I imagine us visiting it together. When we text, it doesn’t feel like any effort beyond breathing air. When we skype, 3 hours is just a blink of an eye and giggle away. I don’t feel farther from you. And yet I do not feel like I am missing you. it is as if, I have found myself an island, away from the continent that is you, but surrounded by infinite warm waters that carry your love to me. 

[missingjoseph]

“Time in not measured by clocks, but by moments” 

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Sometimes I feel so far away from you and so far away from the person I used to be with you. Sometimes I want to miss you, hard and desperately. So much that I dare to peek in those hallways of old memories. But I never last long there, for all the ghosts of moments past come rising back, too much and too fast. And I shut the door and run away, trying to think of anything else, any little thing about my day and my obsessions. And it works, for a moment smaller than a single breath, it works but then I realize that I miss you and that I want to feel the pain that I can barely handle.

[missingjoseph]

Thank you so much for today, and for all our yesterdays. I love you, my dear, and I can’t wait for all our of tomorrows

[missingjoseph]

Love is when you check their horoscope for 2018 too

[missingjoseph]

Ponte alla Carraia

“But even in the dark

I saw you were the only one alone” - Hot Gates, Mumford and Sons

We went here a lot, Jason, Max, Andrew, Taylor, you and me. It was the gelateria right down the street from where you boys lived. The Gelateria La Carraia. And after we all got our nightly dessert, we would all stand by the river and take in the experience of it all. The water was always charming, the night air enchanting. It never failed to trap us in that magic of an Italian night.

And one night, I saw you. Standing away from us all, on the bridge looking out. And I don’t know why, but I couldn’t let you stand alone. I barely knew you then but your lonely soul sang out to me that night. I knew what it was to feel alone and I couldn’t let you go. So I approached you. And I don’t know how we started talking but we did. We talked about things we never talked about with our friends, let alone strangers. We forgot about our little gang and about time, revealing things we never had before without even realizing. We talked and since that day, we have not stopped talking.

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Sometimes I think having to be apart from you is cruel and unjust. The distance a prison sentence, a punishment. Our circumstances a pain too vicious, a merciless joke. An injustice of the universe. Then I realize, even if I’ve spent a thousand years by your side, I would rage and beg for one minute more.

[missingjoseph]

Sometimes, it is all I can say

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Even when we are apart, we share a life. You are still my closest friend, my confidante. You are who I want to talk to when I wake up and who I think about when I fall asleep. You and I, we are together....even if we are thousands of miles apart

[missingjoseph]

***boyfriend is awake***

Me: *unnecessarily cause drama*

Me: *is a bitch*

Me: *ignores all reason*

***boyfriend goes to sleep***

Me: ohmygod I love you so much dearest, please come back to me. I’m so sorry, I’ll be better tomorrow, I love you I love you I love youuuu