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15 Things Every Single Girl Can Relate To: Lingvistov illustrated 15 things that every single girl can relate to.

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An open letter for you, parents.

Hi! I just wanted you to know that... I am very pressured and afraid of you. No matter how strong I am to face you each day, at the end of the day, I still get to thank God for letting me survive facing you each day. I don’t regret anything that I am your daughter and you are my parents. 

I am not me without your guidance but I am me today because I did it to myself. I just cannot understand sometimes why do you expect so much on me. I get it, I am the eldest, I am the first one to be able to graduate college... But as along as you put heavy loads on my shoulders, I am failing. I am afraid to fail, I am afraid that I will disappoint you for not having completed my subject. I am afraid. 

Mom and Dad, this year, it was a rough and tough year for the all of us and we chosen to move on and start anew. This time, me as your daughter, I can finally let things go but this me that is afraid of you keeps failing. I’ve been feeling this pressure since I was in grade school. I kept telling to myself, why I am trying so hard to prove myself and why is that I am sacrificing my happiness? Since, I love you both, I will sacrifice my happiness. 

Mom and Dad, I wanted you to know that sometimes when things gets harder for me to the point that I cannot handle them anymore, I often think of getting myself killed. I’m such a disappointment. I have no good for the family. I am ashamed. There’s one time, that I failed a subject around 2nd year college, I slit my pulse. So dumb of me, it didn’t kill myself. I’m so lucky that I have my friends beside me that keeps telling me that it’s only grade. Don’t make your grade kill you. 

Why am telling this things here? It’s because this is the time where the things were getting harder for me. Especially, today. I couldn’t tell you face to face that “Mom and Dad, I wasn’t able to complete my remaining subject. I did not graduate.”. How could I say such things to your faces? So, sometimes, killing myself makes sense to me. 

Mom and Dad, what I really want is to take things slowly and have its own path. I am eager to graduate, you know that. But please, don’t put too heavy loads for me. I am doing well on our business, just let me do my work.

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I wish that I could erase those bad memories and retain the good ones.

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IG: so_nailicious

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Another thing.. V turned out being a rebel boy because of his family background... In, J-Hope case, he got sick and he was thrown out at the hospital by his mom perhaps and he found his BFF there which is JIMIN. And they're both longing for the care of their family....

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BTS WINGS Theory

AS I PREDICTED! J-HOPE WILL BE MERGED WITH V! They're both longing for their family while Rapmon and Jungkook we're sorry for their friends. Lastly, Jimin and Suga because uhh, they're so fucked up with their lives and JIN IS THE LAST CIRCLE, JIN KNOWS IT ALL. Well, he's BTS mother at all. (Kidding aside) HE KNOWS WHAT'S HAPPENING BECAUSE REMEMBER HE WAS THE ONE WHO IS RECORDING EVERY MOMENT OF THE GROUP. From Prolouge? Well, that's my theory.

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Do not look for love. Love will find you; in an unexpected time, in an unexpected place with an unexpected person.

Anonymous

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Make em whistle like a missle bomb bomb... Everytime I show up.. Blow up uh! 

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Uncontrollably Fond has ended already and W will be ending too soon. Like, I don’t know what will happen to my feels after that...

ON-GOING DRAMA RECOMMENDATION!!!

~ Cinderella and Four Knights ~ Scarlet 

as of now, please watch those! This is another must watch dramas!! <3

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Uncontrollaby Fond Ep 20 [Finale] Reaction

First of all, I tried not to cry, really. BUT when Shin Joon Young’s scene talking to his mom... I really tried to hold my tears back but I couldn’t. 

Second, I would like to volunteer to be a housemaid and I will take care of pororo..

Third, WTF JI TAE. I didn’t felt that you fell into that michi... yoon something.. But please have a good life in the future. 

Lastly, DID HE DIE OR NOT? IT LEFT ME DUMBFOUNDED PEOPLE. Help my precious soul. 

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Changes...

Before 1-3 months (Fresh start)

Him: Pag nag-away tayo sooner or later, di tayo matutulog hanggang di tayo magkaayos.

Me: Opo. *kilig emoji*

After 6-8 months (Nag-away na)

Him: *no message for 2-3 days*

Me: *natulog na ako lahat, lahat... Sa huli ako pa din ang may sala at magpapakumbaba*

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Open Letter to Boyfriend

Hi Babe!

I recently broke up with my dumb ass ex-boyfriend. One month na kaming break non. I am not deeply wounded kasi in the first place, it was me who realised na nakakapagod na talaga yung set-up namin. Until I knew that, niloloko lang nya pala talaga ako.  Narealise ko lalo na sobrang tanga ko. 

Before then, my feelings was swayed by your best friend who happened to be my ex-boyfriend. You know our story, halos lahat yata alam mo simula sa paano naging kami hanggang sa magbreak kami. Your best friend was the variable bakit ako nakipagbreak sa dumb ass ex-boyfriend ko. You know that he treated me like a princess, you are fully aware of that. Now, how he swayed my feelings? He was treating me like he still have feelings for me but he has already got a girlfriend and I came up with a thought of “Nafefeel ko, hindi man ngayon siguro soon baka magka part 2 kami.” I suddenly thought of that. 

Days passed. Nothing changed that much. Your best friend and I were still like dog and cat, nag-aaway sa non-sense na mga bagay bagay. Alam mo din yun. One thing that changed everything was when you started messaging me. We’ve been friends, magkakulitan and magkaasaran for 7 years. So, I thought at first na “Ay nako, wala nanaman siguro magawa to.” kaya nagreply din ako sa’yo. Not until, you swayed my feelings already. I tried to pull myself out of that feelings but I was too weak and I already let my feelings to feel it. No matter how hard I tried na pigilan feelings ko, iba eh. 

One night, I was hoping of “SANA REAL NA” in our world of “NAGLOLOKOHAN/NAGBIBIRUAN PARIN TAYO”. I can’t open up the feelings I wanted to show you because natatakot ako na baka nag aassume nanaman ako. You know, I am capable of paasahin ang sarili ko na gusto din ako ng taong gusto ko and I always ended up nasasaktan. Kaya di ko masabi that time. Thanks to you, ikaw na naglakas loob pag-usapan yung “TAYO”. Yes, sa wakas.

Hindi naman naging tayo agad non. Like, hindi kita sinagot pa. I didn’t say YES agad kasi kakabreak ko lang plus one month pa lang since nung nakipagbreak ako. Dun ko lang actually narealise na I need to think of what I feel, ayokong maging rebound or something ka. I need to weigh what I really feel towards you, mamaya infatuation lang pala nafefeel ko. Ayoko ako mismo ang makasakit sa’yo, you’re too fragile to get hurt. 

Simula nung aminin natin sa isa’t-isa that we have mutual feelings, napadalas yung mga labas natin. I saw and felt how you cared for me and how proud are you na ako yung gusto mo. You even introduced me to your workmates and you let me know kung paano ka nagwowork. You were saying that you like me, you love me but I can only say “I like you, too” diba? 

I am too afraid of being judged by the people around me. It’s been a month only nung nakipagbreak ako and I already got myself a guy? Pero sige, I still plan how to say “YES” even though, they will think na kaya ako nakipagbreak was because of may iba akong guy but you and I knew that hindi talaga. 

August 02, 2016 (Tuesday) / 10:24 AM, we we’re official. On the way to Korean Embassy, sinagot kita. I saw your priceless smile. Walang makakapantay sa saya mo non. Actually, kung pwede ka lang sumigaw sa bus, sisigaw ka eh. After that, nung nakuha natin yung result ng visa application mo, aalis ka na agad ng Friday. 

Bago mag friday, lumabas labas tayo, kumain sa kung saan saan. Sinamahan mo ko magstress eating, kasi naman kakaasagot ko lang sa’yo aalis ka na agad. No worries, okay lang naman sakin yun. LDR? Okay lang, I trust you with all my heart. 

D-DAY. Aalis ka na but I have something to settle sa school, gusto ko sumama maghatid sa’yo sa airport. Remember na t’was the time na nainis ako sa traffic ng Pilipinas? Halos maiyak iyak na ako dahil di ako makakaabot but hindi mo hinayaan yun. You find a way na makasama ako at thank you babe dahil sa effort mo na yun. On our way, I tried myself not to cry pero traydor mga luha ko ayaw papigil. 

It’s been a month since you left this country. Sa one month na yun babe, you always make me feel that distance means nothing sa ating dalawa. You made me feel na magkalapit lang tayo lagi. Of course, you always making me feel how important I am to you. I feel bad sometimes kasi itutulog mo na lang but you still manage to talk to me ng sobrang late na and you have to wake up early on the next day. 

Last last night, we talked about “US” and I was so disappointed for myself. I realise that I am so selfish. When you asked me “Babe, mahal mo ba talaga ako?” *shots fired* it made me shut for a while and I did a quick reflection. Everything is new to me. New, in a sense of I lived by doing the conversation lively and fun. I know that di na tayo yung magkaibigan dati kasi magka-IBIGAN na tayo but I still want you to be my best friend kahit tayo na. You’re total package. A boyfriend at the same time a best friend to me and you are also my brother. Hopefully, you are also the one who I am marrying with in the future. 

Babe, I love you. I really do. But up to this day, I don’t know how to express it to you. I don’t know in what way, I don’t know... I just don’t. Wag mo naman sana pagdudahan pagmamahal ko sa’yo. I will do my best to make you feel that I love you as much as you do and how important you are to me. Be patient to me for a while huh? Don’t give up to me huh? I’ll kill you if you do. (just kidding) 

I love you, babe. See you soon. 

PS. Again, please bear with me babe okay? Hindi madali to pero fighting!