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Why is it that the moment I say my beliefs, that one Christian classmate is trying to convert me? What part of I'm pagan with a high key interest in working with Norse paganism makes her preach on how I would be a good devoted Christian if I gave it a chance. Even though I've repeated multiple times that I don't like that she's trying to convert me 😃

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I officially don't make sense because how the fuck do I hate fighting yet I love debating??? I SPENT FOUR HOURS DEBATING WITH A CLASSMATE OVER A CASE IN MEDICAL LAW AND ETHICS. YET I HATE FIGHTING???? BUT NOT ARGUING??? HOW DOES THAT MAKE SENSE 😭😭😭

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So jamming to Hamilton is actually helping me??? And I've never been more thankful to be left alone at home because my god, do I have it at 100 💀💀

I'm losing my mind. Shit is already due and we just started yesterday and half of the homework are essays. Five pages and/or more for some. You can't even bullshit your way through it because you need to research, write about it, use your medical knowledge to form an opinion based on what you are researching, and make sure you cite everything.

Patience is being tested badly and I'm sick. What a lovely combo 🥰😃

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I love writing. But when shit is given one day and due the next day as if we could write in one go. Then I hate it 🙃

I'm losing my mind. Shit is already due and we just started yesterday and half of the homework are essays. Five pages and/or more for some. You can't even bullshit your way through it because you need to research, write about it, use your medical knowledge to form an opinion based on what you are researching, and make sure you cite everything.

Patience is being tested badly and I'm sick. What a lovely combo 🥰😃

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I'm losing my mind. Shit is already due and we just started yesterday and half of the homework are essays. Five pages and/or more for some. You can't even bullshit your way through it because you need to research, write about it, use your medical knowledge to form an opinion based on what you are researching, and make sure you cite everything.

Patience is being tested badly and I'm sick. What a lovely combo 🥰😃

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Every time I hear my MA instructor talk about patients, the more I question why the fuck did I stick to medicine. Like im sorry, yes I love taking care of people and I do enjoy what I'm doing in my course and what I will be doing in the future. But sometimes, when I hear them say certain things, it kind of just hits me how much patience im gonna need and why I won't work in certain places. Specifically, nursing homes because those fuckers are lowkey assholes. Not all but most and I know that because my mother is working as a CNA in a nursing home. She hates half of the people she works with and half of the elderly there. Plus she tells me how much shit she puts up with adults. Like no thank you??? I get their old but some know what the fuck they are doing and are just being assholes 💀💀

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"Omg, this character is SUCH a comfort!"

The character in question having the most traumatic backstory and lore:

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[very clearly enamored AND elated] He fucking bit me.

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The irony about this is that I will still say that I hate touch while doing this to my partner 💀🤚 I genuinely believe I'm a cat at this point 💀💀💀

I absolutely love kissing my partner's shoulders and pulling them closer to me, wrapping my arms around their waist, and having their back pressed against my chest. But what I love even more is holding their hands, kissing every knuckle before tracing soft patterns on their hands with my thumbs while asking them about their day and hearing them talk about it 💖

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I absolutely love kissing my partner's shoulders and pulling them closer to me, wrapping my arms around their waist, and having their back pressed against my chest. But what I love even more is holding their hands, kissing every knuckle before tracing soft patterns on their hands with my thumbs while asking them about their day and hearing them talk about it 💖

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"I'm normal about the concept of ownership" <- guy who wants to be collared and leashed and caged and held and pinned and kept and loved and told mine mine mine and not let go ever forever until the end of time

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let me fall asleep in a boys arms while covering him in sleepy kisses >:(

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It will never fail to astonish me how many people have told me, "Oh I thought you were innocent". Whenever I say something out of pocket, sexual, or just say mildly dark humor about certain traumas I have. Because why and how do people conclude, "Oh yeah they are innocent"? Like is it because I'm quiet??? BRO WHAT THE FUCK IS IT BECAUSE EVERYONE I'VE MET HAS SAID IT AND HAS NEVER TOLD ME WHY 😭😭🤚

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Wanna go to the Christmas lights with them so bad. They’re so pretty and I love them and I want to experience them with my favorite person right n o w

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I just made my partner realize they might have dyslexia and I can't stop laughing 😭🤚 (Their father has dyslexia sooooo 👀🤚)

Whenever we call it's either very lovely conversations, unhinged, full-blown autism/ADHD hyperfixations, or just going down the symptoms we have and wondering how we didn't get diagnosed sooner 😭🤚

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What if our plushies were boyfriends/partners as well😶‍🌫️💖

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i want to be loved softly and intensely. I want someone to hold me like I might break and devote themself to me. I want them to take care of me and trust me with their lives.