mmakotochan

[mmakotochan]

also like kudos to nora sakavic?? miss girly wrote the most iconic book series of all time, dropped off the face of the earth just to resurface and say hey do you want more? your favorite characters? more? like we are so lucky

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neil being rail thin at the beginning of tfc and gaining weight throughout the series so important to me...physical evidence of his healing process and increased comfort at the foxhole...

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nora dropping the kevin duology announcement out of nowhere same energy as kevin switching to his left hand mid game

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Imagine after ELEVEN YEARS she announces a new spin off series to close out a characters story who was originally supposed to die, and then at 1am on a random Wednesday SAYS SHES WRITING TWO MORE BOOKS AND THEYRE ABOUT KEVIN FUCKING DAY

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Actual footage of me finding out about the Kevin duology:

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>>> the perfect court the foxhole court the raven king the king's men the sunshine court the golden raven the broken cage >>> the queen's game

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girl who just remembered andrew was so used to not being cared about or seen that he genuinely thought he was hallucinating neil's behavior. who wants to join my jumping off a cliff party.

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Wymack took two teenagers who were so afraid of coaches and older men they flinched at his presence and loved them so hard they think of him as a father

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I love Derrick and Derek and how they treat Jean

✨🤌🏼☺️😘🥰

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nobody looks at this damn watch

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jeremy short circuiting with a needy heat in his stomach over jean saying but most of the time you are very good with a heavily satisfied tone about his exy skills. jeremy, you will be toast once the mutual flirting kicks up a notch and especially so once you two start dating

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jean who looks away or leaves the room when jeremy does something attractive before ‘he gets himself in trouble’ vs jeremy who mentally warns himself not to do anything when jean gets too close

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Watching Jean become warmer and more human while we learn his story and simultaneously watching Jeremy become colder and worse while we learn his. *chefs kiss* *chefs kiss* *chefs kiss*

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NEED the aftg fandom to stop demonising andrew just let him exist. sleeping with his arms draped over the steering wheel, smashing his racquet against the wall when he got scored on, staring at neil in silence for a full minute after finding out what the foxes named the cats, "what are you doing with a maserati?" "driving it.", drinking hot chocolate and watching movies with bee, buying neil armbands so he doesn't have to see his scars, running up and down the stairs in the stadium, falling asleep on the beanbag in the dorms, muttering something that makes renee laugh under his breath during an interview, studying criminology for the shits n giggles, clocking jeremy immediately and going back and gossiping to renee about it, buying clubbing clothes for neil, UGH andrew minyard you will always be loved by me.

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one of the standout things from tsc and tgr that I’m still thinking about is just everyone highlighting just how Unsettling Neil Josten actually is… Jeremy being unnerved by Neil’s smile, Jean noting the ice in Neil’s stare… incredible, amazing, give me more

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i’m sorry but andrew thinking neil would become less interesting when he came off the medication because drugs made everything bright and colorful but reality was dull and gray only for neil, brown eyed brown haired plain neil, to coincidentally turn up after winter break with bright red hair and bright blue eyes. they didn’t even let andrew have a moment of hope huh

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my sun