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Light party comm for @/anthiese on twitter

Thank you so much for commissioning me! ❤

While these are waist ups im still accepting bust ups for 85 usd each, 10% for light parties

Form here! https://forms.gle/PxvhQZbGfcSV1MKY7

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Light party comm for @/anthiese on twitter

Thank you so much for commissioning me! ❤

While these are waist ups im still accepting bust ups for 85 usd each, 10% for light parties

Form here! https://forms.gle/PxvhQZbGfcSV1MKY7

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also wanted to do a cloud tifa ver but it took me some time to figure out what dance would fit them hahaha

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some finished c0mmission im almost done w my current batch and is still accepting more since im still on a job hunt Reblogs greatly appreciated!

85 a piece, 10% off for a full party! (party of 4)

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i had just finished chapter 12 last night and im still so heart broken abt this...

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if the church had a boombox im sure theyd be dancing all the time

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rly wanted to draw them!

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i forgot how to ink but need to get this outta my system. im still in chp 4/junon so dont spoil me but how zack's connection turns to a blank slate at the end of CC and how aerith/cloud hasnt mentioned him even once so far made me rly sad...

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OC poses study. from top:

Leon

Kai

Toya

Koga

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there was an "artist, share your workspace" meme on twitter and i thought id share it here too bc i finally got it feeling functional, like it has useable space but i still get to store my stuff y'know?

share your workspace too if youd like, would love to see em! :)

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will i ever be able to paint? who knows but wanted to do this before rebirth comes out!

a redraw! its funny how the caption for the 2015 one was "i still dont like coloring" LOL

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bump! still taking few slots

[Reblog🙏] I'm reopening my COMM to cover some of my travel funds. 85 USD for each bust, 10% off for light party (group of 4) ✅OC, fanart, WoL, Gore Link to form below if interested

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Can you make kny characters fart

if you pay me 5x my normal rate, sure

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[Reblog🙏] I'm reopening my COMM to cover some of my travel funds. 85 USD for each bust, 10% off for light party (group of 4) ✅OC, fanart, WoL, Gore Link to form below if interested

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my friend organized a POTD party bc he wants the pegasus mount. of course i got in on my first run

"you can ride behind my pegasus' butt"is the funniest thing i said fr fr

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got the design down! gonna work on the name/draft soon, excited!

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About Y'shtola (up to 6.2 spoilers) (i guess this is a rant lol)

(no of days) since we talked about y'shtola has become a meme in my group chat of friends (that we mostly talk abt ffxiv)

in conclusion to the myriad of discussions we had, we came to a conclusion that Y'shtola is a missed opportunity, a lot of missed opportunity. When she turned blind it was said that to see she consumes more aether than usual, dying at a faster rate, but her eyes now are just another super power, remember how they were still trying to understand dynamis and aether? she had the upperhand at that. and she had put herself in danger, in death's way twice, after the shb self-sacrifice-false-death-thanks-to-emet, the endwalker bit where one by one the scion dissipate stops feeling dire when it happens to her and she said something along the lines of they'll return or something. by the end of endwalker everyone had arcs, everyone had character moments that gave them growth, everyone except yshtola, ok maybe the story line with runar but thats abt it. thats why, the talk before the big night, when we get to choose who is at our door, yshtola's scene was the weakest to me.

to me, she just feels like someone you work with, unlike the others who i feel has a more personal connection or fleshed out personality. she's dependable but a bit flat, like i said previously, missed opportunity on giving her actual consequences for her actions to give her arc/growth. but then my mind changed a bit after a scene in 6.2

varshan made a deal with zero to give her his aether as payment and was supposed to do so after fighting barbariccia, but before he could do so she collapsed. they took her to her room, she isnt waking up, i think varshan mentioned how maybe he should give the aether now, but they all decided its best to bring her to the source bc theres ambient aether. they arrived at the source and varshan mentioned again abt giving his aether - which was part of the deal - and y'shtola said, no need, just give her food when she wakes up... mind you this deal was between varshan and zero, and even zero made a comment about "thats not what we agreed upon on" but later adds "oh well, aether is aether" as she eats from the apples provided. this seems something small, insignificant even, but if i made a deal with someone and they changed what they should be providing after i delivered my end of it i would be pissed. they want zero to heal trough the ambient aether and food form source? sure, but varshan and zero still made that deal, i would assume the void is a place where the contracts they made matter, and well in my exp the exact words chosen in contracts matters, a lot. this bit made me think of yshtola from, a somewhat OP character that had missed moments of character growth to, she's kinda a mary sue isnt she. i know im overthinking this, but its like she could never be wrong and even if its someone else's deal she gets to say the right thing to do :/

i know im overhtinking this but that bit on top of everything is just different

i dont hate her but im mildly starting to see her as annoying bc of this